I'm just going through a lot lately. Is been really bugging me to where it's affecting my personal life, I don't know what to do or where to go anymore. A friend that i care for dearly just text me a few nights ago saying I'm the only one that she can turn to when she needs a friend. When we use to talk she would tell me things i thought she would tell her mother or closes girl friend, but she was ok telling me. Shes a singel parent with a beautiful daughter who looks just like her. The thing is I haven't heard from her in almost a year. It hurts cause she tells me the same thing, that she's there if I ever need anyone to talk to. The thing is when I text or try to get a hold of her I get nothing. We've been close friends since high school, even after high school, I dont know what happen between us. Maybe it was my fault cause I told her I liked and wanted to go out with her. She told me she don't feel the same towards me. I'm sitting there ready to do something stupid and no one is there. Not even other so call friends that I'm there for when their in a pickle. Haha pickle.
My ex text me the other day saying what I want to hear. It sucks, we got back together at the beginning of the year and we talked about the problems we had. My main problem was her talking to her ex. Before we broke up she would lie to me about not seeing him or texting him. I found out by people telling me she's with him, you can imagine how upset I was. I wanted to beat the hell out of him that even her mother was backing him up, I hate her too. When they were together six years ago he treated her like shit, he hit her and I'm surprised she went back to him. I tried my best to give her everything she wanted and I haven't seen her or got to be with her this whole time. It was almost like she didn't care about us, she never worked on our relationship once to try and make it better. What happen? It fucks with my head I'm at the point to where I need to smoke more to feel better every little thing gets me upset. I hear people telling me I have to move on, I try but the other person I like is nt into me and my head just goes to blaming myself. It's me, it's because of this, yet they are always more interested in an asshole of a guy......sorry.
I no longer go on Facebook cause of those reasons. Asking for advice is hard for me cause I've never really gotten advice back. What do you call it when no one talks to you even when your looking for help? That the people you thought you could turn to turns their shoulders when your in need of help? Its easy looking and asking for help, but its hard to except the fact that there is no help. Haha. I don't do well when I'm alone I do stupid and crazy things and I feel I'm completely alone right now......
I'm not usually this type of person...but thanks for listening
My ex text me the other day saying what I want to hear. It sucks, we got back together at the beginning of the year and we talked about the problems we had. My main problem was her talking to her ex. Before we broke up she would lie to me about not seeing him or texting him. I found out by people telling me she's with him, you can imagine how upset I was. I wanted to beat the hell out of him that even her mother was backing him up, I hate her too. When they were together six years ago he treated her like shit, he hit her and I'm surprised she went back to him. I tried my best to give her everything she wanted and I haven't seen her or got to be with her this whole time. It was almost like she didn't care about us, she never worked on our relationship once to try and make it better. What happen? It fucks with my head I'm at the point to where I need to smoke more to feel better every little thing gets me upset. I hear people telling me I have to move on, I try but the other person I like is nt into me and my head just goes to blaming myself. It's me, it's because of this, yet they are always more interested in an asshole of a guy......sorry.
I no longer go on Facebook cause of those reasons. Asking for advice is hard for me cause I've never really gotten advice back. What do you call it when no one talks to you even when your looking for help? That the people you thought you could turn to turns their shoulders when your in need of help? Its easy looking and asking for help, but its hard to except the fact that there is no help. Haha. I don't do well when I'm alone I do stupid and crazy things and I feel I'm completely alone right now......
I'm not usually this type of person...but thanks for listening
so anyways, yes you xan message me about anything ill listen to you
HEY!
GIVE ME BACK MY PANTIES!
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