Izabelle She's not feeling well right now 
Not in this picture, but in real life.
This is Durga and IzabelleThey love each other, just like sisters. They even fight like sisters. And then they start acting like each other. I love them both!!!
Izabelle and Durga
Me and Bill
Skydive Plainwell Speedphreak's drop zone
My new obsession!! Wish I had some now!!!!!!!
Izabelle My...
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Not in this picture, but in real life. This is Durga and IzabelleThey love each other, just like sisters. They even fight like sisters. And then they start acting like each other. I love them both!!!
Izabelle and Durga
Me and Bill
Skydive Plainwell Speedphreak's drop zone
My new obsession!! Wish I had some now!!!!!!!
Izabelle My...
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aw fuck it. this emotional rollarcoaster shit has got to stop. I've played badly and can't just be okay with it. I've gotten myself into debt I don't want, and will have to work for the rest of my life to pay back, and this bothers me. It's all my responsibility now for everything in my life. It always has been. There are so many...
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sophronia:
after you get your license... maybe someday.... we'll see each other at a boogie and we'll get to do a kiss pass...
of course, you know... we might have to dirt dive it several times before-hand so that we get it just right!
after you get your license... maybe someday.... we'll see each other at a boogie and we'll get to do a kiss pass...
of course, you know... we might have to dirt dive it several times before-hand so that we get it just right!
rodan:
sometimes you do but I'm cool with not needing to now
*hugs*
*hugs*
feeling better. damn hormones and depression. but I hope this good feeling will at least last a little while. cute girls certainly can do the trick 
and the boys who like them too and the boy who is okay with me liking the cute girls 
It's what i've always wanted
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msstabby:
You come out of your fog AFTER the Tour?? Oh maaaannn... Super glad you are feeling better 
Did you see the TT yesterday? It was awesome.
Did you see the TT yesterday? It was awesome.
constellationsix:
That was adorably cryptive.
Yeah, I did get there last night...had fun (for the most part
).
Yeah, I did get there last night...had fun (for the most part
).I hate myself for not being perfect. blah blah oof i'm depressed and this is how i feel right now. i don't even want to do anything to make it better even if i could i would still end up back here and i just hate myself and don't like anything at all and i don't want to do anything at all and blah i...
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msstabby:
ok, I'm back. A good night's sleep and detoxing from sugar really helps nip a tizzy in the bud.
but yeah, I agree with you.
I'm buying the dvd of the tour this year. I decided that this morning when i woke.
but yeah, I agree with you.
I'm buying the dvd of the tour this year. I decided that this morning when i woke.
apexxx:
yeah! spew the hate! rawr!
no one is perfect, no one can be perfect, cuz that would be boring
no one is perfect, no one can be perfect, cuz that would be boring
Dream last night:
I am at Lance Armstrong's grandmother's house helping him put up curtains and such silly things. Earlier in the evening my family was at some Tour de France thingy, and we were just waiting for Lance to get done so I could go and help him with this house. So we're doing curtain things, and none of it makes any sense. Then...
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I am at Lance Armstrong's grandmother's house helping him put up curtains and such silly things. Earlier in the evening my family was at some Tour de France thingy, and we were just waiting for Lance to get done so I could go and help him with this house. So we're doing curtain things, and none of it makes any sense. Then...
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northern:
Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday!
Yes, I'm certainly my worst critic.
I need to remind myself that I actually have accomplished things, not the least of which is simply surviving.
Yes, I'm certainly my worst critic.
I need to remind myself that I actually have accomplished things, not the least of which is simply surviving.
nirbhao:
why scary?
My cat Durga hates to take the long way around to the litter box, so she sits and scratches the door, thinking that I'll get up and open it for her...NOT. I think she's scared of the dark
I'm so inbetween myself right now.
I'm so inbetween myself right now.
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rodan:
cuz durga's a god of distruction if I remember correctly - cool name for a cat
you'll rebalance, I'm pretty sure
you'll rebalance, I'm pretty sure
Could be better....could be worse
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northern:
Are you commuting between France and your class?
That's a hell of a commute.
I figure as long as it could be worse, I'm still doing pretty good.
That's a hell of a commute.
I figure as long as it could be worse, I'm still doing pretty good.
msstabby:
Bordeaux - Tuesday's start.
see, this is where we need to be a year from now...
and we can go to la plage.
did you see the Tour on Google Earth? Pretty cool
http://www.letour.fr/2006/TDF/LIVE/us/900/r2_google_earth.html
Bordeaux - Tuesday's start.
see, this is where we need to be a year from now...
and we can go to la plage.
did you see the Tour on Google Earth? Pretty cool
http://www.letour.fr/2006/TDF/LIVE/us/900/r2_google_earth.html
nope, nothing to see here...carry on, carry on...
{update} doesn't look good. Might have to make up one more media class...
{update} doesn't look good. Might have to make up one more media class...
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msstabby:
we so need to go to London and France next July. It'll be awesome.
TT this weekend!!!! I'm gonna sit my ass on my bike which will be sitting on the trainer and I'm gonna do me a time trial!
