Well... I should be going to bed but hell what's the point...I've survived on less than this... Tomorrow I go into the theater that our show will be in ( "sugar struggle" in the Two Roads Theatre in Studio City, Ca) - i've mentioned it before. Anyway... I have help from two of the other girls who are in the collective with me... I'm sure...
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artpie:
I see you 
pyrate:
I wish i could come see your show, and I am sorry to hear about your loved one.
ever get so tweeked out in your own brain without being on any substances? ever feel like you would love to climb up the highest hill and scream ? ever have road rage for no reason? ever want to crawl into a bottle and never swim out? yeah, it's one of those kind of days... or should i say months....
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akalucifer:
anytime. you are very cared for.
commonman:
Yes, yes, yes, and yes. Other than that, how's things?
I find it very interesting when an old friend comes back into your life. What their reaction is, compaired to what you think it's going to be. The defenses you put up before you even hear from them, if they've hurt you, you have a different perception, If you hurt them you have a different perception, but either way if their worth it their worth...
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akalucifer:
Always good to have people come back into your life... I just let the past be the past... but new friends are fun too!
escottie:
shit...where have i been!?!
thanks for the insight for managing our 14 year old. in the end we let her go to the mall (Mall of America), but with some time limits and "people" limits.
the scamp did try to stretch permission a little--"after the mall, we're going to take a ride around town in so-and-so's truck."
um, NO. she gets points for being straighforward/honest, but not yet.
old friends can be odd. over time, i've found that the ones left behind that come back are just as unappealing. at first, it's nice to relive fun times, but....
thanks for the insight for managing our 14 year old. in the end we let her go to the mall (Mall of America), but with some time limits and "people" limits.
the scamp did try to stretch permission a little--"after the mall, we're going to take a ride around town in so-and-so's truck."
um, NO. she gets points for being straighforward/honest, but not yet.
old friends can be odd. over time, i've found that the ones left behind that come back are just as unappealing. at first, it's nice to relive fun times, but....
boys suck
figmentation:
they do... and there's nothing like having one's mouth wrapped around your clit
real_grrrl:
boys do suck. 
i'm sorry your having trouble with one. want me to kick him for you or something? 
just kidding. i'm sure that whatever is going on will come together and things will be good again really soon.
CONGRATS on your upcoming show!!! That is really, really wonderful and i'm very happy for you!
i know you will blow everyone's socks off with your extraordinary talents! not that you need it, but break a leg!
thank you for putting that so nicely (my journal) because i'm having a hard time. staying clean/sober is forcing me to accept that i'm also getting old and all that comes with it. i guess i could settle into it, but damn i'm having a hard time letting go of my "wild-child, anything goes, live for the moment" self. ugh! such issues!!!!!! would someone just please slap the hell out of me?
i'm sorry your having trouble with one. want me to kick him for you or something? just kidding. i'm sure that whatever is going on will come together and things will be good again really soon.
CONGRATS on your upcoming show!!! That is really, really wonderful and i'm very happy for you!
i know you will blow everyone's socks off with your extraordinary talents! not that you need it, but break a leg!
thank you for putting that so nicely (my journal) because i'm having a hard time. staying clean/sober is forcing me to accept that i'm also getting old and all that comes with it. i guess i could settle into it, but damn i'm having a hard time letting go of my "wild-child, anything goes, live for the moment" self. ugh! such issues!!!!!! would someone just please slap the hell out of me?
TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS OUT THERE... I AM PRODUCING, CHOREOGRAPHING, DANCING AND DESIGNING MY FIRST DANCE SHOW IN LA IF YOU'RE AROUND THE SOUTHERN CAL. AREA PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT... IT WILL BE MARCH 31, APRIL 1 @ 8PM, APRIL 2 @ 7PM AT TWO ROADS THEATER IN STUDIO CITY... IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO COME, OR NEED TICKETS PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND...
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akalucifer:
Damn - I wish I lived closer... now if I can just find an excuse to fly and see your show!
She keeps me in line... mostly.
She keeps me in line... mostly.
shawn_:
Congrats!!!!! I hope it goes great. Wish I could see it.
Well I actually have to admit that model's are not over paid. It may seem weird but after my day of mmmmmm "fun" I was more than happy to race home to my man (and the rest of the boys), alcohol and the super bowl... It was simply loverly
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escottie:
your two runway pictures are icons of unplanned beauty and skekiness. mis-shapen or not....
i've really been knocked out of my normal routine by the arrival of Lucky33 in my life. some of my other friends--like you--have suffered because of my good luck, but in time i'll get back into a more regular correspondance and updating routine.
don't forget about me. i appreciate you stopping by my journal to say hi.
BTW, short, fat, tall, skinny...your dancer's form will always be terrific. of course, the more naked the better!
i've really been knocked out of my normal routine by the arrival of Lucky33 in my life. some of my other friends--like you--have suffered because of my good luck, but in time i'll get back into a more regular correspondance and updating routine.
don't forget about me. i appreciate you stopping by my journal to say hi.
BTW, short, fat, tall, skinny...your dancer's form will always be terrific. of course, the more naked the better!
akalucifer:
Happy V' Day! muah!
xo
xo
The modeling thing went great ! Well, good enough for me to be booked for next weekend - unfortunately i'll miss superbowl with artpie and alansmithee55 but a girls gotta work. Funny I also booked a go go gig in San Diego with my roommate, I had sooooo much fun! It was all in sillouette. So after a long sucky dry spell with work things...
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artpie:
Will you be my Fanny Nanny?
akalucifer:
Can we see pics? No idea on how much to pay a nanny... sorry!
Oh life is good, I may be a free lance artist but at least i'm getting paid! and I'm finally a model! woo hoo... secret fantisy number 18 fulfilled! Love to all.. 
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shaggyford:
seems like life is good for you
shawn_:
What was Fantisy 18? Good luck with the modeling.
Well i figured it out... I decided on my purple leather trench coat. And a scarf. it was kind chilly yet hot at the same time. At one point I thought the police dog might sniff me out but he passed by... Needless to say my costume was well recieved. Thank you for your suggestions... Happy new years
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artpie:
no pics... but lots o memories
figmentation:
Yummy!
ps - need some sexy ideas for an outfit to pick up the boy in on thursday... - already did the school girl thing well, the skirt anyway, kinda forgot the top hehe
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erich:
It'll be just about New Years, so....
a thong and some well-placed confetti!
a thong and some well-placed confetti!
shawn_:
Stockings, heels and a trenchcoat.
Or some well placed Christmas bows and ribbon.
Or some well placed Christmas bows and ribbon.
Have a merry happy whatever you celebrate day and to my artpie i love you and miss you. 
funny... recital went well and apparently some of the parents found out i was leaving. So... after my classes were done performing I spent the rest of the time talking to a set of parents who were (and i quote) willing to give me whatever i wanted to keep on teaching their kids !!!! they even said they would pay for me to come to...
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akalucifer:
That is awesome news! Karma is just like that... always good things happen to good people.
Too bad you weren't here for the party... but if you ever come out, it gives us a reason for another one!
Too bad you weren't here for the party... but if you ever come out, it gives us a reason for another one!
shaggyford:
Well good..its nice to have options.