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Well, I just wrote an official complaint to the FCC about the emergency alert system in my area. It came on at least 4 times yesterday evening warning about a severe thunderstorm, and not once did what the thing said match what was scrolling across the screen. No big deal, you say?
The thing is set up to have written and verbal alerts so both...
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I'm thinking of doing a bondage site. Well, not thinking. I just have to convince my photo guy to do this. We already take pics for fun. I wanna take it to the next level.
He might not do it if Karina doesn't, and she's ruminating the idea of both of us modeling professionally for our own site. If she says yes, we're in business....
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I found a lump in my underarm and now I'm catastrophizing (yes, real word. possibly spelled wrong).

Osama bin Laden is DEAD!!

I just watched the president's address to the nation. They've confirmed it using DNA.
It's not vidication for what happened- but it's a damn good start.
Just after 9:00 pm L. . . .wow. . . .
Apprently bin Laden was shot in a ground attack by US forces. HEHEE! They got the body!. .. . I wonder what they'll...
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I commit a Lime Crime! - now I have black lipstick.
So. . . .Easter Sunday. . .. I think I read in several blogs that it's Zombie Jesus Day?
And how do the sheep not see that this is a PAGAN holiday anyhow??

Anyways. . . .

Black Lipstick! ~ sorry, Stiletto. Lime Crime ftw!

I'm watching Mob Wives. Motherfucking disaster waiting to happen....
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'm back 'm back 'm back!

I had slightly under 800 calories of ice cream yesterday. I was having a very bad mental health type day so once I finally got the nerve to get out of bed I ate a whole thing of cookie dough rice ice cream. I felt really fat but it was worth it I think Speaking of ice cream: if you get the chance to have...
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Well, I had to take my pills with water, but at least I kept them down.

Now I'm trying to get to the Asain Market to get some rice and kombu and I'm too nervous to go alone. But the person I could go with wants to 'think about it'. But the time she's done thinking there won't be enough fucking time to get there...
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Crap. I need to take pills.

My stomache is COMPLETELY empty.

I'll throw them up. Liquid won't do. It won't.

And I don't think I can make myself put anything solid in my mouth. I'm working myself up for semi-solid like yogurt or cottage cheese. . ..

Fuck.

I ate I ATE during the daytime!

Well, afternoon, but it's a success. Huge step.

Yay!

"Ok, evertrhing seems to wait until I have a blank word document open, or a story, and then suddenly everything needs attention. Agh!"

I said ONE thing.

No wonder I feel like there's no one to talk to even though I've got a roomate.

And she probly think I talk to her aaaallllllllll the time and never hold saying anything back.

Fuck.

I think I use youtube as a replacement for real human contact. . . because no one wants to talk to me in real life. Or at least, no one I want to talk to wants to talk to me.

Sigh. I'm sure I should look into this psychology further but. . .

I don't know that I have the energy now.

I'm not enjoying...
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