I think that last post was a little unfair of me - I guess after a few drinks my desperate need for attention raised it's ugly little head! 
So I don't normally do New Year's resolutions but I'm going to try and do my best to post at least semi-regular non-dramatic journal updates. So let's get on with the banality...
I've been spending so little...
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So I don't normally do New Year's resolutions but I'm going to try and do my best to post at least semi-regular non-dramatic journal updates. So let's get on with the banality...
I've been spending so little...
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I feel like shouting a big FUCK YOU to the world, trying to convince the puppet-masters that I know my place and I am well and truly beaten, that all hope has long since been bled from me... but sadly I'm too stupid for that to even be true... there's still a little beacon of light burning and the coward in me wishes it would...
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fpkk:
Dude, I don't know exactly what it is, or why it happens but 2005 was significantly my worst year ever. I mean it actually was qualitatively much worse than 2004. I'm already getting good vibes of 2006... so hopefully that means things can start to move forward.
I'm pulling for you dude. You deserve better than you seem to have got last year. Hell, we all do.
Here's to a better road ahead than the one behind!
I'm pulling for you dude. You deserve better than you seem to have got last year. Hell, we all do.
Here's to a better road ahead than the one behind!
So last week I went to see Miles Hunt (of The Wonder Stuff) in Liverpool and it was great... I was dateless but fuck it - I don't think I would have enjoyed it as much had I not been alone. 
I really am increcibly lazy but I mentioned in fpkk's journal a week or so ago that I'd come up with a new...
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I really am increcibly lazy but I mentioned in fpkk's journal a week or so ago that I'd come up with a new...
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helly:
I like it! I make fun of everyone though 
Well my mind is back - hence no proper updates!
Today I got in touch with an old work colleague to brag about my new Alex Ross artwork (it's only fun bragging about something like that with someone who actually understands what it is!) and we ended up arranging to meet up for a drink - it's funny I can get a date with a...
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Today I got in touch with an old work colleague to brag about my new Alex Ross artwork (it's only fun bragging about something like that with someone who actually understands what it is!) and we ended up arranging to meet up for a drink - it's funny I can get a date with a...
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fpkk:
The studios are seeming to be entering this phase of pretending that the good version of the DVD is never going to happen. I think it's because about 18 months ago we might have accepted that. Now everyone's so aware of the double dip that within 12 months it's never ever going to play. I long for that day and I hope it's an expensive lesson for the bean counters.
fpkk:
Do more work! It is fun!
Or at least bits of it can be. The secret to getting through the non-fun bits is to take note of the fun bits and then visualise them whenever you feel yourself getting bogged down. I am currently flying through a huge research binge for my upcoming vampire novel. This is fun.
Or at least bits of it can be. The secret to getting through the non-fun bits is to take note of the fun bits and then visualise them whenever you feel yourself getting bogged down. I am currently flying through a huge research binge for my upcoming vampire novel. This is fun.
fpkk:
Your can of lager adventure sounds a lot like my 330ml bottle of lager adventure. I think being a light drinker is one of the best things ever because you get all the fun with none of the hangover!
Spending money is fun.
Spending money is fun.
fpkk:
Well, they could still do a Frog Brothers movie. If anything Haim and his Frog counterpart look better for the job now than at any other time. Imagine that the Frog Brothers agency had also taken on Feldman's character and the three of them were all still vampire busting in modern day America. Like the nerdy version of Blade.
Damn. That could be a good movie.
Damn. That could be a good movie.
The last few days I've sat back and looked at myself, my actions over the last few weeks and my motivations! I have no clear conclusions but I kinda know why I did what I did...
I also realised that since exercising nightly these past few months I'd pretty much stopped masturbating... stop me if I'm getting too personal here! But I actually think that...
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I also realised that since exercising nightly these past few months I'd pretty much stopped masturbating... stop me if I'm getting too personal here!
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fpkk:
I have no idea.
And thanks.
And I hear porn helps with that. Now if only you knew somewhere to get the hookup...
And thanks.
And I hear porn helps with that. Now if only you knew somewhere to get the hookup...
helly:
its good for you.... no if I could actually excersize as much as I masturbate, I would be really fit
fpkk:
*slaps round face*
It is nothing to do with you! It is other people! She doesn't want you to be upset if things don't work out! She knows what a big, sensitive, cuddly toy you are and the last thing she wants is to be responsible for hurting you! (Text is never, ever, never permissible but likely she was just caught out.)
Either a) pick yourself up and keep going because NOW, right now, right this VERY MOMENT is when you can make some progress, right when it hurts.
or b) don't there's no law that says you have to keep going and if you don't feel the stomach for a) this is cool too. Just leave the whole thing to cool off like a hot potato. Angrily saying 'to hell with all of it women are evil!' would help too! Just as a temporary measure.
And remember I'm around. Now let's get you stood up and dusted off and ready to face off what's next. You want a break come down here and I'll buy you a frigging beer and we can lech at rock chicks in the purple turtle. Genuine.
