free2b

Damnit all, I'll find out tomorrow what the fuck is up with school, so sit tight.

I have forgotten so much of what I have all ready accomplished in my life... silly me. It's just so hard for us depressives to accept happiness. It takes getting used to. It's like walking in a foreign land and not knowing the language. Damnit though, I'm much better...
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Just hope for the best!

If not, I knew it was too good to be true.

{update} So it appears that I do have to take another Science class. Of course there are no Lab Science classes offered over the summer(which I would take so it would transfer). In fact not many Science classes at all. If they'll accept The Art of Physics, I'll take...
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"So now I'm at the door of the second half of my life and I find myself contemplating the underlying structure that I want, while at the same time keeping things flexible. Does that make any sense??? There are basic things I will not compromise on, and the rest of it is open to whatever the universe sees fit to throw my way."
-That's my...
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aahhhhh, simplicity

fur pajamas and rice crispy treats. don't ask.

Somethings that I have learned in life:
-All those things I thought I'd never do, or couldn't do, I have done.

-Things that I used to absolutely hate, have turned out to be things I love, that even includes some people. And vice versa.

-Follow your instincts and you'll never be wrong. And if you are, you...
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I beat my Mom and Grandma in Scrabble today!!! WooHoo! I got like 253!!

Helped cut the grapevines back.

Shot my film project using generic Barbie dolls. One is the female, and the other I tried to make look like a guy. It's going to be hilarious when I'm done editing it!

My cats are picking up bad habits from the other one

Liking the...
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They don't hurt as much now, my nipples, got them pierced, I got them done because I just found out that I am graduating after this semester!!! And not at the end of this Fall like we thought!!! I DID IT!! I did the impossible. I didn't think I ever could do it, and I did. Good thing that I proved myself wrong

Shit, that was scarey. I'm back to feeling like myself Just like that BAM POW it comes, and it goes. The waves of bi-polar depression, that fucker. I swear if it ever comes back like that and steals 2 days from my life, I'll stab it in the guts, then pound the living fuck out of it. YOU HEARING THIS??? Better watch out, I'm not...
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There's a slight saddness to her smile. Always when things are about to change.
Excitment and loss go hand in hand, exploring new worlds is lonely.
The moment she decided, her life would never be the same again...it could only get better.
But, still a small saddness falls from her eyes.
Distant, content to be a little girl forever,
so sad to have to let...
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now tired...sleep...zzzz. lots to do...tomorrow, I'll do it tomorrow...zzzzzzz

Thanks SG Chicago for good times and free music. And that free drink

Made it to Chicago! The train ride sucked ass!! I've been all over it seems and couldn't find any wireless that was free that would allow me to get to SG So I'm at the hostel paying for it, which isn't that bad, but still. Went to a Jazz club, saw an advisor today and basically told me stuff I all ready know. The open...
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Seems like I've been stiring things up here at the school. I sent a letter of complaint to the head of the Media Dept, who sent it on to the Dean about these Avid Systems not working properly. Two days later I was informed that the engineers are coming Wednesday to take a look, and if they can't get it right, then they're bringing in...
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