The weekend was mostly uneventful. The parental units decided to go upstate on Saturday which left me to my own lazy devices. Mostly I caught up on forgotten episodes of season 2 of Agents of SHIELD. I took a trip and bought a few comics. Saturday was just another attempt at escapism for me. Comics, TV, video games...whatever I could do to try and...
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It's hard for me sometimes. I try not to think too much about my situation. I don't want to start spiraling down because I feel lonely, unloved, unwanted, etc. Sometimes though I'll be out and see something and it just triggers my depression all over again. I know in my head that I'm not in a place where I can be...
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There are just some days where I just feel a constant struggle going on inside me. There are days where I get it. There are some things that a person can't have simply by wishing or wanting. Money, happiness, the attention of a lovely woman...there are no guarantees in life and it's best to learn to be happy with what you have...
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Today has gone from being fairly up to being completely down all over again. The last couple of days after Christmas weren't too bad. I survived yet another holiday, though new years is close by. I expected it to be smooth sailing until spring, but it seems not to be. I'm usually very bad around the holidays. The pressure to shop, find the...
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rambo:
I've been dealing with some depression that started on Christmas. And am battling my own self-esteem and body image issues. It is tough, and just know you are not alone! Really the best thing to do is make a choice to be optimistic. It is so easy to get pulled down and focus on the negatives - take some time to focus on stuff you are grateful for. That usually helps me. Hugs.