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I just melt when I see this woman, she is amazing and I adore her <3

Friday Mar 01, 2013

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so here's a thing. i'm never posting an ass pic again. reaction was underwhelming. womp womp.

im in a really weird space in my life right now. i just need to spend as much time with friends as possible. have an upcoming trip planned to dc in april.

really focusing on remembering the lessons i've been forced into learning repeatedly. must improve...
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jb_pdxs:

Are you kidding us? Your rear end rocks!

viper362:

Just read your blog and I love the pic! You have a sweet ass love love It is a bit hard to see though, but NICE!!!
Hope your trip goes well! As fast as this year has been going, April will be here before you know it.
That's the best way to handle life, learn as much as you can from what you've done, good or bad. More pics please biggrin

Wednesday Jul 25, 2012

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Please. Tell me this isn't one of the most frightening things you've ever seen in your life.



the eyes the blinking the small facial movements. shiver.
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anti_:

What's really scary is that she's already had sex with more Japanese men than a 60 yr old retired geisha.

dkoc:

You do !!!!!!

<3

Tuesday Jul 24, 2012

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What an uproar. Here's the current situation. Since I've caused such a stir among a select few. Let me just write this as calmly as possible so no one gets offended by my tendency to write blogs in a way that I would never speak or act. Because it's a blog. On the internet. But for this one I'll write it...
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justrodan:

hugs - do what works for you.

anti_:

Arriba-fuckin-derecha

Monday Jul 23, 2012

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Fucking mean girls. Don't you just love em? Goddamn asshole know it all conceited bitchass cunt. GO FUCK YOURSELF (more than you already have to on a weekly basis).

that's all. carry on. mad

i wish a bitch would.
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jace:

Honestly? Okay.

I've known you on here for a while. Years now, literally. You've called me when shit was really bad. We've talked at length. I read every single blog you put up, and half of them are like this. This is a cycle. You're on top of the world, then you're at the bottom, then you're awesome, then you're not, then everyone's a hater, then you're feeling great, then it's "fuck that bitch who did whatever..." It's a gross cycle.

You want some good advice? Advice that will make your life immeasurably better, easier, and less stressful, coming from someone who genuinely likes you and wants to see your life get better?

All these people who keep giving you grief over and over again? Don't ever talk to them ever again, more than you absolutely have to. Just drop it. I don't care who did what to who and when, just drop it. I don't care if you think you're right (trust me, they don't share that opinion), just drop it. You don't have to prove anything to anyone (and you aren't going to change anyone's mind). It's not worth it.

Stop surrounding yourself with the same type of people. I guarantee you that you've been moving from person to person for however long your life has been like this, and if you stop to think about it, the people you're surrounding yourself with are the same type of person. Same type of person, over and over, doing the same kinds of shit, over and over. Drama makes drama, and the only way to put it to an end is to completely extract yourself from that kind of environment. You contribute just as much to it as they do, by participating in it.

Just stop. Get out. This won't ever go away until you do.

fellinibird:

Yeah that's definitely what I wanted. More unsolicited advice. I get what you're saying. And I know you think you have all the ins and outs to this information but you don't. Everyone thinks I'm the wrong person in this situation. I'll go ahead and accept that stance. 0 problems with it. I, for one, never claimed to be perfect so I'll be the sinner all day. This is my space on the internet do with what I want. Don't like it, don't care. I can't be uncensored anywhere else but here. So this probably won't be the last blog like this that I write. It's in my personality type to flare up when I see/hear/am tipped off that things have been written about me. Admittedly, I have a short fuse. This is my response to it, and I'm not taking any of it back. However that makes me "appear" to all these so called "friends" I've accumulated, is fine. It's all just the internet anyway.


On a more positive note, since I haven't made a good blog in awhile. I've found some way greener pastures and am heading there. OH fuck. What have I done now, except show the SG world that my life is still that same rollercoaster of great and then shitty. Not everyone can be as even keel as you, it's something I'll work on. In the mean time I'm going to keep impulsively posting whatever I want. Thanks.

Saturday Jul 21, 2012

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Yeah I'm not going to be in chat for awhile. I'm not sure I've ever made a bigger ass out of myself. If I was a bitch or rude to you I apologize. If you saw me naked, it's never going to happen again. So. I'm just going to go into hiding and hope it's forgotten about when I...
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jace:

Semi's right. Just move on and people will move on, too.

fellinibird:

fuck this i was obviously WAY too drunk that night. it was easy to fucking tell. and anyone that gave me directions on what clothes to take off or what to do on cam can go fuck themselves. i feel taken advantage of. i accept responsibility for my recklessness, i suggest you do the same. puke

Thursday Jul 19, 2012

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Having some super strange feelings lately. I feel an internal struggle to change and improve but it's hard to take that first step. There are so many things I need to let go of, and so far this year I've been unsuccessful. I'm not exactly sure what I'm so afraid of, but whatever it is has kept me pretty stagnant. I...
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dougrun:

I know we dont really "know" each other well but you can always chat with me in confidence about anything.
I spent many years working a lower job just paying my way though Jr college figuring out what i wanted to do. Then after college, I wound up doing what i'm good at, not what I got my degree in.

I have a weakness for nachos. biggrin

Sunday Jul 15, 2012

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it's things like this that cheer me up. because i has a sad. hopefully quarry w my all time best friends tomorrow will help too.
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willy81:

That is funny, what movie was that from?

anti_:

I got some left over happy, you're welcome to it.

Tuesday Jul 10, 2012

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skull
this. adult swim anyone?



going to Forecastle on Friday. Sleigh Bells, Beach House, Flying Lotus, Atmosphere, Bassnectar. i'm excited about them in that order. wanted to go on Saturday Bonobo dj set! Washed Out! but so far it's lookin like a no.

Quarry on Sunday with my best friend. Duh.

As always I'll try to remember to take pictures, but, you know...
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willy81:

Adult Swim is the shiznitz! smile

anti_:

I sat through the whole song. Kinda impressed with myself right now.

Monday Jul 09, 2012

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When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
'Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies

God will probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin' my dick licked
Hangin...
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juno106:

who is god?

justrodan:

What's hell?

What's heaven?

When i die, I'm gone, and there ain't no child gonna be born to carry on.

Friday Jul 06, 2012

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so i have to go to work and open the restaurant.

but let me just tell you, i'm on an upswing.

for years i've wanted to connect with this person. and i think i'm just now cracking through their shell. it's amazing what time and a little patience can do.

here's to making LOTS of money all weekend long so...
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juno106:

oh yay.. hope that works out for you.

xmouthinoffx:

i'm in chat..why arent you?

Wednesday Jun 13, 2012

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There isnt anyone you couldnt love once youve heard their story. Mary Lou Kownacki

Look how beautiful my best friend is. She's the first Polaroid picture on the page.


Presh

also i'm going to see this band Friday night



hope you're enjoying the s u n s h i n e kiss
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lego_:

So how was the show?

anti_:

That's really an amazing quote if you get your head into it. We are all the same. We're made up of the same molecules and the differences between any two people are so miniscule as to be completely irrelevant. We really are all one. The sooner we realize that, the sooner we can evolve.