When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home...
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When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home...
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I wanted to do a post that would help me get some thoughts and other such things out of my mind and off my chest, but i've decided against that for now. I feel its mostly things i need to talk out and get some sort of realtime feed back.
Instead i'm going to watch Monster Quest and veg out until who knows when.
Make...
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Instead i'm going to watch Monster Quest and veg out until who knows when.
Make...
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So many movies coming out i want to see and/or considering seeing! Not star trek though, sorry, fuck that noise. That's turning into Twilight for the dorky set.
Things have been strange, but not always the bad kind of strange. Thank goodness for good friends. Oh, and long weekends. I didn't want to wait until next friday to get my hair done, but my phillip...
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Things have been strange, but not always the bad kind of strange. Thank goodness for good friends. Oh, and long weekends. I didn't want to wait until next friday to get my hair done, but my phillip...
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Little Chev certainly is living up to his name! So cute but he's such a little bad ass 
He's just a little grumpy right now since he's quilling (i would be too!) but once he's out and running about, he's such a sweetheart. A real heartbreaker at only 8 weeks old! It'll only get better the more he gets used to his new home. He...
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He's just a little grumpy right now since he's quilling (i would be too!) but once he's out and running about, he's such a sweetheart. A real heartbreaker at only 8 weeks old! It'll only get better the more he gets used to his new home. He...
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I love sneaking into empty offices to watch thunderstorms at work on my lunch break.
I also love lunch breaks that only give me 2 hours before i go home.
I also love PB&J sammiches with strawberry preserves (NOT jelly)
I would just love it if it was saturday already.
I also love lunch breaks that only give me 2 hours before i go home.
I also love PB&J sammiches with strawberry preserves (NOT jelly)
I would just love it if it was saturday already.
tadzi:
just for the record, i wasnt angry. just being compared to two homely people seemed unflattering. i still love you. 
The pouring rain last night gave me the best night's sleep i've had in a long time.
Which sadly, made waking up all the more difficult. I just want a lazy rainy day to relax, take my time and get stuff done. But i won't get that for 2 weeks or so. Most likely without the rain, but i'm not picky.
Which sadly, made waking up all the more difficult. I just want a lazy rainy day to relax, take my time and get stuff done. But i won't get that for 2 weeks or so. Most likely without the rain, but i'm not picky.
tadzi:
word of advice: never tell someone, "hey ya know that ugly dude, you look like him."
its not like i dont know i just dont like being reminded.
its not like i dont know i just dont like being reminded.
A friend of mine is performing down in Pitman tonight and while I haven't seen him since Boston (me and meg miss those boys silly already) its just not a good night to make that drive. I got reading to do anyway.
Last night i spent 3 hours doing my online class stuff and then 3 hours of custom hand painting a foam latex prosthetic...
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Last night i spent 3 hours doing my online class stuff and then 3 hours of custom hand painting a foam latex prosthetic...
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Meh, no more sleepy time downer posts. You just can't help some people. If a girl wants to keep going back to her abuser, that's her choice, i'm tired of trying to help when asked, only to be ignored until someone gets hurt again. This probably would be easier if i didn't know the gal for a decade and know she can, and has done...
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tadzi:
to your first paragraph, i say, thats what being a dude feels like.
Hey, whudda know. Lost was right, the universe DOES self correct.
So fucking glad it's friday tomorrow, i just wish i had some sort of plans. But at the same time, i'm almost kinda relieved. Next Saturday i pick up the hedgie finally! But seriously, where the fuck did this month go!?
Got most of my books for school today! They look interesting, i might...
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So fucking glad it's friday tomorrow, i just wish i had some sort of plans. But at the same time, i'm almost kinda relieved. Next Saturday i pick up the hedgie finally! But seriously, where the fuck did this month go!?
Got most of my books for school today! They look interesting, i might...
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I envy my friends that don't dream. Even though it sounds somewhat inhuman to me (not to blame any of them), I just could really use a break lately. It's just introspection, memories, and experiences and impossible lives I don't need to lead right now. Come on brain, keep it to the weekend when i dont have to get up at 5 in the morning....
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Ah, the strange days tour continues.
Was about 30 minutes to having a tube shoved into the side of my ribs yesterday, and yet, it doesn't seem like a huge deal. I've been in a disturbingly optimistic mood today, despite feeling somewhat shitty.
Bought my dress for zombie prom today. A nice retro little black with white polka dots number. Will go awesome with my...
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Was about 30 minutes to having a tube shoved into the side of my ribs yesterday, and yet, it doesn't seem like a huge deal. I've been in a disturbingly optimistic mood today, despite feeling somewhat shitty.
Bought my dress for zombie prom today. A nice retro little black with white polka dots number. Will go awesome with my...
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I'm ukrainian and irish..i LOATHE the heat. At least there's a nice breeze today but come on now weather, stop being a dick about things.
After such an awesome and productive, wonderful day yesterday i did nothing but take hot sticky cat naps today. so that's not really appealing or exciting to anyone. So i'm going to go take a shower and then mayhaps me...
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After such an awesome and productive, wonderful day yesterday i did nothing but take hot sticky cat naps today. so that's not really appealing or exciting to anyone. So i'm going to go take a shower and then mayhaps me...
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