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So I guess I'll update. It's been a while.

I have bronchitis. Haven't had a day off work in a long time. School starts again tomorrow.

The guy I'm dating has strep. Haven't seen him since before Christmas since he's been out of town.

My soldier is complicating things. He's a mess right now. I really want to be there for him in every way...
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wakesetter:
happy snappy new year!!!
afterbirth:
It goes against all I believe in to post on the same page as such a wanker, but for you I'll try...

I hate Donald Trump.
I love Rosie O' Donnell.
'Nuff said!

Soldier boy shoulda made the move when he had the chance!
The hockey player has strep?
We're sick too...
Not so bad, though.

Got: An iPOD cover...
EVER got?: The Super Bowl Deluxe version of electric football when I was 9. It kicked ass!!!!
Worst?: Oh, the clothing my mother thought I would like ("But you told me you LIKED lots of zippers and snaps on your shirts!") whatever
Best given?: I don't know. I don't like giving people things.
Worst given?: Crappy binoculars to Anaxarete when I was poor.

And you????
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Wanna get me something for Christmas? You know you do. And I love getting presents from randos.

I was gonna make an Amazon wishlist, but thought I'd just show you this lovely video instead!


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halfjack:
holy shit another faceforradio! in dayton! holy crap you should be my friend so i have two faceforradio friends in both my cities!

also, god i never get tired of watching that video. especially the "thank you" part. my whole extended family watched that together on christmas
waldo_jeffers:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! smile kiss smile
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I had a great weekend. Good money, saw my old best friend, had sushi, changed my hair, got laid. That's all you need to know for now.
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gujsel:
i'm glad for you my sweety sweety friend kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
bugbue:
Ooohhh I likey. Getting laid has to be the kicker.
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bugbue:
Yes, a great combination. I just forget too. ha
afterbirth:
Ernie?????
whatever

How's it going kid?
You are in a position to guess the mystery ass.
I thought I'd warn you!
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I'm in love with Doves right now. . .

Ever wonder what do all day? Ever sit there and think, "Gosh, Face For Radio talks about school all the time, and she often alludes to some seriously dorky shit; I wonder what she plans on doing for the rest of her life with all that brain mass and education. . . "

Well, my friends,...
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bugbue:
Now that sounds like a fun topic to study. Chillin' at bars observing people, that can't be for school? The part about guys rating themselves higher than women on a whole is interesting. To me it reflects the focus on beauty when related to women and what women feel they have to compete with. For example, beauty magazines, boob jobs and how men lean heavily towards looks when liking a girl. Dudes always think their don juan rico suave anyway.
afterbirth:
You have to CHOOSE one (or more) before I send it to you!
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Saw my adorable Canadian again tonight. :-)

So sweet again.

We've been textng all week (Come at my home make homework).

I have a big crush. haha

His friends from the team are being kinda silly, but he's such a gentleman. It's different. Nice.

Poor baby got hit in the face during the game tonight. Poor sweetie. His eye was puffy and cut. blackeyed But they...
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afterbirth:
Yeah, Bar -B - Q sauce is my second fave on fries.
I make my own.
It's very easy!
And waaaay good!
I can give you a semblance of a recipe if you want.
We had some of mine, ran out, and had some store-bought from the fridge -
What a difference!
The store-bought is so chemical-tasting.
afterbirth:
Scared or scarred?
Probably both!

Ok, so I don't have a recipe but -

You start with a whole small can of tomato paste and put it in a pan on the stove.
Then you add the following:

Cider or white vinegar (crucial) - 1/4 cup or so

Maple Syrup and/or

Molasses (highly recommended - use at least some)and/or

Brown Sugar and/or

Honey

Worcester Sauce (I use a couple of dashes)

Salt (I don't know how much - a lot)

Mustard (I use dijon, but I've read recipes with dried mustard) (a tablespoon or 2)

Chopped clove of garlic (when I remember)

Cayenne pepper (teaspoon? 1/2 a teaspoon?)

And some water to thin it out a little bit

Simmer for like an hour or so

Voila!

I read the label on a bottle of natural bbq sauce and realized "hey, I could make this!", so I had no recipe or anything.
I just threw a buch of stuff in a pot an cooked it and it turned out great!
So, I like mine sweet, so I put both maple syrup and molasses.
Molasses is strong-tasting, so it's easy to use too much, but it's also a really common flavor in bbq sauce, so I always use it - like maybe 2 tablespoons.
Just relax and go nuts and put whatever you want in there!



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Hockey players. . . Part Deux.

They were back this weekend. WIth a new player. They guy they traded ol' drunky McMakeOutWithPei'sHair for. His name is Yannick. He's hot. Like dimples and blue eyes hot. And French Canadian/Romanian. And very swet. Very very sweet. He kept buying me "drinks" and flirting with me and then asked me to come over to the titty bar after...
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visara:
Thank you for your comment on my blog ... yes, she was still young. And the saddest thing is that she crossed over the day before her 5th birthday frown
remuemenage:
sounds you are living a hockeydelightful life

a toast to sweet Canadian/Romanian young men - enjoy yourself young lady, life is short
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I'm not a good person. The more I think about it, the less I like myself.

