Well fuck that last entry..I hear that hes still alive? what the fuck.. you think you mean something to someone and here they pull this shit..I can't belive it..im speechless 
Edited to add... you know what else is fucked up? I had a job interview today and I was so depressed i didnt go..I tried to call and leave a message with the guy about...
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Edited to add... you know what else is fucked up? I had a job interview today and I was so depressed i didnt go..I tried to call and leave a message with the guy about...
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Well I couldnt sleep so I though I would hop on here and put up another update..
Jared akaCryformeSky ..its been almost 2 years sence you first added me to your friends list on here and for a while well kinda off and on we were together..words alone cannot express how much I care and miss you. I lay awake at night and wonder...
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Jared akaCryformeSky ..its been almost 2 years sence you first added me to your friends list on here and for a while well kinda off and on we were together..words alone cannot express how much I care and miss you. I lay awake at night and wonder...
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hey everyone I just got the worst news my really good friend cryformesky passed away in a car accident.. im so sad and crying right now..why did this have to happen..why? 
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red_flynn:
Life, unfortunately, is unfair. Sorry to hear it babe.
lostjohny:
i'm sorry, honey. just remember the good times. that's all that matters in life.
Hello! Well nothing new really to say..just wanted to update..
tomorrow ill be going to fort collins for a family bbq so that will be cool to see my sis and bro and stuff. then on monday we gotta drive up to cheyenne to get new tags on my car
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lostjohny:
hope you had fun, and good luck with the tags.
Hey everyone hows it goin?
I'm not doing to bad just wish I could hurry up and get a job at the hospital! lol I know I think im complaining about it a bit much..but really..wouldnt you? So hopefully if I dont hear back from them soon im going to get a paper and start hunting.
Went to go see X-3 friday night! It was...
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I'm not doing to bad just wish I could hurry up and get a job at the hospital! lol I know I think im complaining about it a bit much..but really..wouldnt you? So hopefully if I dont hear back from them soon im going to get a paper and start hunting.
Went to go see X-3 friday night! It was...
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wardy:
i might have to go check out that movie one of these days.
smashedpumpkin:
good luck on your job hunt! anything healthcare related is in pretty good demand, right? you'll find something soon...
art hangover is when you do art too long and get a headache and feel a little gross. i made it up.
art hangover is when you do art too long and get a headache and feel a little gross. i made it up.
So yea like I said before I got my CNA license back so I have put in about 9 applications for diffrent possitions at the hospital down the street..I really really hope they hire me that would rawk!
Other than that not to much going on..still having problems with the bf but hopefully that will get better when im working and making some money..if not..well...
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Other than that not to much going on..still having problems with the bf but hopefully that will get better when im working and making some money..if not..well...
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red_flynn:
Sorry to hear things aren't going well in your love life. At least you have one to speak of though.
Wooohooo I finally got my cna license..now all I gotta do is get certifed in cpr again and im good to go! Im all happy now..i can finally work again and make some good money! 
evilandyroth:
Horray for things of completion!
red_flynn:
Congrads. Hopefully having something to do will help get your mind off other things.
Ah so its may..yea I know its been may for 7 days but damnit I need something to put down in my journal! 
two more months and ill be 24..sheesh I feel like I just keep getting older and older and I feel like I have accoplished nothing. Here are some goals I need to do by the end of this year...
1. get into...
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two more months and ill be 24..sheesh I feel like I just keep getting older and older and I feel like I have accoplished nothing. Here are some goals I need to do by the end of this year...
1. get into...
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2point1:
My goals for the year:
1. Have sex more often. What? it's a goal.
2. Either get a pay raise or find better job.
3. Get a weekend off now and then! Too much of this 6 days/week crap!
1. Have sex more often. What? it's a goal.
2. Either get a pay raise or find better job.
3. Get a weekend off now and then! Too much of this 6 days/week crap!
l33r0yj3nkins:
Going to college to be a nurse. $15,000
Going to the gym to lose weight. Pointless
Getting a job. A waste of time
Having a hot girl be your nurse and be her sugar daddy. Priceless
There are some things money can't buy, for everything else there is SG.
Going to the gym to lose weight. Pointless
Getting a job. A waste of time
Having a hot girl be your nurse and be her sugar daddy. Priceless
There are some things money can't buy, for everything else there is SG.
Same shit diffrent day...hope you are all doing well 
red_flynn:
Yay! Oh, wait, that's not a good thing. But I know how you feel.
Yea I know drama isnt cool..but once again talked to the bf about whats been going on and we are both going to try to work on it..I do think though that I should go on a vacation by myself to just think things through a bit yea know? i need to make sure that this is where I want to be right now and...
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jholtsnider:
Holy drama, Batman!
Well, I'm sure it will all work out. *hug*
Well, I'm sure it will all work out. *hug*
Well the cold is sorta slowly going away..yay
but still more crap with the bf..it just really seems like lately that with all the stress and shit going on in our lives that there is no romance..all it ever seems that he wants is sex..and yea when I was 100 ibs lighter thats what I wanted to..but now I have like no sex drive and...
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but still more crap with the bf..it just really seems like lately that with all the stress and shit going on in our lives that there is no romance..all it ever seems that he wants is sex..and yea when I was 100 ibs lighter thats what I wanted to..but now I have like no sex drive and...
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jholtsnider:
Drama is teh lame. Hope it lessens soon.
red_flynn:
I'm sorry to hear that things aren't quite what they used to be. But at least he does still want sex. I know that isn't all there is to a relationship, but I've known plenty of people's relationships that loose all romantic interest. The walking idea is a good one.
I would say you have to remind him that he has to work in the relationship. If need be, tell him you're both going to do something together that isn't sex, and don't take no for an answer.
I would say you have to remind him that he has to work in the relationship. If need be, tell him you're both going to do something together that isn't sex, and don't take no for an answer.
Hmm I guess I should update this but I don't know what to put..im feeling a bit better from my cold im still all stuffed up but I don't have a sore throat anymore
Uhh geeze my life is so boreing lol...
Uhh geeze my life is so boreing lol...
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fstick13:
lol, I'm not entirely sure to tell you the truth
Glad you're feeling better
Glad you're feeling better
red_flynn:
Well it's later in the week now, I hope your cold has gone away. There's nothing like a persistant virus.
hope you are doing okay.