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Sunday Jul 28, 2013

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Ok so, some things have changed, Mainly, I'm free of the job that was bringing me down so much and I'm finally starting to build myself back into the person I'm supposed to be. I'm managing to keep going to the gym for my personal training sessions, so I'm starting to get back in shape...oh, and I'm booked...
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seren:

Thank you again, honey! smile xxx

seren:

Thank you smile

Tuesday Jun 05, 2012

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I'm feeling positive and negative at the same time these days. I can see a bright, if uncertain future ahead, and I can't wait to get there but I'm constantly worrying that something is going to screw it all up for me.

I'm setting my sights on Canada now and will be applying for an International Experience Canada visa next year...
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Tuesday Apr 17, 2012

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Well, I went to the gym today.

Hated it of course, but you know, one step at a time...
little_bird:

First step is always the hardest, good sir. (:

Saturday Feb 11, 2012

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So, I'm coming to conclusions about how to deal with my anger towards my place of work and even came up with a wonderful analogy.

The bullshit, lies, hypocrisy, patronisation at work is like a steam roller. Up to now, I've been doing my very best to stop it, by standing in front of it and pushing back. Obviously this is not working...
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tillykate:

why is it so shitty? frown

duckyfuzz:

it's just like, the opposite of all my principles, and extremely boring and the managers/bosses are constantly patronising us/lying to us etc.

I could talk for DAYS about it. hehe.

After five years of trying to make it work, I'm done. It's positive really though, I'll be free to totally change things!

Monday Feb 06, 2012

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How do you deal with anger? How do you swallow your pride and keep your eyes on the prize, as they say?

I put a lot of thought into somehow wording this so it wouldn't just sound like a whine, but I gave up because it basically is a whine.

My situation is feeling rather shit right now. It's shit, but not hopeless...
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Saturday Jan 21, 2012

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I've been thinking about starting a youtube channel lately and posting videos etc. for a while now, and the desire to do this has recently been reignited.

This whole SOPA thing, I confess, has got me somewhat worried. My original reaction was, holy fuck, this is going ruin the internet! I was starting to think that things would eventually be so bad and so...
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Friday Jan 13, 2012

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So I haven't blogged in a while...

I've been doing a lot of thinking, trying to sort my head out after the past few months, and I have actually been coming to some conclusions. I need more productive hobbies, so in light of this, I bought a new camcorder yesterday, so I can get back into making videos etc. again! I used to...
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Tuesday Dec 06, 2011

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So we got some potentially life changing news at work today. Our office is being effectively ditched and everyone is either being relocated to a new one, or made redundant ("Laid off" in America?). Now, it's really not an option for me to relocate, due to the impracticalities of me actually getting there, so it's looking like I'll have to take the...
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secretary:

I got told I was being made redundant this time last year from an office job that I hated, and after it stopped kicking my butt, it actually was the kick in the butt I needed to get a new job in, and move to, London (aka The Best City In The World Ever). Good luck with it all. smile

spazzing:

Good Luck! biggrin I hope you find something way better. it might be worth it to look for something new

Sunday Nov 27, 2011

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I should really go to bed, but I don't want to. I find myself in a rather strange mood, that I can't quite put into words, so since I fancy myself as an aspiring writer, I really should make the attempt.

I feel extremely relaxed, but also kind of sad. It's a sadness without any real direction or cause, and it's...
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guardian_:

I've been feeling the same way off and on this past month. In the end those days really make things more clear and let you see what is going on around you without a filter. I just hope that this is the depth of the sadness and that it doesn't grow larger for you.

duckyfuzz:

Yeah, it's like, I was feeling sad, but also feeling it's ok to be sad sometimes, so I was just rolling with it. Now I just feel tired because I stayed up too late last night pondering too many deep thoughts, haha.