I have this chip on my shoulder that lets me make excuses for being conceited, selfish, inconsiderate and judgmental. ANd I'm sick of blaming my past. I'm twenty-fucking-three. I've been out of highschool and away from those people for many years. I've supposedly forgiven the person who made me...
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sunshine:
What were you guys doing in Centerville? and where the heck is Centerville? smile how far is it from me? and let me know next time you guys are gonna be there smile I'd love to come see you! smile
xoxo
afterbirth:
Are you a MOD or a ROCKER?

2 choices.
2.

And they get along very well.
He has pulled her tail, but not very hard, and she didn't mind.
She's absolutely tolerant.

The shelter we got her from, North Country Animal League, is no-kill and totally cool.
They take transfers from kill shelters (where Stella came from), so...
Yeah they're great.
We're going to volunteer for them when we move up there.
Now I must read about your pain....
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I fucking love my job at the bar.

I get to flirt and meet cool people every Friday and Saturday night. Two weeks ago I met this really funny, cute guy and we stay in touch on the computer and phone. He lives in Nati, though, so we haven't met up in person outside of the bar, yet. Last night, I met this really cute...
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bugbue:
Hockey dude has good taste.
girlfrompasadena:
i can't believe how well you guys handled that, i would have smacked both of them. but then i despise drunk people, i could/would never work in or even near a bar!
all the best to you xox
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I'm in love with this poem by Ted Hughes:

Pike

Pike, three inches long, perfect
Pike in all parts, green tigering the gold.
Killers from the egg: the marvelous aged grin.
They dance on the surface among the flies.

Or move, stunned by their own grandeur,
Over a bed of emerald, silhouette
Of submarine delicacy and horror.
A hundred feet long in their world.

In...
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sunshine:
oh duh..and thanks for the comment on my video smile
xoxo
remuemenage:
I'm in love with this poem by Ted Hughes

Fragment From An Ancient Tablet

Above - the well-known lips, delicately downed.
Below - beard between thighs.

Above - her brow, the notable casket of gems.
Below - the belly with its blood-knot.

Above - many a painful frown.
Below - the ticking bomb of the future.

Above - a word and a sigh.
Below - gouts of blood and babies.

Above - the face, shaped like a perfect heart.
Below - the heart's torn face.
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Hey y'all! I haven't given you a paper to read in a while! It's just slipped my mind every time I sit down to write. I know you really want to read some of the stuff I've been writing for my literary criticism (ENG 488/588) class so here ya go. (real bog follows)


Mark and Baudelaire: Class and Genius

"The production of ideas, of conceptions,...
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bugbue:
Thanks for the advice. I enjoyed your paper. I feel that there is plenty of genius or creativity in the working class. Funny how the artsy rich can have such stuck up views. To that I laugh!
waldo_jeffers:
Your paper made for interesting reading especially when viewed from the standpoint of someone living in the 21st Century.

Marx was very concerned that a capitalist socio-economic system would alienate the working class from the product of their labour and from the means of production. Looking back, I have to wonder whether the working classes care about this provided they (or perhaps I should say "we", since I own neither the means of production nor the fruits of my labour and hence I am working class according to a Marxist definition) can pick up a pay packet and spend it on beer or DVDs.

That may seem a harsh judgement but suffrage was extended to the working class in the UK a long time ago and if the working class cared about the same things that Marx cared about, you would have thought that voting patterns would have reflected this and that Britain would have almost a century of Socialist governments. (Ok I am restricting this to a discussion of the UK as I myself am from the UK but ask yourself if my comments could equally well be applied to the USA).

In truth, in the UK, the Conservative Party has been elected just as often as Labour. The UK has not had a Socialist government since 1979 (for the sake of argument, I will class Callaghan's Labour government as Socialist). In 1979, the Conservative Party under Thatcher ousted the Labour Party. Thatcher held the reins of power for three terms of office. Her successor John Major then held power for one term of office.

The next Government, although it was formed by the Labour Party could hardly be regarded as Socialist on account of the fact that, Tony Blair had 'modernised' the party making it electable by, among other things, removing Clause 4 of the Labour Party's constitution (the commitment to the common ownership of the means of production). Hence, the Labour Party is basically a capitalist party just like the Conservative Party. Between them, Thatcher, Major and Blair have won 7 General Elections. That's 7 occasions on which the British public voted not to have a Socialist government. The last time there was a Socialist party in government in Britain, I was 5 years old and you had not yet been born.

In Marx's day most of the working classes were uneducated peasants eking out a subsistence living from the fruit so the soil. In the UK today, the working classes are provided with state education up until the age of 16 with many being able to continue in education until the age of 18 taking A-Levels or even continuing their studies at university level. The whole concept of being working class has changed. Yes, the workers are still alienated from the fruits of their labour but they now have a state education system, a state healthcare system, employment rights including an entitlement to paid annual leave etc

So what does this say about Marx. Does this mean that he is no longer relevant, that he doesn't reflect the priorities of the 21st Century working classes?

Ok I am not trying to discredit Socialism. Socialism point of view with which I have a great deal of sympathy and I often despair of the extent to which (right wing) Liberal ideas seem to have infected the minds of most people I speak to, be it Tory or Labour supporters (honestly, the way some of these people speak, you'd think they would like it if we lived in an anarcho-capitalist society). However, it is hard to get away from the fact that most working class people couldn't care less about Socialism and that Socialism is only really given serious consideration by academics or extremists.

PS I absolutely love your new hair!! love