Wednesday Feb 13, 2013

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Dream A Dream

speak of change and the impossible
rip open my soul
and the maggots of truth
they pour on out
wiggle, squirm, invade
psyche overwhelmed with the decay
dream a dream
watch it float on by
reach for the tail end of someday
violated by naked reality
within the joys of gravidity
grows the seed of defeat
evil incarnate
abuse through gestation
and...
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Tuesday Feb 05, 2013

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If I Was Your Child

look into my eyes
deny my everything
Im so all alone now
Im so broken, but you dont even see

look past this darkness
only see what you need to be free
this burden bores you
just a chore, a chore named me

but if I was your child
would you see things differently?
if I was your child
could...
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Friday Jan 25, 2013

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Tuesday Jan 22, 2013

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Thursday Jan 10, 2013

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Get ready for some shameless, not quite self, promotion.

Toasts website is finally up and running. This has been in the works for years. Its been started like 3 or 4 times and every time we either ran out of money, or had a friend designing it that slacked off and never finished it (despite being paid). This time my dad designed it. Right now...
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andresr:

Nice, nice, very nice! Good luck with your business, internet provide good profits.

smile

If you need a consulting on your website talk to me. (my website: www.sayti.com.br)

Saturday Jan 05, 2013

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In the End

joy and hope abound
look through the mirror
true life is what I found
sick and weak
then loss of hope
wisdom, strength in your words
decide to cope
these words hold no weight
theyre hollow I find
all of my might
to hold back this blade in my mind
I do not believe
Im sorry, my friend
reinforce that I knew...
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sunfish:

eloquent to be sure

Saturday Dec 22, 2012

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CFS (My Parasite)

world of life
shiny and new
can not reach it
because of you
world in decay
all you let me see
push then fall
fear Ill never be set free
invisible, silent
so no one believes
suck it up, youre fine
only I know you never leave
I belong to you
have from your very first bite
my life force you suck...
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romany:

I wrote a poem kinda like this a few months ago!

gypsy11681:

Id love to read it smile

Thursday Dec 20, 2012

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Stay With Me

fear and unknown
and reasons deny
promises of safety
spill and lie
but voices from deep within cry
will you please stay with me?
panic and doom
paranoia and the fall
I have no control
now Ill lose it all
but voices from the void call
I want you to stay with me
speculation then logic
wisdom inside
obsessive ruminations
pull to...
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Saturday Dec 15, 2012

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Your War Zone

step into your war zone
words like hair triggered snipers
land mines of if you were only and who I need to be
guilt like a razors edge
guilt like a trip wire
guilt like a land mine
and shame
say these words
feign empathy
think these thoughts
convey through tone and expression
wrap it up with a pretty bow
wrap it...
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rollnrob:

LOVE

gypsy11681:

Thanks smile

Wednesday Oct 31, 2012

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Happy Halloween!

I wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe Halloween smile To be honest, Im a bit depressed because we arent doing anything for Halloween. Its my favorite holiday besides Christmas. I didnt get to celebrate it when I was a kid because, according to mom and her church, its the devils holiday. Toast promised me wed go ghost hunting this year (weve done...
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krito:

hello! thanks for the friend request! a hug! muaaakiss

Sunday Oct 28, 2012

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Without Further Ado...

I have been practicing drawing a little bit again. Just more eyes. Why just eyes, you ask? The answer is simple, systems. A guy that Toast worked with for a minute gave him a couple of portrait drawing books. Toast didnt need them so he asked if I could use them. I dont like rules when it comes to anything artistic (writing...
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Saturday Oct 20, 2012

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Because of you

Anyone remember that I said I was going to make myself start drawing again? That was weeks ago, I believe. It was also weeks ago that Toast bought me a new sketch pad, all new, nice drawing pencils, colored pencils, and a new eraser, sharpener, and blending sticks. Last night, I finally did draw a little. What have I been doing in...
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misterei:

It's almost like riding a bicycle...The body doesn't forget-love
My cousin taught me a little piano..,from the Sting...the Entertainer-
or the keys to a typewriter-

A drunk driver caused my car accident and I fell comatose for nine weeks.
Afther lots and lots of therapy and support...I am living by myself, I drive and go to college.
Life is good. The brain can remember....although some people are not as fortunate.
I'm one of the lucky ones!!kiss

gypsy11681:

Its crazy, right? Glad you are doing better smile