Then I'll fall off and pass out cuz I've only been running for the last year. But it'll be fun
TT this weekend!!!! I'm gonna sit my ass on my bike which will be sitting on the trainer and I'm gonna do me a time trial!
Then I'll fall off and pass out cuz I've only been running for the last year. But it'll be fun
misterdoom:
Thanks for the kind words.
What happens when I collapse?
What happens when I collapse?
I think at one time I was tagged, and I am going to try to come up with some stuff:
1-I have a Physics test in 45 min. that I feel I am going to fail. I didn't spend as much time on the material and I don't understand lots of the concepts. It's hard on my head.
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1-I have a Physics test in 45 min. that I feel I am going to fail. I didn't spend as much time on the material and I don't understand lots of the concepts. It's hard on my head.
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sophronia:
- hope you did well on your test
-I ALWAYS get cold
- I have been learning to do CRW (its fucking AWESOME!, try it someday)
- yea!!! on the assoc degree! you are my idol- good luck!
- I love my ibt's too!
-Ughhhh I HATE milk
take care!
Love,
Soph
-I ALWAYS get cold
- I have been learning to do CRW (its fucking AWESOME!, try it someday)
- yea!!! on the assoc degree! you are my idol- good luck!
- I love my ibt's too!
-Ughhhh I HATE milk
take care!
Love,
Soph
lagmy:
Oh, I loved my Accord. It lasted since 1999, and it was a 1991. The lil' bastard was 15 years old! I hate to say it, but I'm a fan. hahah!
I want my car 
It's taking like three days longer than expected because they are waiting for parts etc...
For sure tomorrow afternoon.
I feel much the same way everyone does about this new site
I have not heard one of my friends say many good things about it.
Despite all the in this entry, I'm not really right now, on the whole.
I'm SUPER...
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It's taking like three days longer than expected because they are waiting for parts etc...
For sure tomorrow afternoon.
I feel much the same way everyone does about this new site
I have not heard one of my friends say many good things about it.
Despite all the
in this entry, I'm not really right now, on the whole.
I'm SUPER...
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armadillofuzz:
i know how you feel. i just fixed mine.
msstabby:
i am totally geeking out. I have daydreams of riding on the motorcycle holding the time chalkboard, or talking my way into a team car...how cool would that be?
Thor is my new pro cyclist boyfriend, to replace Jan. Go Thor! and my annual crush on Paul Sherwin has returned.
I love July
Thor is my new pro cyclist boyfriend, to replace Jan. Go Thor! and my annual crush on Paul Sherwin has returned.
I love July
Why do I continually keep myself from doing good things for myself? I am the only thing that gets in my way. I am so stubborn, and a bit insane;doing the same things over and over and expecting different results. It's like I'm the exception to all the rules, and only I can do it(it's a bit of an ego thing I think). I recognize...
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msstabby:
OOOOHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Check this babydoll (from the Guardian newspaper - and Tyler didn't win his appeal. Good. Idiot claimed he was/is a chimera. Whatever dude, shut up):
Vinokourov team expelled from Tour de France
William Fotheringham
Wednesday June 28, 2006
Guardian
The sport's biggest drugs scandal since the Festina team were expelled from the 1998 Tour de France has taken another twist after the Astana team of the Kazakh star Alexandr Vinokourov were denied a place in this year's race due to their involvement in a major doping inquiry.
The Tour faces a legal wrangle that could last until the start in Strasbourg on Saturday or longer. Astana were excluded late on Monday night on the grounds that their presence would be damaging to the event's image. The team's management company, Active Bay, said it would appeal to the Court of Arbitration for Sport "in defence of the team's rights and its riders". Vinokourov, who has not been named in the inquiry, added: "We will use every means at our disposal to start the race." The court's hearing is scheduled for tomorrow, with a verdict likely on Friday morning.
Patrice Clerc, the head of the Tour's organising company ASO, said: "When the image of our event is damaged, we have the right to reject teams. We have done so. We do not want any more of that kind of cycling, those kinds of practices, those kinds of people. Enough is enough."
The Comunidad Valenciana squad were excluded on June 13. Leaks from the investigation alleged 15 of their riders were on a list of 58 professionals drawn up by the inquiry team.
Astana's exclusion came after the publication of documents said to come from the police inquiry, Operation Puerto, in the Spanish newspaper El Pas on Monday. The reports included a statement the team's former manager, Manolo Saiz, allegedly gave to the police confirming his connection with the doctor at the centre of the inquiry, Eufemiano Fuentes.
Saiz managed one of cycling's biggest teams for 18 years, and marched his riders off the 1998 Tour, saying he had "put his finger up the Tour's backside" in a reference to body searches carried out by gendarmes. A long-standing head of the body that represented cycling teams and a prime mover in the ProTour circuit, in early June he resigned his official functions, including the management of his team, but remained the majority shareholder in Active Bay. One of the team's riders, Angel Vicioso - also named in connection with Dr Fuentes - dedicated a stage win in the Tour of Switzerland to Saiz, saying: "He is working a lot behind the scenes to help the team keep afloat."
