Well, I'm still feelin' the pressure with the opening of the shop getting closer and closer but I shot down to London to see John yesterday and feel better for talking to him. I would also like to make it known that I walked past Lewis from Hollyoaks in HMV. (I'm such a tourist).
Still havent spoken to my tutors, I went to Uni today...
Read More
Still havent spoken to my tutors, I went to Uni today...
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
wow, thanks for all your comments people, why cant you all come and live in my town? I'll give you a job!!
I've been working at the cinema all weekend, kinda nice actually cos I had the booth to my self and nothing went disasterously wrong, plus I got chance to cut wood for the little pieces of furniture for the set I'm building for...
Read More
I've been working at the cinema all weekend, kinda nice actually cos I had the booth to my self and nothing went disasterously wrong, plus I got chance to cut wood for the little pieces of furniture for the set I'm building for...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
stranded:
professional ambition is a bitch. Sometimes I suspect that the most usefull lesson learned from university/ arts programs is how to tolerate day to day normalcy. ???? 
vicky:
Yay thankyou huny?
How's your application going?
I hope you make it too! I will be posting my experiences on the Hopefuls group later.
How's your application going?
I hope you make it too! I will be posting my experiences on the Hopefuls group later.
hmph, I think my recent stroke of good luck is over. Besides being shit at my job, 2 of the 3 people I offered jobs to have said they wanna work for me but either after xmas or after they have served a full months notice in their current job (despite the fact they have moaned about said job all year), with my store suposedly...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
asha:
dont worry about it babe. people have to realise you have a business to run (or will very soon)...and things are gonna be pretty stressful for you, especially if you're handling it all on your own.
i've been lucky in the fact that my salon is a partnership....i don't think i could have done it alone - but now it's been open a month and things are settling down i'm starting to feel really happy with how things are turning out.
the initial stress is over and we're looking into expanding the upstairs into a clothing shop too! just stick with it and everything will turn out ok...don't take shit from anyone!!
i've been lucky in the fact that my salon is a partnership....i don't think i could have done it alone - but now it's been open a month and things are settling down i'm starting to feel really happy with how things are turning out.
the initial stress is over and we're looking into expanding the upstairs into a clothing shop too! just stick with it and everything will turn out ok...don't take shit from anyone!!
mindless:
I think if my 14 year old self saw me now he would instantly have grey hair and crows feet around his eyes. I am a battle weary dude. Life never goes where you want it to babe, you just have to roll with the punches and try to steer it in the right direction. You may end up bruised and broken, but you should still get there. Do you ever feel like you aren't sure what you're doing? Like maybe you'll never find out what you're supposed to do? I dunno......but hey, you have a direction right now, what with the record shop and all. I really hope you do well, and make some tshirts with the store name and send me one. What's the name anyway?
I am a terrible projectionist. On Friday I was running a shift on my own and accidentally laced Kill Bill instead of Finding Nemo! I didnt check it after it started playing and only found out when someone phoned me from the lobby after a complaint. I was imagining dozens of tearful children downstairs, children that I had psychologically damaged for life (the film had...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
mindless:
Har har!!! The kids were expecting little cgi fishies and instead got a woman getting her head blown apart! How cool is that for a kid to see? Teeheee!!!! MOMMY!!!!!!!
themadking:
"Nobody knows they saw it, but they did: A nice, big cock."
ugh, I am insanely busy at the moment, most likely due to all the procrastinating I have done recently, but as I keep telling myself, I work best under pressure.
I got assessed at work so I can handle shifts on my own and my hours immediately doubled and it will get worse cos one of the other projectionists just quit. Plus the actual work...
Read More
I got assessed at work so I can handle shifts on my own and my hours immediately doubled and it will get worse cos one of the other projectionists just quit. Plus the actual work...
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
sakita:
hi there sweetie!
oh you are a busy little beaver!
thank you for all the wonderful help. ive decided to get the bright purple and a dark bright blue. i have some one who will put them in for me, for cheap!
