On Sunday August 23rd, Billy's friends and family held a memorial to celebrate and remember Billy's life. It was a beautiful day filled with love and stories of a man that left a huge impression on many people. Billy was a rare breed of human. He was kind, honest, and he was true to himself; he never censored what he said to anyone...
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wizard0:
a lovely memorial.
deliriumgrey:
Thank you @wizard0 :)

What im about to say, i say not for the attention, but more like to come to acceptances to my issues. I have extremely bad self-esteem. So bad that when someone complements me i block it out and i laugh it off. I can't even look at myself in the mirror without feeling like putting a paper bag over my head and putting myself...
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punkfan:
You are without doubt a beautiful woman. Self-esteem is a strange thing, sometimes it is disconnected from objective reality.
deliriumgrey:
Thank you  @punkfan. Its because im falling into the media circus of what's seen as 'attractive' in this world.  

As you know a few days ago my boyfriend passed away. Billy was the reason why I got into wanting to be a Suicide Girl model. Every time i sent him a new picture of me it made me feel really good when I saw that he had used it as his background picture on his phone. Now that he's gone, and I guess...
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btflday777:
Wish you lots of confidence, happiness and ultimately satisfaction on this journey called life. You are a strong girl, you have learned a lot from your boyfriend and hope you can apply it for the future. Always be well and your SG friends will be always here for you.
twizz:
you have nothing to apologize for. take time to heal.

Yesterday at 8pm i found out my boyfriend of 5 years got into an accident on his way home from sturgis in Montana. I thought it was some sick joke his roommate was trying to play with me but unfortunately it wasnt it.... yesterday i lost my best friend. I lost what was suppose to be my forever. Please rest in peace Billy and know...
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btflday777:
I'm so sorry, this news is so tragic, please accept my sincere condolences! Be strong during theses sad times.
milbond:
May he ride free now! RIP brother

Oh me..... just stretching some jeans and recoloring my hair with my showercap on

(.=^・ェ・^=)

baalseraph:
This showercap is rad! ;)

Someone Suggested i start a vlog thing about my daily life. I always wanted to start doing that.... even though my life isnt as glamourous. But i do like to talk out my thoughts. Anyways, in order for me to start talking to you guys i need to buy a webcam. Anyone know an afforable and good brand webcam? I dont want to spend more...
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baalseraph:
I bought a Logitech C525 HD Webcam last year and it's pretty good. If you're okay with 720p resolution and don't want to spend too much money, you should get this one. A good alternative for a higher resolution up to 1080p is the Logitech C920 HD Pro Webcam (but don't use the friggin' RightLight function, it sucks). It's more expensive but does have a few more features and produces better images and videos. Both cameras run under Win XP/Vista/7 or higher, but I would recommend Win7 or higher because there is (as far as I know) no driver disk included. Of course you can download all necessary software and drivers on the Logitech website. :)
deliriumgrey:
Awesome. Ill look into them. Thank you !

I save so much money coloring and cutting my own hair! 。^‿^。

punkfan:
Cute as ever!
baalseraph:
Gorgeous!

it doesn't matter whether someone wears makeup or not, if you're happy with the way you look, why doesn't matter about what anybody else thinks? I am happy to say that I prefer my face without makeup and I feel more beautiful when I'm wearing sweatpants and a hoodie with my hair all tousled and sweaty. :) don't get me wrong...
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jamescrackcorn:
Fuck'in A!!!!:)
deliriumgrey:
Oh.... haha. Sorry. People keep making up new lingo. I cant keep up!

Any suggestions you all would like to see me do? I dont know what else to post up other than my ass and peek a boo nips. Ideas? (.=^・ェ・^=)

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deliriumgrey:
@userno1 yes! Thats definitely the new definition of sexy!!! I'll get on it. Thank you sir for the great idea!
userno1:
That was just an icebreaker. A sports top with yoga pants or helvetica leggings would be cool. After googling "helvetica leggings," there was a picture of a girl in a sports top w/leggings. :)

Today my boyfriend had to put down his 14 year old pit, harleyquinn. Thinking it would be just a regular check up to the vet, he found out she had a bad liver and medications wouldn't help her because of her arthritis. He had to make a difficult choice of putting her down. Its sucks coming home to work to this....

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legman:
I'm sorry for your loss.
punkfan:
So sorry! I know how that feels, we had to to the same thing with our dog due to liver problems a few years back.