Well, I haven't written anything in a while because I haven't really had the time or the internet access... Right now I'm 2 days away from leaving sanatia for the second time this year and I'm still far from finding a permanent place to live.
I'm now going to a hospital called St. Jean which allows only 2 hours of computer time per day (I...
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So... Where to start.... Well my time here at St.Michel is coming to an end, by next week I'll be at another hospital which really sucks, I've come to like like it here and the place where i'm going is overrun with thieves and god knows what else..... I recently bought myself a 13 hundred euro computer and I'll go on a fucking rampage if...
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Today was a complicated day, firstly Tatiana went to have her abortion, I feel really uneasy about it because I feel like it's my fault, also when I last talked to her she told me that it was incredibly painful which I guess made me feel more guilty, especially that I couldn't be there with her. She told me however that she'd like to be...
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So they told me that in a few day i'm going to have to find a new place to stay.... it kind of sucks because it means doing more interviews for hospitals.
Today I went to a pre-admission interview, the psychiatrist didn't want to hospitalize me because I don't have a mental illness so i have no idea where im going to go. Whatever happens,...
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Things are just getting more difficult, My psychiatrist is determined not to let me have my own apartment, Also I just had a meeting with with the psych at the hospita where im staying now and they can only keep me until nov.8. That means moving again..... is this what my life is going to be? always moving from on hospita to the next. For...
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Well I guess you could say I've been busy, I have been but just not on anything productive.... I downloaded GTA for my S4 and ive been watching the walking dead. but in my defense there really isn't anything to do here, sure they have bullshit activities but that kind of shit just bores me more and leaves me more depressed.
Someone stole my bluetooth...
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Well, I just arrived in what I think I can say is the worst hospital yet. When I got here they warned me that there was a lot of theft so I locked up my computer but I just realized someone stole 5 packs of cigarettes out of my bag. Luckily Tatiana is coming tomorrow (I swear I dont know what I would do without...
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Well, I've been at Enaden for almost a month, (it's another rehab) and now it seems I'm going to be going to Sanatia if they accept me (another psych ward). On wednesday I have a meeting there with my probation officer and my only hope is that the idea of me getting my own apartment comes up again.
Tatiana has been really cool in helping...
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there isnt much to do here, like I said, this place is a very strict rehab and im not even allowed outside. Ive been spending a lot of my time and money on ebay, Ive actually spent nearly 4,000$ on stuff from ebay and I cant really afford that. Theres just really nothing else to do during the day. I dont get paid until the...
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Well, yesterday I moved hospitals, now Im at bruggmann, the textbook definition of a total institution! I can literally leave the line of sight of the nurses...
However I feel fucking good!!!!!!!
something has changed with Tatiana, one day she doesnt have time too see me because shes too busy sleeping, the next shes fucking spending 9 hours running errunds for me and waiting for...
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