nevermind. i didn't go. like bean said, i probably would have been fired or quit my first night. but damn, i'm broke. now my head hurts worse. maybe the haunted house tonight will make me feel better. yay!
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my head hurts. i need another job. i have an hour to decide if i can handle the harassment of working at a strip club. i'm gauranteed a job there as cocktail waitress if i go back to meet some dude 'cause the manager thinks i'm hot. but just being there for 5 minutes i wanted to kick about 7 dude's asses 'cause they were...
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obsidian_:
I say yes...it's a intresting people study....I have interviews coming up for 2 jobs...one is at a sleezy skeeery strip club and I think it would be hilarious....then again you wouldn't have the scary pa hicks to put up with....
trilobyte:
go back to the place, talk to the bouncer(s). if the bouncer's cool and doesn't creep you out, you'll be okay. he'll get your back when someone gets out of line, and you don't have to worry about becoming indebted to an even bigger creep.
the bonus there is you'll have your own minion(s). there are a lot of things you can do with that.
trilo
the bonus there is you'll have your own minion(s). there are a lot of things you can do with that.
trilo
ew. i hate change. those banners are fucking ugly and the colors remind me of salt water taffy. i miss the old layout 
makes me sad. homesick like or somethin.
anyway... enough bitching. last night in hollywood was cool. got waaaaaay too drunk though. damn irish car bomb. whose idea was that anyway?
i know i've drank too much when i'm picking fights with the...
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makes me sad. homesick like or somethin.
anyway... enough bitching. last night in hollywood was cool. got waaaaaay too drunk though. damn irish car bomb. whose idea was that anyway?
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suicidesmitty:
i thought you knew you were too drunk when you puke on the biggest guy in the place. Who's gonna fight with you? Come on.
kalima32:
Hiya lady...I don't know all the details yet. But I should have them by the middle of next week or somejunk. I should get an email and/or a phone number so I can contact you when I get there. you can drop me a line at kalima32@hotmail.com
"they say a rose is a flower
and that it is red
it blooms, it grows, it wilts
and then it is dead"
i love rasputina
hey, so i found Tara VanFlower on friendster today and got all excited. yep.
i really suck at this journal thing and responding to peoples comments and shtuff. i'm thinking of going anonymous 'cause i'm starting to hurt peoples...
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and that it is red
it blooms, it grows, it wilts
and then it is dead"
i love rasputina
hey, so i found Tara VanFlower on friendster today and got all excited. yep.
i really suck at this journal thing and responding to peoples comments and shtuff. i'm thinking of going anonymous 'cause i'm starting to hurt peoples...
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starbaby:
MAN! You so shot me down! And all I wanted to do was flirt....I SWEAR. It's not my fault that you're so friggin cute. Anyway...it was very nice meeting you.
BTW: SUSPERIA kicked my ass when I was a kid. Scared the piss out of me for years. Me and my brother. Dario Argento is a genius. Except for NIGHT OF THE DEMONS. That was rather run of the mill.
Have you ever seen THE UGLY?
BTW: SUSPERIA kicked my ass when I was a kid. Scared the piss out of me for years. Me and my brother. Dario Argento is a genius. Except for NIGHT OF THE DEMONS. That was rather run of the mill.
Have you ever seen THE UGLY?
norritt:
i saw a cd of music by veronica zemanova
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i got to play with a bobcat this weekend. i want one. then i slept in a 108 year old house thats supposedly haunted but i didn't see shit. i was probably too drunk to notice anything, anyway.
remember in june my friend who was murdered? well her father just found out that his cancer is back and was givin 6 months to live and...
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remember in june my friend who was murdered? well her father just found out that his cancer is back and was givin 6 months to live and...
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mistressmissy:
i see you changed your name back...but i still think you're cuddly.
ltrain:
thanks.
come to my house. i guarantee ghosts.
yeah quit feeling sorry for yourself now.
come to my house. i guarantee ghosts.
yeah quit feeling sorry for yourself now.
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destro:
you got that backwards, i'm coming to see you, and get to go to Dland as a bonus.
. i've been bouncing off the walls since thursady! can't wait!
. i've been bouncing off the walls since thursady! can't wait!
destro:
see! i got so excited i doulble posted!
[Edited on Oct 05, 2003]
[Edited on Oct 05, 2003]
ew! i'm so fucking dramatic when i'm drinking... sorry. anyway, i'm alright. and i'm changing my name back. one of my favorite people ever called me his "little cuddle corpse" recently and i thought it was cute. 
so yeah, blah. i'm not used to being so poor. now i have to stay home every night and not spend hundreds and hundreds dollars livin like a...
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so yeah, blah. i'm not used to being so poor. now i have to stay home every night and not spend hundreds and hundreds dollars livin like a...
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cutthekidinhalf:
oh u r still my rock star..with that cute smile..
ghostdivinity:
I can't believe someone other than myself has heard of Versus, let alone taken the time to watch it.