I am moving to england just so i can hang out with you!
hehehe i wish. but if i ever come a visitin i definitely will wanna hang out. we have been talking about a trip to england. there is much i want to see there.
i dont even really care where. all i have ever seen was the fricking highway to the airport, (from heathrow to gatwick) and the insides of the airports!
i wanna go to york, london, bath, blackpool, etc. etc. etc.
hehehee
oh well.. hope to hear from ya soon. take care !!!
oh you are a busy little beaver!
thank you for all the wonderful help. ive decided to get the bright purple and a dark bright blue. i have some one who will put them in for me, for cheap!
I am moving to england just so i can hang out with you!
hehehe i wish. but if i ever come a visitin i definitely will wanna hang out. we have been talking about a trip to england. there is much i want to see there.
i dont even really care where. all i have ever seen was the fricking highway to the airport, (from heathrow to gatwick) and the insides of the airports!
i wanna go to york, london, bath, blackpool, etc. etc. etc.
hehehee
oh well.. hope to hear from ya soon. take care !!!
I got the lease for my shop through this morning. It is 65 pages long and over 1/2 an inch thick and full of the most bizarre crap I have ever read. for example I have a 3 month rent free period when I move in but the lease says that if the landlord demands it I must pay him a peppercorn. WTF?! a peppercorn?!...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 20 of 20 COMMENTS
asha:
oh dear....i can never be arsed to read anything that big. our landlord is a friend of ours - and wrote a half A4 sheet out for us by hand just saying how much rent we need to pay him and when!!
sakita:
hi sweetie
just wanted to swing by and say hello!
i should email you!
take care lovely lady
just wanted to swing by and say hello!
i should email you!
take care lovely lady
yay! i am no longer grey but i will remain crap at paying my credit card Im sure. Things have been ok lately, been spending a bit more time with friends and stuff and been talking to John heaps on the phone who sounds more and more likely to be back here by christmas plus my mum is on aout buying a house in the...
Read More
plus my mum is on aout buying a house in the... Read More
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
stranded:
i like chocolate. but, I was trying to find a stimulant without the side effects of caffiene. Maybe I should be a diet pill junkie?
misterjesus:
Nope. never
Finally got my macintosh back this morning have been able to upload the new pics of my dreads, though I have taken them out again now cos i want longer black and blue ones.
Last night I Watched finding Nemo, very disney but very cool, wish there were some pirates in it tho.
I enrolled at Uni at last and found my tutors but am...
Read More
have been able to upload the new pics of my dreads, though I have taken them out again now cos i want longer black and blue ones.
Last night I Watched finding Nemo, very disney but very cool, wish there were some pirates in it tho.
I enrolled at Uni at last and found my tutors but am...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
ltrain:
you're back!!
you were 'grey' !
yay! missed you!
ltrain
edited: damn i got too excited that you were back, i didn't even read your journal... LOVE THE NEW HAIR! you're a doll! mmmm chicks n dreads! and glasses! ok....
[Edited on Oct 14, 2003 9:44AM]
you were 'grey' !
yay! missed you!
ltrain
edited: damn i got too excited that you were back, i didn't even read your journal... LOVE THE NEW HAIR! you're a doll!
mmmm chicks n dreads! and glasses! ok.... [Edited on Oct 14, 2003 9:44AM]
preppylegend:
Back then are we 
Its not big or clever you know , you deserve the web equivelent of a good old spanking.
Its not big or clever you know , you deserve the web equivelent of a good old spanking.
I still cant sleep, Insomnia is back in full force. Last time I had this I realised I was depressed, bored and Lonely in Plymouth. Katrina asked me if I thought it was cos of anything like that this time and I said no but later realised I was wrong and promptly started crying...how lame. 
I know it wont stay like this forever things will...
