I forgot about this feeling... the twisting, the aching, the pounding... I'm definatly not used to this. Break-ups, even if your the one who ended it hurt more than anything. I loved him, I still love him, I probably always will.
BUT i was missing out on so much, the butterflies, the passion, the madly in love part. it wasnt fair any more. and now...
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BUT i was missing out on so much, the butterflies, the passion, the madly in love part. it wasnt fair any more. and now...
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401forbidden:
Right on... how'z graphic design coming along?
tweedle:
are you going to the burlesque show tonight??
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min:
I don't have a clue 
dominoe:
thank u for being so kind....and ur photos rock!!
God damit I wrote this huge entry and then my internet reset.... GRRRRRRR!
anonwhymous:
I hate it when that happens
im kinda freaked out right now. I know i prob wont be doing any sets for a while. I am considering breast reduction surgery. it has been a dream of mine since i was in grade school to get rid of the weights on my neck and back that made me so self conscious and unhappy. but im scared too, i have so many questions......
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r3x:
So how are we feeling lately?
voltaire_1:
I agree. Talk to people who have had the surgery and consider all the health benefits. But ultimately, you have to do what makes YOU feel better.
I know a girl who had the surgery and it was the best thing she ever did. She feels great, looks great, and maybe even sexier. And I think that comes from her being more comfortable with herself. Because to be truly happy, you have to be happy with yourself.
You are a beautiful woman no matter what. Yes those breasts of yours are FANTASTIC, but they are not what makes you beautiful. It is your smile, your eyes, your personality that comes across in the pictures.
No matter what, we will all support you in whatever you choose to do.
I know a girl who had the surgery and it was the best thing she ever did. She feels great, looks great, and maybe even sexier. And I think that comes from her being more comfortable with herself. Because to be truly happy, you have to be happy with yourself.
You are a beautiful woman no matter what. Yes those breasts of yours are FANTASTIC, but they are not what makes you beautiful. It is your smile, your eyes, your personality that comes across in the pictures.
No matter what, we will all support you in whatever you choose to do.
Lately I have been feeling pretty unfulfilled im kinda bored, and there are no jobs available right now, the friends i used to have are no longer around and it seems like everything kinda sux. def havent been feeling very confident lately, i dont know whats wrong with me. perhaps its boredom, i miss my best friend cuz she moved away and im kind of...
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cychotick:
Just remember it's always darkest before the dawn. Try to create something (art,music,writing) it takes the mind to a different world.
peterthemick:
I'm in the same place. Have you ever noticed that you're the only Suicide Girl in Wisconsin? What does that say about this God-forsaken place? I quote "The Animals": "We gotta get out of this place, if it's the last thing we ever do. We gotta get out of this place, Girl there's a better life for me and you (not necessarily together). You're much younger than I am. Get out while you still can. Wisconsin is where dreams go to die (Unless you dream of being a fat, drunken redneck). Don't be sad, though. You're in school, and you'll soon be done. You can go anywhere you want, and there are many good places to go. You said that you're not confident... I looked at your pics, you're obviously very beautiful. I read what you said about Cheetahs. In my opinion, anyone who loves cats must be a pretty good person. You're smart, or you wouldn't be going to school. You have much to look forward to. Just don't let anyone hold you down, make sure that if you choose to love, that they love you, and treat you well in return. And be thankfull for what you have. I quote Cheryl Crow: "It's not getting what you want, it's wanting what you've got."
Im done with school, its been a long semester but i managed to get a 3.7 gpa for the semester, with all As or A-'s and im ready to do shooting.. yay! well i will be taking yuletide princess down.. but I wanted to thank all of you for your birthday wishes and I hope to be spending more time around the site!!! thank you...
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hecklongtree:
Wow, brains and beauty. You are the total package.
static_life:
BITE BITE CHEW CHEW SWALLOW
Its my b-day~ im 22 yrs old! i dont feel ne diff. and im not big on birthdays, but im going out to dinner with the boy, and my friends all bought me cigarettes lol, which is pretty funny, cuz i have enough for a few weeks! well thats all i am as always busy with school & such! but i love you guys and...
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ronintally:
I spy a new profile picture. It's a great shot of you!
401forbidden:
It's May...
You've been away...
Would luv to take new pics. Are you still modeling..?
You've been away...
Would luv to take new pics. Are you still modeling..?
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uva:
Happy birthday!! 
4mejohn1:
Happy Birthday, Love. Enjoy while your Young. Only Happiness and Joy on this Special Day.
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401forbidden:
It's like an orgasmic Pantone dream. Nyce job!
lelaina:
wow i love this! though, how do you decided on your colours?
Hey everyone,
sorry its been a while. school started again and im just super busy. but i wanted to touch on an important issue.
Churtch's new set still hasnt been put on the front page. which is quite sad, because its really gorgeous and just spectacular! so please go check it out and really let her know if you like it!!!!
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sorry its been a while. school started again and im just super busy. but i wanted to touch on an important issue.
Churtch's new set still hasnt been put on the front page. which is quite sad, because its really gorgeous and just spectacular! so please go check it out and really let her know if you like it!!!!
here is the...
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ronintally:
Yay, it worked!
churtch:
You really are too sweet love. I miss you tons
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revelation:
What a beautiful cat. Love cats 
littlepinkstar:
we are having a milwaukee group gathering
march 7th, 9 pm, Comet cafe
please come!!
march 7th, 9 pm, Comet cafe
please come!!
a lots of kisses to you