edun

So much to post. So little I know how to say.

The ex moved out a week ago. It was a long hard day. Just her and I moving all the stuff. Tiring physically and mentally. Then I got to work claiming the apartment as my own. Found a loud horribly awesome chair at a thrift store. And completely re-arranged everything to try and make...
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Hello SG peoples!

Hope everything is going good out there. It is a little tough here.

After 8 years of marriage, it has ended. I am in a period of trying to learn to be single again. It is hard learning to make it about me now instead of us. To be selfish instead of compromising. One thing I will really miss is sleeping next...
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This has been one hell of a last couple of months. I have had so many changes lately. And they have slowly changed my world. So much in so little time and now the future I once had envisioned is no longer mine. I am so lost now. I need to figure out what I want and what I need to do to get it.

Had a good talk with both the girl I am seeing and my wife today. Feeling much better after a difficult and very lonely Sat. I think I have my overflowing emotions in check and can start to move forward soon. I know cryptic, but I need to start this blog again.

Sometimes I feel so alone.

Well my girlfriend and I broke up officially yesterday. We have been talking about this for a week now. It was hard. The relationship was stagnate and just waiting for something to happen to fall apart. So I did what I thought was right and ended it now so we can heal and move on in our lives instead of waiting a few months or...
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My wife just self published her first book on Amazon.com for Kindle. I am so proud of her and I cannot wait to see how well it is received. It is a adult fantasy/romance novel and she is already well into the work on the second book. I listed her short synopsis on her book below.

In the Dark - What happens when you find...
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Interesting weekend coming up. My wife is out of town and I have nothing to do.

I swear, women confuse me. I get along so well with them, but then I date them and everything goes to hell.

Oh well, I guess time to start over.

Ok so life is just full of surprises. My favorite one, car failure! So my car would not start this morning. The mechanic will not be able to look at it until tomorrow. And if you know anything about car shops on Fridays when you need your car for this weekend... Yes I will probably be carless this weekend. That means I might not be...
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Ok so it is official, I was not stood up! She was in the ER. She is doing fine. Life really can be crazy some times.

Here I sit at home alone, stood up again. At least being poly I have my wife and don't feel completely unwanted. But is still sucks. Now I remember why I hated being single. My heart goes out to all the single people out there. I have no idea how you do it.