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ebonyblutengel:
Thankyou for the compliment! What's your boys' name?
crashpalaceeden:
Absolutely gorgeous!
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Wednesday September 16th 2009

My life has been so crazy lately but all for a good reason - modeling.

I got into modeling for a couple different reasons:

1. Art in its many forms. I am an artist, tattoo artist, model and photographer and I keep busy with all of those hobbies.
2. Expression and freedom to show people how I view myself, and my interests...
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lionessseppuku:
I seriously give u a standing ovation of lookin that good to give birth to 2 children. It's sad how society looks down upon teen pregnancy. You're a strong female. Keep ya head up even highersmile
ebonyblutengel:
Thanks for the encouraging words Lioness! Exactly what I needed to hear right now!
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So I have submitted my second set, this time to staff review. My first one taught me alot and this time I had a GREAT photographer who really knows his stuff. I cant wait to hear back from the staff on this one. I have great hopes for this set. It was inspired by an artistic shoot i did previously. I went to the Shambhala...
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megan:
thanks baby! that means a lot!
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and hot pics yah got . damn. u need to be pink!!!!!

peace&love
ebonyblutengel:
Awww thankyou! Thats the first time someones said that to me. Im definitely working on it =D
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FAVORITE QUOTE: From the 40 year old virgin


"Mooj: Andy, don't let them bother you. It's ok not to have sex. Not everybody's a pussy magnet. You are, ah, what are you, 25?
Andy: I'm 40.
Mooj: Holy shit man! You gotta get on that. Life isn't about sex. Life is about children, and passion, and spirit!
Andy: Yeah, life...
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The portal has been forgotten
Our consciousness is retarded
A "developmental delay" in functioning
A constipation of mental progress

Not all is lost like the swift flight
of a cockroaches' memory
Is it in ruins? Our Sanity is
Atrophied

Murderous obsessive drive to
destroy and desecrate everthing
in sight and in mind, we are blind
and afraid just to
say maybe we care.

But do...
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aydanstorm:
Thank you for the comment. smile I had more shots but I only included the better ones after I took another look at it. smile I submitted more. I also had more full body shots but my stupid auto-focus is messed up or something because it never focuses right for farther shots. smile Thanks for the encouragement, though. I got a tripod so I can do it better now. biggrin

Sonja photoshopped them for me. Also, if you want to do it yourself, you can download the photoshop packet off the FAQ. Hope that helps. biggrin
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INNER DEMONS

Written (Rather Quickly) By Me! Ebony Swain

Blasphemy
Looking in the eyes of solitary
Cant get along
Cant escape
No words left to describe my hate.

I feel this pit
of emptiness
ready to devour
one last kiss

Im spiraling downwards
into the abyss
where monsters dwell
and no one is missed

I reach the bottom
low and behold
the darkness inside me...
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enric:
you're desappeared!!! kiss
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The will to greatness clouds the mind
consumes the senses veils the signs
we each are meant to recognize
Redeeming graces cast aside
enduring oceans new-found promise
that the end will never come

We live in times when all seems lost
But time will come when we'll look back
upon ourselves and on our feelings
Embrace the void even closer still
Erase your doubts...
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blue_wendy:
love love I like your poem.
ebonyblutengel:
lol thanks but i didnt write it, its lyrics to a song by VNV Nation, their lyrics really move me so I felt like I would share.
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Sometimes I wonder why the world is so fucked up. Its just so far into being destroyed its hard to see a glimmer of hope in all this gloom and doom. The economy is the shits, everyone is panicking and trying to get out of debt, stay on top of things and more and more people are declaring bankruptcy every day. Its crazy. I dont...
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thefuckoffkid:
accuser:
You strike me as someone who likes knowing the truth, but you haven't been given the tools to sort it out properly. So I'm going to give you some links and hope you give them a shot.

First is Skeptoid. This is just a quick analysis of a particular "fact", like the claims of wheatgrass or the collapse of WTC-7. It's all researched pretty well and presented succinctly.

The other one, which is more in-depth and more of a show, is a podcast called The Skeptics' Guide To The Universe. This is more of a news and commentary show done by five people who regularly answer email questions and talk about recent events having to do with skepticism.

Lastly, you should consider joining Suicide Girls' own Skepticism And Truth group. Just feel free to jump in and ask questions. I started it for that very reason.