I'm quite impressed!
You posted to my journal so I thought I would say hey and do the same
That and any girl who enjoys Versus... actaully, anyone who enjoys Versus is okay in my book.
I'm quite impressed!
You posted to my journal so I thought I would say hey and do the same
That and any girl who enjoys Versus... actaully, anyone who enjoys Versus is okay in my book.
one hand holding up my head, the other holding a bottle of Stolichnaya. fucking loser. i just realized what a horrible mistake i've made and there's not a god damned thing i can do about it. except maybe finish off this bottle and forget about it for a few hours. it's funny, or tragic rather, how i can't seem to afford to feed myself but...
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bean:
i'd suggest that we hang out more frequently, but i'm afraid the ambient anxiety level might cause people's heads to explode. actually...that might be kinda cool. did you say you were gonna be out of town this weekend?
ltrain:
russian roulette, anybody???
quit being a poop and hang out!!!
russian roulette, anybody???
quit being a poop and hang out!!!
hehe... sick. \m/ 
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did you know that you could suck blood out of the pores without breaking the skin? yep. surprised the fuck out of me
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did you know that you could suck blood out of the pores without breaking the skin? yep. surprised the fuck out of me
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ltrain:
yep. still sick. thank you.
thought hiking up a mountain last night would help with sweating out the toxins but i was wrong.
oh well....
did the skin taste like dirty coins?
thank you.
thought hiking up a mountain last night would help with sweating out the toxins but i was wrong.
oh well....
did the skin taste like dirty coins?
bitchboi:
my name is scott and I'm an idiot
HI SCOTT!!!!
OK.. the first step is to admit it..
second is... uhhhhhhhhhh I'm not sure.. I'm an idiot
HI SCOTT!!!!
OK.. the first step is to admit it..
second is... uhhhhhhhhhh I'm not sure.. I'm an idiot
some sick ass perv followed my sister out of a bar last night and tried to hurt her... and god knows what else he had planned. so i'm off to find the sick son of a bitch, nail his dick to the wall, light his balls on fire and tear out his throat. so if you don't hear from me for a while, i'm probably...
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yebutz:
hey, don showed me a pic last week of that...i had no idea it was your sister! it IS a sweet piece.
-me
-me
champoyhate:
i would gladly offer my services in nailing that guys dick...however it would be more worth it if we dontjust nail his dick..i can also cut it and make him eat it...then we can also take out his eyes and put it inside his ass while we stretch both his two nipples..and tie it into a square knot...or nuts.well it would be apleasure on my part to lend you my small but honest services...
who gets kicked out of a bar after being there for less than ten minutes? me and my stupid ass drunkin friends... fuck. grrrr. nah... nevermind. that dude's not my friend. i should have known better than to even take him.
at least i looked cute. still do. wish i had somewhere to go
nah... nevermind. that dude's not my friend. i should have known better than to even take him.
at least i looked cute. still do. wish i had somewhere to go
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brokenglassheart:
you know, that really sucks!! i really wanted you to come out to fern's with us. oh well. maybe next time. BOYS SUCK!! 
i really wanted you to come out to fern's with us. oh well. maybe next time. BOYS SUCK!!
bitchboi:
[humps you hard]
wow. look at me gettin all crazy with two updates in one day. just wanted to tell you how stupid people are sometimes.
so i walk downstairs into my neighbors apt. to say hello. dudes are sitting around playing poker, drinking, smoking... etc. so i see one dude on the floor. i say "hey, is he ok?"
--"yeah, he's fine"
dude starts convulsing i say...
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so i walk downstairs into my neighbors apt. to say hello. dudes are sitting around playing poker, drinking, smoking... etc. so i see one dude on the floor. i say "hey, is he ok?"
--"yeah, he's fine"
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yebutz:
chicago is the best city (that i've ever been to.) and i wanna move there too. heading out oct 10th to look for a home.
and yeah, drugs are bad. too many peple in my life are all fucked up on them and i guess i'm being selfish, but i just can't deal with it. no drama in my life, dammit!
-me
and yeah, drugs are bad. too many peple in my life are all fucked up on them and i guess i'm being selfish, but i just can't deal with it. no drama in my life, dammit!
-me
2bitsshort:
there was a kid that sat next to me in my 7th grade shop class who had... i dunno something that caused seizures. Every day i had to push all the desks out of the way so he didn't knock one over on himself, and when he snapped out of it he would just get up and sit back at his desk like nothin' happened...
Your neighbor reminds me of that snl skit about the sports show with the four fat guys from chicago that allways had heart attacks while chowin' on huge pork chops... ya know: "daaa Bears"
Your neighbor reminds me of that snl skit about the sports show with the four fat guys from chicago that allways had heart attacks while chowin' on huge pork chops... ya know: "daaa Bears"
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