Still no internet here.... 
I'm at a friend's computer now.
I still have my ups and downs. I've been feeling pretty stressed-out lately because of ceveral things, but most of all because my therapy is ending soon and I'm not sure what I'm going to do after it. I'm a bit scared of the future, scared of relapses. Scared depressive feelings will take over again....
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I'm at a friend's computer now.
I still have my ups and downs. I've been feeling pretty stressed-out lately because of ceveral things, but most of all because my therapy is ending soon and I'm not sure what I'm going to do after it. I'm a bit scared of the future, scared of relapses. Scared depressive feelings will take over again....
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In case you wondered why you haven't heard from melast week: My internet is down and will be for the next week. Can't write more now because I'm at a friends plac. Hope to return soon! 
saucissedanseuse:
waiting for you! 
i need suggestions and tips on photoshop!
well, i poted some sets on the band photography group, can't wait to hear your comments about how badly i still use photoshop
ciao!
i need suggestions and tips on photoshop!
well, i poted some sets on the band photography group, can't wait to hear your comments about how badly i still use photoshop
ciao!
hypoxian:
Hey, how are things going?
Ive had a pretty stressful week, due to both good and bad things.
The week started at Saturday with the concert of The Magic Numbers as you can see in my last journal entry. It was a great concert. I had to send the pics in at Monday, but I couldn't work on the pics because something was wrong with my pc. Luckily I could...
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The week started at Saturday with the concert of The Magic Numbers as you can see in my last journal entry. It was a great concert. I had to send the pics in at Monday, but I couldn't work on the pics because something was wrong with my pc. Luckily I could...
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hypoxian:
I hope things will look up for you. Dealing with human emotions is a bizarre science to me.
omega668:
i lurveee your hair ! 
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7deuce:
we'll see
although at some point i'm going to have to weed through them. the first one i really like and what not and we cuddled and watched a movie.. it was nice. tonight is the second one: beer and nachos at a bar... we'll see how it goes.
although at some point i'm going to have to weed through them. the first one i really like and what not and we cuddled and watched a movie.. it was nice. tonight is the second one: beer and nachos at a bar... we'll see how it goes.
elchupacabra:
nice shots aswell
well i wasnt going for all out scary, i was just bored
well i wasnt going for all out scary, i was just bored
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mirjana:
Oh those examples are lovely! I would like to do a set outdoor but I'm afraid to get busted 
Ok, so promised a more in-depth update on whats going on in my life for a few times. I couldnt do it earlier because my mind was kind of a mess. Most of you probably already know Ive been in therapy for a year now and in two months I will be done with it. Ive had a lot of mood swings, have been feeling...
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7deuce:
no no no no no no no in no way was i angry with you. all of that ws about my parents. i guess it was just a odd way to say it could have been worse.
7deuce:
in no way was i trying to say that.... everyone is entitled to their feelings i was trying to help. but apparently i'm no good at that. i know everyone is entitled to their feeling just as i'm entitled to mine.... i don't know what else to say.
in no way was i trying to say that.... everyone is entitled to their feelings i was trying to help. but apparently i'm no good at that. i know everyone is entitled to their feeling just as i'm entitled to mine.... i don't know what else to say.Took some sexy pics from the lovely Clio yesterday. There's a link to them in her journal. I still have to work on them a bit though. It was fun, but pretty hard to do because of the lack of light, the lack of a theme and because it was the first time for the both of us to do a sexy shoot.
Still got...
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bassgirl:
nice pictures girl!
hope you're doing fine...
i'm busy thinking how my future will look like
The US is and option, or Hong Kong... doesn't that sound exotic
hope you're doing fine...
i'm busy thinking how my future will look like
The US is and option, or Hong Kong... doesn't that sound exotic
hypoxian:
My sister just got back from Amsterdam. And she brought back the most amazing thing in the world.
And thanks so much for that recipe. I may try it with a little help at first since I'm not very good at baking. But it sound delicious. Especially if it comes with stroopwaffels.
Hello guys!
I had plans to do a sexy shoot for a long time, but there was always something in the way.......
I love fairytales (got a mini-shoot called sleeping beauty) and thought about doing something with Snow White. An other thought was doing a set with bodypaint. So I combined the two ideas and came up with this set. I actually bought an apple...
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I had plans to do a sexy shoot for a long time, but there was always something in the way.......
I love fairytales (got a mini-shoot called sleeping beauty) and thought about doing something with Snow White. An other thought was doing a set with bodypaint. So I combined the two ideas and came up with this set. I actually bought an apple...
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shicawgo:
looks like you've got a fan in 7duece
when do you think you'll do another photoset thing?
when do you think you'll do another photoset thing?
I just found out that the screen of my pc wasn't calibrated well, so all my pics are too dark...... Have to re-adjust all my pics now, SHIT!
I am now a photographer for the music web-magazine: www.kindamuzik.net Woohoo!!!
Went to take pics of the Secret Machines last wednesday. It was really difficult to take good pics because it was pretty dark there, they used...
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I am now a photographer for the music web-magazine: www.kindamuzik.net Woohoo!!!
Went to take pics of the Secret Machines last wednesday. It was really difficult to take good pics because it was pretty dark there, they used...
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chai:
we should meet us in skype .. would be a pleasure to write with u!
we should meet us in skype .. would be a pleasure to write with u! 
snottlebocket:
those are interesting, are they real or photoshopped?
evolution:
If there was a porn that was all x-rays like that, it'd be one of the hottest porns ever... but I can't help but wonder how that affects his equipment.
I'm re-organising my room, woohoo! I am almost growing out of this place so I got a new closet from my parents to put away stuff I no longer had space for. I live in a students flat with a 12 m2 room, a small bathroom, a little hallway, a big balcony and a big kitchen that I share with 14 others. Now I'm going...
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rosa:
I found the corset on amazon.com.
elchupacabra:
heya im alright thanks... i was going to, i just didnt have cash, nope im between jobs again lol
and i dont have anymore pictures, not like that anyway, for my erm "fans"
all is well thou
and i dont have anymore pictures, not like that anyway, for my erm "fans"
all is well thou
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clio:
Hey Eva! I always enjoy your journal entries. I hope you had a great New Year's Eve, and I think we'll run into each other sooner than later. Take care!
chai:
i like the last pic, it reminds me on a work from a freidn, he did about 50 pictures with all different faces, very good idea!! u look so nice und cute!!!! 
yes, im still feeling all the positive vibes!!! of courrrsssee!!!! and yes i already bought some materila to draw, but i have to start like a small kind, i dindt do anything since a long time, but u are soo right, its a good thing for the soul!!!! hugs!!
u look so nice und cute!!!!
yes, im still feeling all the positive vibes!!! of courrrsssee!!!!
and yes i already bought some materila to draw, but i have to start like a small kind, i dindt do anything since a long time, but u are soo right, its a good thing for the soul!!!! hugs!!
and thanks for the compiment on the chairs, NO they arent mine, they are from the office i work