Monday Jul 09, 2007

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so the boy crush (as he was formerly known) didn't work out... i've been friends with this guy for 2 years, and apparently i still don't really know him. he decided he wasn't up for a serious relationship, so he sent me some crappy email on myspace, the following is a transcript:

"Alright well before i start this is all me...
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thefly:

You can't be friends afterwards no matter if you started as such. It's like learning new information and wanting to unlearn it, make things like they were. Sorry things went sour. Any solace in at least knowing now?

Move on. At least you got a friend out of the whole thing. there's bigger and better things. Good luck finding them.

Tuesday May 29, 2007

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so, me and my boy crush finally started going out. everything about him is amazing, and i wish we had hooked up sooner smile

oh, and i watched the new "hitcher" remake last night. it was pretty good, but i don't think it was as suspenseful as the original. maybe it's just because i knew everything that was gonna happen. they followed the original...
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faetree:

Thanks for the kind comment..I am not sure if I wanted to try to be a SG, it just sounded like a fun idea. Anyway it is a moot point now because I tried to get through the first stage and they said that they were not interested.

Oh well at least then I don't have to worry about whether I should try to go through the next stage..smile ( as I am not sure I would have) biggrin

thefly:

Yeah, I was too sober writing that... it was the whiskey that blew away inhibitions. I've felt that way since about 18. Here's to hoping things stay amazing for you.


And Sean Bean is not as creepy as Rutger Hauer (liked him better as a Double-O or a son of Gondor)

Monday May 14, 2007

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I have more friends on here now, hurray! i've been offline for a couple days... i've been very busy. but while i was gone, i was thinking about sg, and apparently sg was thinking about me too. i've been in a very good mood today, very contrary to the various situations i've been subjected to yesterday and today. then again, yesterday...
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nursejill:

I will grab the massage oil and be right over....

thefly:

Ah love... I remember that. Been so long I had forgotten. It holds no fear for me anymore. Unfortunately, I define times of my life with music and if I wake up in the middle of the night I've got a song title (or just one line, never a whole song) stuck in my head. Now that's maddening! And I apologize that beatnik poem made sense wink


And a thousand pardons I forgot your first mother's day!!! Please accept a belated touting... Happy Mother's Day!! I even congratulated a mother-to-be. So ashamed blackeyed

Friday May 04, 2007

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After a few days on the site, I am sooo glad I joined. It feels like coming home after years on the road. I can say anything and truly be myself, without worrying what anyone will think about me. People here are open to new ideas and supportive of individual thought. Awesome.

However, I'm sad that I still only have one friend. Oh well...
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thefly:

Adria has tattooed on her neck "Suffering is justified as soon as it becomes the raw material of beauty."

That explains art in all its forms. Even comedians draw upon pain for humor. As I say, happiness and antidepressants kill the creative process.

ilfirin:

Welcome on the site! I think the friends thing wil be solved quicklysmile

Wednesday May 02, 2007

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I'm new to SuicideGirls, and already I love it! I stayed up 'til 2 last night fixing up my profile, and I finished it today. I don't have any friends yet, but I've been looking at the groups, signing up, and leaving my two cents. Now I must go, because my baby is crying. He's teething and yesterday, he cried for...
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