dolorian

finally! a grey and rainy day here! just like home!
i think i'm gonna dye my hair a really bloody shade of red today. 'cause i had dyed it brown to find a job and fucking HATE it. i figured that red would be a more socially acceptable color, ( more so than purple, i mean) and still fun and puuuurdy. plus it's really fun...
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ha! sorry... see pic #26 'cause that's how i feel today. for no good reason. just cause i'm a moody bitch i suppose. ok. that's a lie. i have my reasons.

i'm going to the beach now 'cause that always makes me feel better. and i'm the cutest beach bunny ever!! maybe i'll take a picture later.

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(that's to cancel out all the...
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just returned from people watching on the beach. it's super windy today so there were alot of yummy sufer boys kite-boarding. and a bunch of hotties in little bikinis
my neighbor is sitting next to the pool wearing a flower-print sundress. which wouldn't strike me as odd if he wasn't a man. hmmm...
i went to hollywood last night to hang out with junker and...
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my sister is making me listen to alabama. shoot me. my scars burn. wonder why? i need one of these on a short leash next to my bed. i also need my Kira here with me. jijiboo puked on the floor. shoot me again. i live my life hermit style. gotta get out of this rut. soon.

i drank waaaaaaay too much last night. again. ouch. will i get sick for eating moldy bread? haha... gross. my fridge is too cold and my last can of sprite froze and exploded. today blows


i just posted some pictures from the grand canyon if anyone wants to see 'em. i'm no photographer but they're still purdy.

i'm having a really hard time adjusting to the time zone thing. i'm all wired and my hands are shaking but i think thats from something else...so you wanna hear about my trip?
day 1, we drove straight to kentucky from PA and took a 2 hour tour of mammoth cave. (which i do not suggest for anyone who is claustrophobic with an anxiety disorder)...
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pssst.... i'm back. you guys are silly, all missin me and stuff. hehe...
gotta take marz to the airport now . i want her to stay here with me FOREVER!!!!
i miss pittsburgh so much i could puke. and no one likes a pukie girl. *sigh*
my trip was great. i'll go into detail when i have the time...
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missed you guys!

i had to go to the doctor today cause i've got brochitis. again. haven't had it since march, so it's pretty much right on schedule. i get it every 3 or 4 months. dr. says "stop smoking" i say "ok. i will" 3 months later "stop smoking"---"ok. i will" 4 months later "STOP SMOKING!!!!!"----"ok. i will." haha... i'm a moron. so anyway, driving home i'm...
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there's a scene in "requiem for a dream" where Jennifer Connelly is in the bathtub, her head underwater, screaming. that's so sexy. that's exactly how i feel today. (no. not sexy. far from sexy, actually.) i am so hungover though that if i tried to scream right now i'd probably puke. definately not in the mood for puking.
so Creepy was there last night, of...
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i find it somewhat arousing to have a strangers latex-gloved hands put sharp metal objects in my mouth. too bad they didn't strap me down.... even better. and no cavities!! i'm obviously not eating nearly enough candy... hmph. oh well. maybe next time.


i'm going to 80's night tonight. keep your fingers crossed that stalker boy doesn't show up. or "Creepy McFreak" as my man...
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still on the phobia topic... i think that i recently had a very specific form of automatonophobia. (yeah. i diagnosed that myself) and i can't find a name for "midget phobias" but i think i had one for a really long time. until 'midget madness mondays' at a local bar where one poured a shot down my throat. now i think they rule.

i sat...
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