evilette

Crap. I need to take pills.

My stomache is COMPLETELY empty.

I'll throw them up. Liquid won't do. It won't.

And I don't think I can make myself put anything solid in my mouth. I'm working myself up for semi-solid like yogurt or cottage cheese. . ..

Fuck.

I ate I ATE during the daytime!

Well, afternoon, but it's a success. Huge step.

Yay!

"Ok, evertrhing seems to wait until I have a blank word document open, or a story, and then suddenly everything needs attention. Agh!"

I said ONE thing.

No wonder I feel like there's no one to talk to even though I've got a roomate.

And she probly think I talk to her aaaallllllllll the time and never hold saying anything back.

Fuck.

I think I use youtube as a replacement for real human contact. . . because no one wants to talk to me in real life. Or at least, no one I want to talk to wants to talk to me.

Sigh. I'm sure I should look into this psychology further but. . .

I don't know that I have the energy now.

I'm not enjoying...
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I'm back on SG!

I'm home. . .::sniffles::

So I've got three months on here. Better make it a good three.

I don't feel much like existing right now but this is fun. Makes me smile. Hope I make some good friends on here. Wow, do I sound like a sap. Gods help me do I.

Well, I might post later today, but for now...
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