Read More
I know it wont stay like this forever things will... Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
nogodsnomanagers:
hee, i was planning to say chin up but that damn boy beat me to it, so i'll say, er...
forehead horizontal
but don't do it for too long else your neck will get quite sore
lovely lady things will get better, and pioneering will offer you so much more than being static and "comfortable" in the long run
here's to the pioneers
xx ngnm xx
forehead horizontal
but don't do it for too long else your neck will get quite sore
lovely lady things will get better, and pioneering will offer you so much more than being static and "comfortable" in the long run
here's to the pioneers
xx ngnm xx
preppylegend:
Hey chin up hun, if i lived closer i would be your friend. We could go bowling , hillwalking, orienteering and other fun stuff like that.
I guess i move around to much to have loads of friends in the one spot , but i have a good national spread of quality friends , which is nice.
I also am to into my career to settle down anywhere , but like you i cant help but think that that is maybe more important that success , and i could wake up some morning and find somthing is missing and its too late to get it back.
I guess i move around to much to have loads of friends in the one spot , but i have a good national spread of quality friends , which is nice.
I also am to into my career to settle down anywhere , but like you i cant help but think that that is maybe more important that success , and i could wake up some morning and find somthing is missing and its too late to get it back.
Its 3.15 in the morning, guess my sleep patterns are all fucked up again. Supposed to go enroll at uni tomorrow but I might skip it and enrol after they send a letter asking for the fees. Plus I have a shift at the cinema starting at 2pm so gotta save my energy ya know. Things are in life are still kinda sedate at the...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
nogodsnomanagers:
missed you too
dreads dreads dreads, woooooo!
miss undead sounds interesting
oh i am so ill right now
i feel ok when i lie perfectly still, anything else hurts like hell
so i missed lectures and shit
bleh
i'm thinking the fuckbuddy situation is going to be ok
i've not been anything but honest with him and so if it all fucks up i'm sure it will fix itself again in time
he came over to run me a bath and read to me yesterday, looking after me and my sickness boyfriend stylee
i wasn't complaining
laters captain loco
ngnm
dreads dreads dreads, woooooo!
miss undead sounds interesting
oh i am so ill right now
i feel ok when i lie perfectly still, anything else hurts like hell
so i missed lectures and shit
bleh
i'm thinking the fuckbuddy situation is going to be ok
i've not been anything but honest with him and so if it all fucks up i'm sure it will fix itself again in time
he came over to run me a bath and read to me yesterday, looking after me and my sickness boyfriend stylee
i wasn't complaining
laters captain loco
ngnm
misterjesus:
Actually I have a box of toffee and I am moe than happy to bring some over if you want.
I Quit my job at HMV today, mega busy October sale day of all days, heh heh. I had to wait so long to talk to the managers I worked myself up in to a bit of a nervous state so ended up not explaining myself properly. I was very nice about it and so were they, When I told them I wouldn't be serving...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
preppylegend:
Yeah candles tast nasty, he would have been better of bringing the chilli as promised.
Yeah candles tast nasty, he would have been better of bringing the chilli as promised.
ltrain:
thanks lilcrazy!
you should try dating chicks!!
you should try dating chicks!!
Bleh, sick and tired of things at the moment if ever I read anyones Journal on this site where they are talking about how down they feel I will often tell them that life moves in waves and that you cant experience the peaks without the troughs. And here I find myself in a trough. Nothing is actually wrong, I dont have anything to pity...
Read More
if ever I read anyones Journal on this site where they are talking about how down they feel I will often tell them that life moves in waves and that you cant experience the peaks without the troughs. And here I find myself in a trough. Nothing is actually wrong, I dont have anything to pity... Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
peter_minger:
Bloody students!!! 
Which uni are you off to?
Which uni are you off to?
paulnikon:
Living alone is good. I think of my place as the fortress of solitude.
I wish I could go see her, but it's quite far (like 4hrs driving a car...) and she would never know that I was there.
They hope that they can transfer her to the local hospital in a few days which is only 15min. walk from here.