How can I not agree with people who say that life is fucked? Tonight I feel that my heart has been broken. I don't know how that is possible or how I allowed that to happen. I tried my best to be a good friend to others and in the end, it never helps anyone. I want to close this chapter of my life up....
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fyrestarter:
what happened?? 
I watched Sideways this weekend. It touched home and I liked the movie. A little too much full-frontal for me ... but I guess the girls are also disgusted by it??? I hear from the ladies that they are not big fans of the full-frontal either, but SG is a different crowd so who knows.
Anyways, it is part of my 'watch the 1/2indie films...
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fyrestarter:
i heard that Sideways is a fun flick! i'll have to check it out!
thanks for the nice words. the situation with my shop is a real bummer right now!
~fyre..
thanks for the nice words. the situation with my shop is a real bummer right now!
~fyre..
What a completely and horribly unsatisfiying weekend. I'm so fucking over my pitiful life.
fyrestarter:
Sorry about your weekend!!
Happy V-Day!
Happy V-Day!
dontbother:
neiiiiiigh.
I worked 60hrs this week over five days. That was fun. I was north of Charlottesville on Thursday & Friday working at one of our stations there. Before I crawled under the building to install a computer network, I was forewarned with this information: I was shown the snake skins down there, told about the groundhogs who live down there & told about how the...
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I am working in Charlottesville on Thursday & Friday. I'll end up putting in way over 50hrs this week just because there's so much to be done this month. So is life. Don't know if I'll see much of Charlottesville though ... I'll probably see about 12hrs each day of the stations and 6hrs of my hotel room. Seeya'll on Friday night. -Dave
Yay, one of my favorite holidays in the entire world is coming up ... the wonderful, heart-warming Saint Valentine's Day! I will play the role of the bitter sonofabitch. It is a role I know well, I have practiced for a long time. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -dave
fyrestarter:
aww...don''t be bitter! just go on a date with somebody...have good food, drink some wine. just have some fun, ya know? this holiday always puts so much pressure on people. it's rediculous. it's like they want you to feel like a loser if you aren't in a relationship or something. 
take care!
take care!
fyrestarter:
it shouldn't be so hard for a good looking man such as yourself...
Fucking a. I watched 'Closer' on Monday night and it completely fucked my shit up. I had a two-hour long panic attack for reasons I have no idea. Maybe it's because I couldn't understand the message of the movie. Tonight I watched 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'. I can figure out that film. -Dave
dontbother:
My humbling moment? I could say going to college with a President's Scholarship and a 4.0 GPA, but ending up on academic probation by the 2nd semester because I didn't write my damn papers.
But it would probably be finding out that someone I loved didn't really care about me at all.
But I don't list my humbling moment in my profile
But it would probably be finding out that someone I loved didn't really care about me at all.
But I don't list my humbling moment in my profile
Goodbye to that part of me that yearns for you ...
Your opinion was the law of the land
A single thing that I couldn't always understand
I lived it out from hour to hour
The only thing that never really changed
You ran me all around
And dragged me down
At the end of the day
Don't keep me around
Just make it over...
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Your opinion was the law of the land
A single thing that I couldn't always understand
I lived it out from hour to hour
The only thing that never really changed
You ran me all around
And dragged me down
At the end of the day
Don't keep me around
Just make it over...
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dontbother:
Sometimes Elliott Smith is the only thing that helps.
Your "most humbling moment" hits home for me. I wasn't valedictorian, though.
hello, by the way
Your "most humbling moment" hits home for me. I wasn't valedictorian, though.
hello, by the way
Truer words have never been spoken as I look at my 'Bookmarks' page today to see that I have 'No Friends'. I now have three friends who have droppen off SG and two who have gone grey. I don't really know who I'm talking to now. Wooh. -Dave
fyrestarter:
hi...don't be down on the friends thing. so do you go to tech? i had some friends who went there, i used to go up there to find fun parties and such.
so do you go to tech? i had some friends who went there, i used to go up there to find fun parties and such. It is probably about time for me to give up on being social on Suicidegirls. All the people that I have previously talked to have gone grey. In a week or so, there will be no one active on SG that I have regularlly talk to. Thus, I am probably gonna stay on SG but go to an anonymous profile. Won't affect anything and I...
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For those who are wondering, I have emotionally been a lot better in the past few days. I am starting to come to grips with myself.
I have been busy setting up another radio station in Blacksburg. It isn't a new station but we setting it up like it is. I have learned so much about broadcast engineering in the past five weeks. I can't...
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I have been busy setting up another radio station in Blacksburg. It isn't a new station but we setting it up like it is. I have learned so much about broadcast engineering in the past five weeks. I can't...
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Music got my through the weekend in a good state. I listened to a lot of Our Lady Peace, Good Charlotte, The Ataris, & Green Day. The music all put me in a mood where I wasn't able to think about anything but happy music. Today I listened to some Garbage while I napped because I was much more in that mood. I'm finally getting...
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