Have you ever had that feeling like the bottom is about to drop out on you? Thats how I feel right now. I'm waiting,though I have no idea as to why. I'm a little scared. I'm afraid that somewhere in the very darkest corners of our relationship that he is hiding something from me. This entry is semi-personal and doesnt require comments. I'm just writing....
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I am so tired but I have a very long night ahead of me. Lots of cleaning to do. I hate cleaning. Its annoying. But alas, a must.
I wish I had a good update. Too bad.
I wish I had a good update. Too bad.
allied:
Merry Christmas, E.

A - Age you got your first kiss: I was about 12, I think.
B - Band listening to right now: Well, Cher, even if shes not a band
C - Crush: Ian
D - Dad's name: Warren
E - Easiest person to talk to: weirdly enough, the guys at work.
F - Favorite bands at the moment: I have no idea
G - Gummy...
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B - Band listening to right now: Well, Cher, even if shes not a band
C - Crush: Ian
D - Dad's name: Warren
E - Easiest person to talk to: weirdly enough, the guys at work.
F - Favorite bands at the moment: I have no idea
G - Gummy...
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spazzatron:
I didn't end up getting fired, but I blew up all over my boss...... oh well, she said it was okay because she thinks it was just a lack of sleep thing....
Anyways.. What do you and Ian want for Xmas since I'm doing ALL of my Xmas shopping on my lunch break Xmas Eve??? I get a discount everywhere in the mall, but I refuse to buy him ANYTHING from Victoria's Secret... So just waht do you guys want?

Anyways.. What do you and Ian want for Xmas since I'm doing ALL of my Xmas shopping on my lunch break Xmas Eve??? I get a discount everywhere in the mall, but I refuse to buy him ANYTHING from Victoria's Secret... So just waht do you guys want?

metaleric:
Have a happy Christmas and safe holidays.

Have a happy Christmas and safe holidays.


I love snow. So very much. Top that off with Ian and I getting our christmas tree tonight and the fact that we are going to decorate it tonight together. There is nothing better then that.
Its nice to be in love and happy. More so when the option of being all cozy is there, like it is today. I mean I made muffins... Welcome...
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Its nice to be in love and happy. More so when the option of being all cozy is there, like it is today. I mean I made muffins... Welcome...
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spazzatron:
Narrator: Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls! Larry the Cucumber
presents, in a sequential image, stereophonic, multimedia event, The
Song of the Cebu!
Larry: Cebu! This is a song about a boy ... a song about a little boy
and his cebus ... a song about a little boy and his three cebus ... the
little boy who had a sick cebu, a sad cebu and a mute cebu. And also a
hippo.
Um ... um ... this is a picture of me at the airport. This is my Aunt
Ruth. This is me at a bullfight. This is me fighting the bull.
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Ohh!
Larry: This is me and the bull.
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Ahh!
Larry: This is me and the bull and ... I think that's the bull's cousin.
He's a cebu!
Archibald: Hold it! You call this a multimedia event? This is a slide
projector and a bed sheet! And what on Earth is a cebu, anyway?
Larry: It's kind of like a cow. See?
Archibald: Yes. Well, very good. This could be interesting. Carry on!
Larry: Cebu! Sing it with me! Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
Larry: Boy is riding with cebu
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Boy is riding with cebu
Larry: Into town in his canoe
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Into town in his canoe
Larry: Sick cebu is rowing and sneezing. Achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo moo moo
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo moo moo
Larry: Hippo chewing on bamboo
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Hippo chewing on bamboo
Larry: Can't see boy and three cebus
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Can't see boy and three cebus
Larry: Sad cebu is rowing and crying. Boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo,
boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo moo moo
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo
moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo moo moo
Larry: Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
Larry: Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
All: Achoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, cebu!
Larry: Hippo seen by mute cebu
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Hippo seen by mute cebu
Larry: Tries to tell the other two
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Tries to tell the other two
Larry: Mute cebu is waving and grunting. Mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm
mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-
hmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Larry: Uh-oh.
Archibald: Wait! What happens next?
Larry: Um ...
Archibald: Does the hippo see them? Is the poor mute cebu successful in
communicating the imminent danger to the other passengers? Is the boy
injured? Why is the sad cebu sad? Is the canoe wood or aluminum?
Larry: Oh look! There's me and Bob at Sea World! Oh, wow. Forgot about
that one. There's me and that bull again.
Archibald: You can't just start a song and leave it hanging like that!
You know, I've come to expect a lot more from you. This is quite
disappointing! I'm going to have to speak to Bob about this.
Larry: Oh look, a cebu! Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
Larry: No, wait ... that's a water buffalo.
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: No more song about cebu! Need another verse or
two! Audience is standing and leaving, bye-bye moo, bye-bye moo, bye-bye
moo, bye-bye moo moo moo moo
Jimmy: I want my money back!
Jerry: Yeah, that'd be ... that'd be good.
I miss you too.....alas, the only Ashley-Ninja is me. There will be imposters, just like Elvis, but I am the one and only.
presents, in a sequential image, stereophonic, multimedia event, The
Song of the Cebu!
Larry: Cebu! This is a song about a boy ... a song about a little boy
and his cebus ... a song about a little boy and his three cebus ... the
little boy who had a sick cebu, a sad cebu and a mute cebu. And also a
hippo.
Um ... um ... this is a picture of me at the airport. This is my Aunt
Ruth. This is me at a bullfight. This is me fighting the bull.
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Ohh!
Larry: This is me and the bull.
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Ahh!
Larry: This is me and the bull and ... I think that's the bull's cousin.
He's a cebu!
Archibald: Hold it! You call this a multimedia event? This is a slide
projector and a bed sheet! And what on Earth is a cebu, anyway?
Larry: It's kind of like a cow. See?
Archibald: Yes. Well, very good. This could be interesting. Carry on!
Larry: Cebu! Sing it with me! Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
Larry: Boy is riding with cebu
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Boy is riding with cebu
Larry: Into town in his canoe
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Into town in his canoe
Larry: Sick cebu is rowing and sneezing. Achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo moo moo
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo, achoo moo moo moo moo
Larry: Hippo chewing on bamboo
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Hippo chewing on bamboo
Larry: Can't see boy and three cebus
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Can't see boy and three cebus
Larry: Sad cebu is rowing and crying. Boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo,
boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo moo moo
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo
moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo moo moo
Larry: Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
Larry: Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
All: Achoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, achoo moo moo,
achoo moo moo, boo-hoo moo moo, cebu!
Larry: Hippo seen by mute cebu
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Hippo seen by mute cebu
Larry: Tries to tell the other two
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Tries to tell the other two
Larry: Mute cebu is waving and grunting. Mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm
mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-hmm mmm mmm, mmm-
hmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Larry: Uh-oh.
Archibald: Wait! What happens next?
Larry: Um ...
Archibald: Does the hippo see them? Is the poor mute cebu successful in
communicating the imminent danger to the other passengers? Is the boy
injured? Why is the sad cebu sad? Is the canoe wood or aluminum?
Larry: Oh look! There's me and Bob at Sea World! Oh, wow. Forgot about
that one. There's me and that bull again.
Archibald: You can't just start a song and leave it hanging like that!
You know, I've come to expect a lot more from you. This is quite
disappointing! I'm going to have to speak to Bob about this.
Larry: Oh look, a cebu! Cebu!
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: Cebu!
Larry: No, wait ... that's a water buffalo.
Jimmy, Jerry & Junior: No more song about cebu! Need another verse or
two! Audience is standing and leaving, bye-bye moo, bye-bye moo, bye-bye
moo, bye-bye moo moo moo moo
Jimmy: I want my money back!
Jerry: Yeah, that'd be ... that'd be good.
I miss you too.....alas, the only Ashley-Ninja is me. There will be imposters, just like Elvis, but I am the one and only.

