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You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not.

I can feel myself breaking.
Like the cracks in my foundation are starting to give and I'm crumbling.
It never gets easier to accept that I'm the only person I can count on.
I wish it didn't have to be that way, but I'm sick of being let down. Constantly.

I find it absolutely amazing and wonderful...
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bretesque:
thanks for the pic comment smile Hope things are better for you.
jersey:
thank you for commenting on 10:30 midnight. OH PS im driveing back to nj the 1st week of feb. so we must get together and hang out this time while im back for a few months. xoxoxoxox
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rickrolled:
miss you too honey!
girlunderglass:
Weeee an hour and a half if easy! I'll know my job schedule sometime this week, so more plans soon? My screen name is SxCTransitGloria btw!
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I dont remember the last time I was this close to crying.

Im at that point where Im taking a step back, assessing my life, and asking myself what the fuck is going on.

Mainly with my relationships.
I used to think I was just meeting all the wrong people, but now Im starting to doubt myself.
After going so long without someone, you cant...
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vajaejae:
i want to cuddle...

i miss my mels...

seriously

I miss you so much...i've come close to crying numerous times....

can we please hang out and talk when you get back from MD?
infinity:
*hugs*

these things are really difficult and take time to work themselves out. in all honesty you just haven't found someone who is compatible with you. however that being said, if you have labeled someone as "i could never go out with this person" - you need to really assess if that's genuine or if it's just something you're saying. it's also worth considering how you approach possible relationships - if you go into them with the idea that they're temporary or something then you're setting up for just that.

you will find someone someday - after all you're a pretty awesome girl...
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Everybody have a happy and safe holiday!




kiss

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niobe:
Happy Holidays! kiss
toxic:
Hey hun! I hope you have been well and had a wonderful holiday!



I hope you Have A Very Happy, Safe, and Fun New Years! PS:Your defauly is gorgeous
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I really need my own reality show. I swear..
Sometimes the crap that happens in my life, even I cant believe.


Hung out with a few people from SGNJ Friday.
Got to meet baby Trillian! The spawn of khoos and MyDogFarted for those who dont know.
Oh my goodness. What a freaking little doll. I'm going to steal her.


I went to see the Rockettes...
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arbitraria:
i miss you, whorebag. sigh.
zoomusikgrl:
my shop makes the candy cane and diamond rockettes costumes. smile
i miss you!
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All work and no play makes GetFighted a dull girl.

Well, I hope that's not entirely true.
Today my boss' husband was in the office dealing with the heating guy, and I just happened to mention that my phone is slowly falling apart and becoming unusable.
He told me to pick out a phone and I think he's going to pick it up for me....
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middleofnowhere:
Hey GF

Congrats on the new fone jealous :-P

I'm a good talker if u need to chat

just 1 PM away wink
middleofnowhere:
Hey hope all is well
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I think I am the relationship kiss of death.
After a guy dates me, he is doomed to relationship hell.
Or something like it.
I think its karma's way of showing him how good he had it when he was with me, and he probably shouldn't have fucked everything up.
That's what I like to think anyway.

I finally went to check out a school....
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aesirr:
Most definetly smile
fragilesong_:
I know what you mean about the relationship kiss of death thing. I pretty much rock face at that.
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It's official.
I'm going to set my boss on fire.
She drives me fucking crazy.

She's so god damn passive aggressive it makes me want to tear her throat out. Instead of coming to me directly with shit, she'll leave notes on my desk. Or send me e-mails.
SERIOUSLY!?
How the fuck old are you!?

And she talks to the other workers here about what...
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punknitemike:
where do you work? if you set your boss on fire, take pics please! wink
infinity:
I'm really happy with the new clothes. I'm really happy that both you and zoo were there to help me out - we'll have to meet up again after finals for me so I can buy some more stuff.

The only bad happened when I had worn all my new clothes and had to wear the old stuff that I've got - it was actually kinda painful and I realized that I'm less comfortable in the old stuff.

I got some interesting reactions to the black skull print shirt with a black tshirt underneath and black pants. People kept asking me why I was dressed up tongue
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nadzofsteel:
I'm actually usually like that, too. This one was just a weird one.
summer_rain:
hi pretty smile
I love this pic of you!
I'm gonna be sending you something soon.
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I'm giving up.
Some things just aren't worth the fight. I have recognized this as a time I need to bow out gracefully. And just in case you haven't figured it out.. things with the boy didn't work out quite as I thought they would. I never wanted him to be my boyfriend.. but I really liked having him around. He was a lot of...
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deceptiviewfilm:
ah figures. I read the first one...it wasnt good and i refused to read the others. I guess you will see the movie.
shinracorp:
ouch about the burns. and sorry to hear about the dude frown thank you for the kind words of confidence before.
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aesirr:
Lol I think I just tell a better tale.
infinity:
my halloween plans include:

-studying
-studying
-more studying
-oh and did i mention studying?

medchem and pharmacology exams the next week - lots of drugs to learn, so little time.