I need to not have two jobs. But I also need lots of money. Fuck.
ok seriously. why is it that whenever i find a contradiction it doesn't even matter. it never changes anything. why can't i get myself to just face reality and stop anyalyzing and trying to understand this? ther is nothing understandable about it so why do i even try?
do not under any circumstances read old love letters before you go to bed unless you are : a) prepared to feel awful or b) actually over the person who wrote it and just remeniscing.
I need to get a better grip on things or I'l never be happy.
I need to get a better grip on things or I'l never be happy.
deelishus_weenie:
If you can't resist the urge to read them, you're not over the person yet! Run! Run away!
Human language is such a weak-arse tool for fleshing out topics like this. So uh... be true to your feelings etc.
Or, on a more serious note... fuck it. You'll feel the way you feel... and eventually get better. You might be different, but you probably won't notice because you'll be too busy doing stuff and not feeling like shit all the time. Trust me... it will eventually happen. Serious.
Human language is such a weak-arse tool for fleshing out topics like this. So uh... be true to your feelings etc.
Or, on a more serious note... fuck it. You'll feel the way you feel... and eventually get better. You might be different, but you probably won't notice because you'll be too busy doing stuff and not feeling like shit all the time. Trust me... it will eventually happen. Serious.
I really think that my actions up until now relating to the current situation are only making it harder and harder for me to feel like things can be ok. I want to amputate my heart.
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french_frog:
Bet Bet Bet, I just like It 
deelishus_weenie:
er.. I just happen to be here because you showed up on my dating-profile-doodad thingy.
Er... you may be hiding in a clever web of words, but I kinda know how you feel. I dig myself into holes constantly : / I hope things improve, although it may seem fairly idiotic my saying that now.
Er... you may be hiding in a clever web of words, but I kinda know how you feel. I dig myself into holes constantly : / I hope things improve, although it may seem fairly idiotic my saying that now.
i need to go on a date. one that doesnt suck.
I haven't been single in two years. It feels awkward and I think I forgot how to do it.
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aikaterine:
haha okay well good.
traceelement:
you are probably right you know. I think humans were made to suffer, it just to depends on the individual as to what they suffer from. 
school is over for another year. i need a job. what else is new? i think i need more friends, because when i try to find someone to hang out with, i usually can't. grumble grumble grumble. i need a vacation from myself.
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ectasia:
yeah, i finally got a job. thank god. unfortunately now i officially have to change my occupation from redord store clerk on my profile. however, i suppose rock star is smuch better description of myself, and as how I have always been one it's ok. actually no its not, but whatever. how does free lance professional advisor sound? no? ok fine. I work at Jimmy John's. Happy?
mongoofy:
Milwaukee lady!!!
sometimes you just fucking hate people because they hate you.
sometimes they hate you without good reason.
sometimes they lie to your boyfreind about you.
sometimes your boyfriend believes you and it makes everything ok.
sometimes they hate you without good reason.
sometimes they lie to your boyfreind about you.
sometimes your boyfriend believes you and it makes everything ok.
sharp_cutter:
i'm sorry people are being bitches to you.
...sometimes you gotta do like prodigy does... smack them bitches up.
...sometimes you gotta do like prodigy does... smack them bitches up.
saucer:
seriously...that is why I decided to be a loner at times....its a great feeling.
can you say spring break? i can., and i can also say pajamas are what the week has in store.
so yeah, the whole pink hair thing., did not work out to say the least. i tried belaching my hair twice but there was just too much dye in it for it to work. so now im sporting burgundy and bakc instead. le sigh.
undeserving:
good morning!
i never update, i knoiw , i know. but ive been realllllllllly busy. now i need to go get hair dye. pink and black baby. your ALL jealous of me right now.
maliki:
Well shame upon you.. it only takes a few minutes out of the day to update.. in fact it doesnt even have to be everyday.. it could be lke everyother day
I wanna dye my hair, but I usually ware a hat so it wont matter
I wanna dye my hair, but I usually ware a hat so it wont matter
for the first time in a while i was glad to be sent home early from work. i am going to chicago, i know your jealous.
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undeserving:
you don't seem to update this much do ya? anywhayze, i just thought i'd say hi.
troyage:
you seem like a cool grrl. If you'd like a friend on here you can add me. I try and keep in touch with the cool kids on here cuz I spend too much time on the computer. Later. =troy=