presence:
Merry Christmas to you too you cheesey fuck. Cheesiness is healthy.

So I am sitting here at home listening to the smae song over and over again.Annoying no?
I cant help it. Its Tina Turner yo!
Whats got to do got to do with it?
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broke.
I love this song.
I cant help it. Its Tina Turner yo!
Whats got to do got to do with it?
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broke.
I love this song.
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presence:
polly as in polly jean harvey the girl pictured in me journal
are you serious about the couch thing?? im going to hold you to your word..haha
merry christmas ..to you and tina turner..i think my favourite tina song is "nutbush city limits"
i love her
are you serious about the couch thing?? im going to hold you to your word..haha
merry christmas ..to you and tina turner..i think my favourite tina song is "nutbush city limits"
i love her
presence:
haha i wouldnt wanna cause any problems im sure i could find a couch to sleep on somewheres but thanks for the offer..
im doing great how have you been
im doing great how have you been

GO SEE RENT the movie.
GO
NOW
WHY ARE YOU STILL SITTING THERE READING THIS?
GO SEE IT.
that is all.
GO
NOW
WHY ARE YOU STILL SITTING THERE READING THIS?
GO SEE IT.
that is all.
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spazzatron:
i need money to see it... and i need your address for form sending.... and do i need one for the dudeness?

illstabyou:
True story -- my friend from work lives in the building where they Rent written. Its right across the street from that club called Don Hills. Ironically its a pretty nice apartment building (today atleast).
But yeah, something tells me you went to a NJ shopping mall. If so I'm sorry.
But yeah, something tells me you went to a NJ shopping mall. If so I'm sorry.

Thanks for the birthday wishes yall! it has rocked alot.
CAnt wait till next monday!!!!
CAnt wait till next monday!!!!
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demoncleaner70:
Happy belated B'day.
DC70
DC70

allied:
Is this where your mom works? If so, I hope she's OK...
So i have to give notice that i am quitting my job and leaving the magical land of nutjobs that is Mamaroneck.
Its about time and all I can think is that its a shame that one little girl has mad me hate what i do.
On another note, i love the rain and miss my friends and family very mach.
Its about time and all I can think is that its a shame that one little girl has mad me hate what i do.
On another note, i love the rain and miss my friends and family very mach.
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dekews:
Happy birthday!!!!


illstabyou:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!



My boy got me boots.... very nice boots. docs actually. i love him. alot.
presence:
can your boi buy me some docs too i need new boots..


I'm making bread. yum!
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allied:
Tired all the time from the jobs, but otherwise I'm OK. You?
allied:
The Yankees lost in the playoffs to the Los Angeles Angels of Anaheim. Very sad.

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metaleric:
Thanks.
I'm not real big on shaved heads, but I love her tatoos.

I'm not real big on shaved heads, but I love her tatoos.
sexyadventurer:
Hey, welcome back...I didn't realize it was you because you changed your name!


that's what i would think...