Tuesday Oct 24, 2006

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Alone...

I should probably revel in the loneliness of it, but I'm not.
Why? Because I'm a glass half empty kind of girl.
I don't have control over it, I've tried to make myself think and operate differently. It's just who I am.
Sorry for you if you have to put up with it.
This sucks balls.
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videoeye:
I'm on the loneliness... but I'm not afraid right now.
I doesn't feel bad, it doesn't feel good either.
Just like Ying and Yang, where both makes non sense in harmony. (looks good, but they are moving nothing).
I guess all I need right now is a hug...
so I HUG YOU smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
guitargeek:
Wish you were here...

When are you going to Texas again? Perhaps we could plan our visits to coincide...

Tuesday Oct 17, 2006

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I'm FREAKIN out MAN...

ok balls.
shit. ya'll caught me.
why am I flipping out?
because I'm 25 and I'm a surgical tech at a veterinary hospital. Because I havent even finished my bachelors degree.
I am smarter than that.
I am lazy however, and do not relish the thought of scrounging money for school.
I am tired.
BALLS BALLS BALLS.
Where is my unknown...
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bepps:
I bet you'd love big bear. A few minutes away from metropolitan southern california area (meaning you'll never run out of work and tons of parties nearby, the best of anything and everything you want i.e. schools and such), but still snowy and freezin ass cold in the wintertime and moderately secluded. Cheap too. And even cheaper. biggrin
snottlebocket:
i kinda know how you feel, i'm graduating a bit late in life myself right now. and i still don't feel good enough to go out there and find the work i want.

Tuesday Oct 17, 2006

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fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
ugh.
i cannot explain my frustration.
which is fine, because at this point I'm the only one reading these anymore.
so ya'll can all fuck off.
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gitmach:
Sorry you are frustrated, but at least you know people listen. smile
nox:
hey, let me know if you need to chat.

Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

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Negative Nancy

Well, I was reading over all my recent past blogs and having quite the realization....but I think my eardrum just ruptured. No seriously, I think it really did. It's a pain like no other. Like a skewer through my ear into my brain. I think I need to lie down or maybe take a percocet eeek

Friday Oct 06, 2006

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Percocets...should be called: PukinYets?

After a midnight rendezvous at Sibley ER last night, I was sent away with a script for E-mycin, and oddly enough, Percocet. Keep in mind, I am "sensitive." From my stomach to my tender little head. Not a good idea. 2 hours post Percocet, I find myself in agony, puking on average 2-4 times per HOUR. Puking nothing, because my throat...
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guitargeek:
Damn, baby! What the fuck?! Glad you're (relatively) okay...

Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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When you're lost and don't know where you're going...

Can you actually get anywhere? Or do you simply fall victim to the void, a chasm of empty, mindless, automatons that may as well not exist. I feel the void right now...in every sense of the word.
I used to be positive, optomistic, unfailingly hopeful with a touch of cynicism. At this point, I need to...
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tantalus:
its only after being lost that we find ourselves where we need to be...instead of continuing on the path to a place where we thought we should go...don't be discouraged by the detour
bluelight3:
there is a beautiful vibrant you inside

look for that person . . .find her

[I've been gone for a while; I have to catch up]

Thursday Sep 28, 2006

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Be A Cheerleader!!!

I just bought a new car, it had 21 miles on it at time of purchase. How happy am I about that? Fucking thrilled. How happy am I about the fact I now have a car note again just 12 short months after paying off the 'Rolla? Not too excited, but everything comes at a price. It's an adorable Scion XB. Yep,...
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evzilla:
You're completely justified in being furious about so many things. I just wish you wouldn't take it out on yourself when it's not your fault. It breaks my heart to see them getting to you. I'd be absolutely lost here without you too. I know we feel very differently about this place but what really makes it for me is having you no more than a mile away at any given moment. If you're going to starve yourself, I am too. If you're going to gain ten pounds, I am too. I've got your fucking back no matter what. I also don't care how healthy your decisions are, I just care that you're making them for YOURSELF and not because some morons who ULTIMATELY DO NOT MATTER TO ANYONE are trying to twist you dry for every last ounce of effort that adds to their bottom line. You're better than them, you care more than they do, you're smarter than them, they haven't got anything on you.

Tuesday Sep 05, 2006

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My Little Lunatic

Received a phone call today from my mom. My dog Luna passed away this morning. It wasn't entirely unexpected, she'd been ill and on immunosuppressive drugs for years, but I didn't think she was so close to death.

I miss you Luna. I miss your obnoxious behavior, the way you barked incessantly when I quit petting you too soon, the way you...
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fraktalpaul:
eek, when i get some income bee-otch. are you still in the DC? Are you still dating britrawk or whatevah or do i have a shot now? smile

i want to talk to you about my horrible ordeal with putty (my doxie). ruptured disc, back surgery, the whole works... i want your expert advice on some things for him.
fraktalpaul:
Actually I need your # again. Had to reformat and lost a ton of stuff. My email is nicholas.iacuone@gmail.com or just comment it.

He's doing well. He's about 2 weeks out of back surgery for a ruptured disc. Scary stuff.

I'll call soon doll. And answer my questions!

Monday Aug 28, 2006

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Crikey!

If I were Steve Irwin's wife, I would punch him in his nuts and yell Crikey! Then I'd probably go feed our child to a croc.
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smellslikescifi:
HOLY PROPHETIC VOICE, Batman!


R.I.P. Steve Irwin...you crazy bastard.
evzilla:
Weird, Jocelyn.
Sting rays & manta rays are my favorite ocean critters anyhow. Salma, er, manatees, run a tight second.

Sunday Aug 27, 2006

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I love my job, and hate a few co-workers

OK kids...here's a little token of advice for those of you that happen to be less intelligent than me, which probably wont be many:

Don't sleep with co-workers, especially if they're douchebags.

AND:

If you are a fat, balding italian, don't wear pink shirts or salmon blazers.

And no, I didn't sleep with a fat balding...
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smellslikescifi:
Seeing as how my mom is one of my co-workers until 9/5...
<blech>...on more than just THAT level.

and, I do think that most people in this world are less intelligent than you.

smellslikescifi:
and, btw, anyone that can write on your hand in perfect typeset...yeah.

too much time on their hands...or YOUR hand, as the case may be. whatever
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