danov

My life is currently reading like a bishounen romance, with a side helping of trauma.
I have a lovely girl with whom I have nothing in common interested in me and we are looking at dating (though after looking at my actions last night that would be a very bad idea).
I also have another, girl, lovely. She is just as nice, with more in...
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First update in over a month. I guess a lot has happened all at once.
Well. I despaired of everything. Got a girl lost a girl, had run ins with exes, had a one night stand, dance topless for friends at a party, got drunk, stayed sober, had panic attacks, found my confidence.
It's all gone wierd.
Now all I need to do is make...
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Thank you to everybody who sent me a happy birthday, even those not on the site just because,
After my birthday my body decided the best way to spend the next week would be to become ill.
I feel crappy....
Great.

Life just keeps on going.
One set of complications is replaced by another.
I have a friend now. We both adore each other and when she is drunk or otherwise out of it she keeps telling me how much she cares about me and how she never wants to lose me. She's also one of the most beautiful women I have ever spent time with....
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I have gone from being clueless to being absolutely out of the loop.
Having now seperated from my ex and being single. I have found a wonderful person but the problem is that I will have to give her up sooner than I would like.
I also have been told that I am so nice and that is why people just can't bear to hurt...
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Anime is my friend.
It not only lets me meet some very interesting people, it also lets me go completely crazy and not care and it is the only time I can cry to feel better.
Anime is a dear friend indeed.

Bunch of fucking kids decided to start throwing punches and all that shit in my local pub last night during heavy metal night. Now, I appreciate a good pit as much as the next man but these guys deserved what both myself and my friend Rob had to do to them as they were destroying the night for everybody else.
I am not a violent...
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I am leaving my girlfriend of 18 months.

The relationship is killing me. I am moving away from her and as much as I love her she would be better off with somebody else. I can't give her what she deserves.

She of course, is furious and cannot understand why I'm doing what I'm doing. She sees me as a defeatist most likely and that's...
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After three months of absence I return. Three months of insanity and visits to the USA etc... Crazy stuff.

Anyway. I'm now in my new Canterbury home and happy. All good really.

Hello world.
Now that the stress and the horror of the exam period is over I am putting one foot in front of the other.
Or rather, filling out forms.
Camp America forms, rent payments, next year's housing agreements.... etc. ad infinitum.

When it was speculated the world would become paperless one day they should have really thought out just how hideously immense beuracracy can...
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Time for a positive post.

All I have to say is that now my exams are done I can get on with fixing all the things I didn't like about the university societies I am in. Time well spent on yet more university politics and power playing.

It's so much fun I could pop.