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woke up not feeling too good today. i just got up, and i'm feeling like i want to go back to bed.
last night arctcknight was supposed to call me after he got off work, but did he? no...jerk.
i stayed up watching a biography on Cary Grant and the story of Patty Hearst's kidnapping and the SLA on PBS. yeah, my life's really exciting....
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hmm, what to say...
work was slow. was nearly an hour late cause i had to wait for my dumb ass brother to get off work to take me. he gushed about star wars the entire drive. i want to see it, but i'm just not all crazed about it. ok, what do you geeks think, should i sit down and finish watching episodes 1...
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figured it was time for an update.
worked today. it was actually pretty fun. there was Raisa, Nikki, Brenda, Steven closing, and Patrick was really being easy going. i think it was cause raisa and nikki were there..he wants both their asses

i was early for work, so i stopped into torrid to look for a shirt to wear, cause the one i was wearing...
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figured it was time for an update.
worked today. it was actually pretty fun. there was Raisa, Nikki, Brenda, Steven closing, and Patrick was really being easy going. i think it was cause raisa and nikki were there..he wants both their asses

i was early for work, so i stopped into torrid to look for a shirt to wear, cause the one i was wearing...
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i've had a really shitty few days.
last night i was going to clean up my room while watching Secretary as background noise... i went in the garge to look for this big role of trash bags that i knew was around the house somewhere...after looking around for a minute i turned to go back inside, when i caught a glimpse of my paintings in...
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ok, went to the gyno today. it turns out i dont have a UTI, i could very possibly have a disease called Interstitial Cystitis. it goes all along with bladder infections and the like...but it's chronic, they dont know what causes it, and there is no cure.
to be officially diagnosed i have to find a urologist and get a cystoscopy with hydordistention under general...
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let's see...
i've got my doctor's appointment tomorrow. i actually want to go now because my UTI is really really acting up. i've taken 5 doses of cystex in the past 24 hours. i've realized i need to drink alot of water now. i am soooo killing my kidneys. i did just drink two 16 oz. bottles of water...so that's half of what i'm supposed...
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i am so fucking sick of the human race today.
i feel all torn up and shitty.
i just think i'm not meant for a community type setting.
i dont fucking know why... it's like they can smell it on me or something.
i'm not anti-social... i guess when you have an opinion that's not that of the majority and you then share it, it...
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a shit load has happened in the past few days.
got all dressed up w/ arctcknight on monday night and we went out. only to applebee's but, we still looked fucking hot! i wish we took pictures.
visited him at work yesterday. cant believe i got my friend Kristin to drive all the way out there. heh.
we went to Gameworks last night with his...
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i decided today i'm going to share some little known and random facts about myself...so here it goes:

-i was born w/ a birthmark/benign tumor on my earlobe. when i was 9 months old it burst and they had to go through my neck to remove it. now my right earlobe is discolored and i have a large scar stretching from the middle of my...
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work sucked balls! we had to rearrange the towel wall. we had to switch the two brands on the wall around. it sucked!!!
i only got like 4 hours of sleep last night thanks to arctcknight.
i had some good times yesterday at work and today. fooled around w/ my camera, took some pictures of nikki and raisa which i'll post sometime here soon....
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