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Realising I'm being used by the girl I'm curfrently dating. My ex is fucking another guy and rubbing it greatly in my face which is upsetting me so much. And it's ridiculous, I have no right to be upset, I've already been dating someone else, so why the FUCK does it hurt so much. I'm the biggest hypocrite.

Luckily I have a new bottle of...
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But I was in a relationship and somewhat forbidden from here so..anyway I am VERY glad to be back.

Things going on with me now:

I have my own place in a nice part of Newcastle in the UK. Been here a year now and I love living here. Way too close to all the local bars though.

Recently my sole job has been being...
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I give up.
I have drank/taken way too much. I can't keep doing this.
merlowe:
Ditto get to swimming man swim!
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Wow, nearly six months since my last blog.
Happy new year to those who are around biggrin

I haven't done a whole lot. Started a business, sold it. Writing some cool stuff music wise at the minute. Had a pretty intense relationship that burned out pretty fast. Got a management type position at my local bar.

Overall though I don#'t feel to great and haven't for...
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merlowe:
Drink with someone else. Hey its an idea and I have a bottle to share!
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I'm feeling a little better at the minute. Finally got my phone back from repair, assignments are handed in for both of my uni courses, Going on a trip with some friends on thursday.
So those are good things biggrin
the_sween:
Glad things are looking up! Keep your head up!!!
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I have had a pretty bad day today.

I got to the pub absolutely soaked because my dad couldnt give me a lift, so this made me in a bad mood, and this made me drink.

By 1pm I was pretty far gone and I just kept going.

Then I eventually got home and just felt like death, so spent the rest of the day...
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the_sween:
You have to do what's right for you, regardless of if anyone understands or not. I'm sure you know this.

What I can say is, keep up what you're doing... strive to make it better, rather than sitting and letting it eat you alive. I wish you the best... I hope that things get better for you, and that you can see the brighter side of it all, despite all the bad things.

Be well, friend.
hemaniscool:
Sounds like you Dad see's therapy as some sort of weakness. But it's not.

You've obviously had a real tough time. Do whatever you can to help yourself. If your dad doesn't want to do that for himself then that's his choice. He shouldn't judge you for your decision.

Hope it goes well for you.
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I have returned, yet again. I really need to stop doing this.
How is everyone? Well I hope.
How am I you ask? (Or more likely don't)

I am up and down.

Still dating here or there, to some avail, but typically the one girl that likes me right now, is a girl who has nothing in common with me, and not one mutual interest...
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the_sween:
Looking good sir, I know that doesn't mean much coming from me, lol, and not a bunch of gorgeous ladies... but be well, and keep being true.
hemaniscool:
Good for you getting some help. It can be really tough taking that step. Don't worry too much about what your Dad thinks of it.
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Heyyy, what's up guys.
Things were going really well, I lost a load of weight and met a nice girl, but she fucked me over, so that sucks.
I haven't spoke to any of you, or even been on here, for agesssssssssssssss.
So if you fancy a chat; message me biggrin
wugglyump:
i'm sorry about the dame fucking you over.
dames do that, as do fellas!
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Heyhey
So, I haven't posted in ages.
I need a girlfriend quite badly.
I am quite shit at being single, like, SO bad,
So if you could fix this, I will be nice, and give you lots of oral, cos I like giving oral.
And also I will buy you cool things (assuming you like star wars and comics)
So yeah.
Do that.
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I haven't made a blog post for a while, guess I'd better get on top of that, I mean its 3:30am but whatever.

The past few days have been somewhat eventful.
I finally manned up and told my ex to just fuck off and stop fucking me around because I just don't care anymore.
I was fed up of her and her friend just taking...
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username3240965:
biggrin Its good to see you on a good mood!