The Tour will miss Vinokourov, one of the favourites, who had found the team its sponsor Astana, a consortium of oil companies from his homeland. The team's original backer, Liberty, an American insurance company, withdrew after Saiz's arrest in late May.
The American Tyler Hamilton has become embroiled in the Puerto affair, denying allegations published in El Pas that he had paid Fuentes over 43,000 (29,700). Hamilton, currently serving a two-year ban for blood doping, stated: "I have not done what the article alleges."
According to the paper, the inquiry documents include a fax sent to Hamilton's wife billing him for 43,040, 35,000 (24,200) of which were consultation fees. The paper published what it claimed was Hamilton's medication schedule for 2003, including blood boosting with erythropoietin, blood transfusions, growth hormone, a hormone taken by menopausal women and anabolic steroids.
The CAS yesterday rejected an appeal by the Russian Olympic Committee to strip Hamilton of his time-trial gold medal from Athens 2004. An IOC doping test led to suspicions Hamilton had used a blood transfusion, but the American's back-up specimen was mistakenly frozen, leaving too few red blood cells to analyse. He was banned for a positive test after the Games.
Vinokourov team expelled from Tour de France
William Fotheringham
Wednesday June 28, 2006
Guardian
The sport's biggest drugs scandal since the Festina team were expelled from the 1998 Tour de France has taken another twist after the Astana team of the Kazakh star Alexandr Vinokourov were denied a place in this year's race due to their involvement in a major doping inquiry.
The Tour faces a legal wrangle that could last until the start in Strasbourg on Saturday or longer. Astana were excluded late on Monday night on the grounds that their presence would be damaging to the event's image. The team's management company, Active Bay, said it would appeal to the Court of Arbitration for Sport "in defence of the team's rights and its riders". Vinokourov, who has not been named in the inquiry, added: "We will use every means at our disposal to start the race." The court's hearing is scheduled for tomorrow, with a verdict likely on Friday morning.
Patrice Clerc, the head of the Tour's organising company ASO, said: "When the image of our event is damaged, we have the right to reject teams. We have done so. We do not want any more of that kind of cycling, those kinds of practices, those kinds of people. Enough is enough."
The Comunidad Valenciana squad were excluded on June 13. Leaks from the investigation alleged 15 of their riders were on a list of 58 professionals drawn up by the inquiry team.
Astana's exclusion came after the publication of documents said to come from the police inquiry, Operation Puerto, in the Spanish newspaper El Pas on Monday. The reports included a statement the team's former manager, Manolo Saiz, allegedly gave to the police confirming his connection with the doctor at the centre of the inquiry, Eufemiano Fuentes.
Saiz managed one of cycling's biggest teams for 18 years, and marched his riders off the 1998 Tour, saying he had "put his finger up the Tour's backside" in a reference to body searches carried out by gendarmes. A long-standing head of the body that represented cycling teams and a prime mover in the ProTour circuit, in early June he resigned his official functions, including the management of his team, but remained the majority shareholder in Active Bay. One of the team's riders, Angel Vicioso - also named in connection with Dr Fuentes - dedicated a stage win in the Tour of Switzerland to Saiz, saying: "He is working a lot behind the scenes to help the team keep afloat."
The Tour will miss Vinokourov, one of the favourites, who had found the team its sponsor Astana, a consortium of oil companies from his homeland. The team's original backer, Liberty, an American insurance company, withdrew after Saiz's arrest in late May.
The American Tyler Hamilton has become embroiled in the Puerto affair, denying allegations published in El Pas that he had paid Fuentes over 43,000 (29,700). Hamilton, currently serving a two-year ban for blood doping, stated: "I have not done what the article alleges."
According to the paper, the inquiry documents include a fax sent to Hamilton's wife billing him for 43,040, 35,000 (24,200) of which were consultation fees. The paper published what it claimed was Hamilton's medication schedule for 2003, including blood boosting with erythropoietin, blood transfusions, growth hormone, a hormone taken by menopausal women and anabolic steroids.
The CAS yesterday rejected an appeal by the Russian Olympic Committee to strip Hamilton of his time-trial gold medal from Athens 2004. An IOC doping test led to suspicions Hamilton had used a blood transfusion, but the American's back-up specimen was mistakenly frozen, leaving too few red blood cells to analyse. He was banned for a positive test after the Games.
heavenandhell:
i think you are like me, we think way too much. sometimes it's a good thing and sometimes it's a bad thing.
take care.
take care.
Life is grand! Not only were Crunch Berries ON SALE!!!!!!!! But I did my first free fall jump today!!!!! And it was great!!!!! And I did a good job!!! I"m so proud of myself and I feel so much more like myself. Nothing like jumping out of an airplane to put me back to where I belong....myself! Really relaxes the mind and it's just GREAT!!!!!!!!!!
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heavenandhell:
well done you. WOOHOO!!
msstabby:
"via comment, sm or the group?" all of the above? I'll sm you about this...
I'll sm you about this...
http://www.lupus.org
well, check out this article "nice guys"
It put into words what I couldn't cuz I was too close to it.