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i'm so sick of everything. i've been so stressed and depressed lately. this isnt how i want to live my life, but i dont know what to anymore.
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solitaryknite:
Hey everything will be okay biggrin Fine someone to talk to.. and if you can't I will, promise!
gujsel:
hey my fantastic friend for you .......have great christmas......


a lots of kisses to you kisskisskisskisskisskisskiss

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I was not able to shoot a new set the past weekend. Maybe soon.. school has been consuming my life. Im trying to focus on school more then anything else.

I have decided I want to be a vet. The more I think about it the more right it seems. Its a challenge, which key for me and I love animals. I have always loved...
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bigman316:
good for you!! i am still trying to figure out what i want to be when i grow up. smile
danobain:
wink blush errr......ummm......hi blush

Good to hear you are focused on school and have decided on a life path.
Bummer about the shoot. But, it sounds like you will have fallback with this vet thing if for some reason modeling doesn't pan out for you.

It took me forever to type that and still don't think it is supportive and affirming enough, I'll get back to you to with something less snide and cynical.

Cause you know I think you are beautiful, and should be making the big bucks just to have people having the honor of taking pictures of you, but you need to go where your heart is.

Take care sweetie.
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Everything has been crazy lately frown School is so hard this semester, I should have listened to my academic advisor and not taken so many hard classes. I want to drop something but I would feel like a quitter. I really want to maintain my average, which is a 3.85 so i cant afford to get ant Bs. Its going to be such a long...
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micamars:
That would be kickass, something like a dr. jeckyl and mr. hyde theme maybe?
jrwhite:
As long as it is in the name of science I'm down for it.
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Ahh I have been so busy! My Mom keeps hassling me to finish this painting I am doing for her friend and its taking me forever....because I havent painted in months and months.

My set comes out at 10:30pm Dec. 26th!! I'm very excited, but slightly nervous.

Happy Holidays Everyone!! <3<3
mahui:
kiss kiss kiss
mahui:
kiss kiss kiss
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I want this week to be over!!! Finals suck frown I feel like life is trying to make me have a nervous breakdown. Of course my two hardest classes have to have their finals within 15 minutes of each other. I am studying the entire night. I love chemistry but my teacher didnt prepare my class very well and the exam is standardized.

On happier note...
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onespeed:
can't wait to see the new set! smile
paranoiac:
I can't wait for the new set. Is it out now? *goes investigates* you're gorgeous (from what I can tell of the previews you gave us in next post) can't wait to see it all. love
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I cannot wait for these next two weeks to be over. After finals I am going to Utah to visit my best best best friend in the whole world!! Then when I get back one of friend's is turning 21 and were throwing her an awesome party! I volunteered to be the stripper for it hehe I cant wait!! Then my aunt from Germany...
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laylapage:
haha i want to come to the east coast to visit friends anyway... i'm sure i'll make it out there sometime soon! or not that soon but within the new year? haha
coolhandjack:
awesome!!!! smile
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My thanksgiving was mostly boring. My grandparents tried to convert me and my sisters to Christianity again.. it annoys me because I know better then to let them influence me, but my sisters are young and impressionable. They always wait till my parents are not there which seems very rue and sneaky to me. They also told me that I should have kept my hair...
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missaphex:
alo? : miao!!
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I had a chemistry test today and now no more school the rest of the week, but I have a Million things to do before finals. I'm going out of town with my family... they are very conservative and I have to basically pretend not to be myself around them. I dyed my hair back to brown.. so they would talk to me and...
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coolhandjack:
Have fun!!! at least no more school for a bit. smile smile
madmedic:
Welcome sexy...
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My roommate and I got our dog this weekend!! Dexter is very cute, but he is so shy and scared of scared of everything. If we drop something he starts to shake and hides in the corner. Its sad cause he was abused and abandoned by his last owners frown I dont see how someone could do that to a dog. Im sure he will start...
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atarii:
so i'm trying to do 2 shoots before the first of the year. one is a solo thing, but i have this idea for a gun fetish shoot and i have a photographer and everything. i think that one could be really hott as a duo. i don't know many people in atlanta, but you're here and a hopeful and seem to have some idea as to what you're doing, so let me know if you're interested.
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My roommate and I are getting a dog on Saturday!! Im so excited, we applied to be foster parents and finally heard back from the agency. Our doggy's name is Dexter and hes a boston terrier. I cant wait!! smile

On a more depressing note I have a math test tomorrow and have no idea how to do half the stuff, because I kept playing...
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iguny:
dexter, nice name! I like the boston terrier...
weell, good luck wih your relations... you're so beautiful... smile
laylapage:
cute cute pics! thanks for the words of encouragement... it is so hard starting off! damn it partying! The ultimate in weight gain.
i agree with the set thing... i know so much more about what to include in my next set after this one goes up on dec. 6... oh well! live and learn! and at least the end result is, if nothing else, you have lots of sexy pictures of yourself! i for one am going to make a calender for my partner. haha
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I had such a good weekend, which makes it so much harder to go to school this morning.. Im sad its Monday. My friend let me borrow his Nintendo Wii, because he never ever plays with it and now my arms are SOO sore from playing wii boxing and I really want them to stop hurting.
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tinypixy:
Thanks for the friend request wink You are just adorable.......can't wait to get to know ya better.

xo
tiny
laylapage:
thanks lady... i know i do it to myself... it's true. haha
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donzell:
I think that your pink hair is quite fetching. Screw the haters.
paranoiac:
You look so very beautiful with pink hair. Those girls have no idea what they are talking about, well then again girls are always catty when they're jealous of someone's beauty. smile