It is nothing to do with you! It is other people! She doesn't want you to be upset if things don't work out! She knows what a big, sensitive, cuddly toy you are and the last thing she wants is to be responsible for hurting you! (Text is never, ever, never permissible but likely she was just caught out.)
Either a) pick yourself up and keep going because NOW, right now, right this VERY MOMENT is when you can make some progress, right when it hurts.
or b) don't there's no law that says you have to keep going and if you don't feel the stomach for a) this is cool too. Just leave the whole thing to cool off like a hot potato. Angrily saying 'to hell with all of it women are evil!' would help too! Just as a temporary measure.
And remember I'm around. Now let's get you stood up and dusted off and ready to face off what's next. You want a break come down here and I'll buy you a frigging beer and we can lech at rock chicks in the purple turtle. Genuine.
fpkk:
Heh. Whatever's best dude. But just remember you have options.
And I never hit on a girl in a bar ever. The secret of my success? Internet dating of all things. It's a good thing overall. I am far more a personality than a looks guy and I can't judge that by looking.
To be fair, you sound better already.
And I never hit on a girl in a bar ever. The secret of my success? Internet dating of all things. It's a good thing overall. I am far more a personality than a looks guy and I can't judge that by looking.
To be fair, you sound better already.
Isn't it typical I wrote a big journal entry for today whilst I was working and I e-mailed it to my home address - I get home and my e-mail is playing funny beggers!
Basically I'm toying with asking someone out... I know after the last few months that's a really dumb idea yet it's still in my head... I'll update when I get my...
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Basically I'm toying with asking someone out... I know after the last few months that's a really dumb idea yet it's still in my head... I'll update when I get my...
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fpkk:
Then just concentrate on the Worst Case Scenario. And make it really bad.
1) Real life would be very unfortunate to actually mimic the WCS
2) If it does at least you are prepared for it and can be smug about that
3) If you can't even handle thinking about the WCS that's a warning sign in itself.
Good luck and happy thinking!
1) Real life would be very unfortunate to actually mimic the WCS
2) If it does at least you are prepared for it and can be smug about that
3) If you can't even handle thinking about the WCS that's a warning sign in itself.
Good luck and happy thinking!
helly:
man the women must be crazy in your aprt of the world. The right one will come along. I am trying to be on a diet.... not to lose weight, because I eat bad food all the time. Its so hard but I get about 0 nutirents or vitamins 
Some random facts...
1) I just made scrambled eggs in the microwave for the first time ever... the future is here!
2) I get so tired lately
3) I spent 150 on DVDs at amazon.com a few days ago! I bought Smallville Season 1, Smallville Season 2, Batman Begins (Deluxe Edition), Batman: The Motion Picture Anthology (8-disc Box Set), Elektra (Unrated Director's Cut), Land of...
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1) I just made scrambled eggs in the microwave for the first time ever... the future is here!
2) I get so tired lately
3) I spent 150 on DVDs at amazon.com a few days ago! I bought Smallville Season 1, Smallville Season 2, Batman Begins (Deluxe Edition), Batman: The Motion Picture Anthology (8-disc Box Set), Elektra (Unrated Director's Cut), Land of...
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fpkk:
I saw Lynda Carter, live, in Chicago (the musical). Hot damn she's tall. And hot. Still. How's life?
[Edited on Oct 19, 2005 7:06AM]
[Edited on Oct 19, 2005 7:06AM]
I know there's not a lot of people who stop by here any more but on the off chance I should apologise for the lack of updates.
There's lots of negativity around me at the moment and I hate to post what would essentially be hate-fuelled bile...
So until I get my head together just some smiley faces...
There's lots of negativity around me at the moment and I hate to post what would essentially be hate-fuelled bile...
So until I get my head together just some smiley faces...
helly:
hate fuelled bile is seriously one of the best things I have ever read. I stop by here
Well I guess it's update time...
The new tattoo seems to have healed nicely - the only downside is that I really want another one now! But I'm going to give it the same amount of consideration as I gave this one... actually that's not true as I always wanted to get a tattoo before I was twenty... then I sort of lost a decade...
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The new tattoo seems to have healed nicely - the only downside is that I really want another one now! But I'm going to give it the same amount of consideration as I gave this one... actually that's not true as I always wanted to get a tattoo before I was twenty... then I sort of lost a decade...
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fpkk:
I want some guests first.
Then I'll think about content. I'd like something different and maybe an old fave. So Evil Dead 2 would be a definite possibility for the latter. As for the former... hmmm.
EDIT: Of course as a friend you are welcome to attend if you are able. It would be good to see you at last!
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Then I'll think about content. I'd like something different and maybe an old fave. So Evil Dead 2 would be a definite possibility for the latter. As for the former... hmmm.
EDIT: Of course as a friend you are welcome to attend if you are able. It would be good to see you at last!
[Edited on Sep 27, 2005 12:51PM]
helly:
my family never pretend to be nice and functional. Going in public with them always ends up a disaster.... I love them though (its the geordie way)
Come on out dude. It'd be cracking to actually meet you and it's part of my mission for this year to meet as many of my UK friends as humanly possible! So you'd be helping a brother out naamean.
Thak you for the comment on my set