Tuesday Sep 10, 2013

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lets see, since i was last on in june and its now september, obviously alot has happened. so...
1. housemate kicked me out
2. moved in with big brother
3. big bro conned me out of over a grand of my pays over the time i was there
4. left brothers now on mums couch.
5. still single
6. looking at moving to tasmania to...
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Tuesday Jun 25, 2013

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my house mate is a bitch todaytelling me i have to buy her a new sausepan if i dont finish cleaning it after i burnt my breakfast the other day. not my fault she is too stupid to buy steel wool. THOSE GREEN THINGS DONT DO JACK. wouldnt even ease an itch
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ctzn_who:

fuckn crazy shit man. im over it. im looking for a place where im the one renting rooms to people. im sick of living with knobs

kultboy:

This is why I pay more rent than I can afford. Fuck having flatmates.

Monday Jun 03, 2013

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so, lets see, how can i sum up my last week. good bad epic. started bad, had a case of depression frown , went to see my brother for the afternoon, stayed there for 4 days. smoked alot of pot, got drunk, threw up everywhere puke . come home, had some me time love , went shopping had a massive feed smoked some joints biggrin , watched some of my shows and now...
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Monday May 27, 2013

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depression kicked in again today. i really should go back on my meds but i never stay on them so there isnt much point really.

Friday May 24, 2013

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went for a swim today with a girl i like (who has a bf), could be wrong but i swear she was dropping hint thats she might feel the same way (asking me if her but looks ok in her bikini bottoms, which they so did). then later she starts telling me how she think her boyfriend is sheeting on her and how she isnt...
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pentaclefilms:

im like you dude. i would read that as though she is looking for a way out. as long as shes not saying those things because she has friend zoned you... that would just suck in your position. i know ive had it done to me several times.

i wish the girl im interested in would drop hints... or i just need the balls to ask her. lol

Monday May 20, 2013

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6 nights of dreaming (not all in a row but we will over look that) and all i seem to dream about is me meeting 'the one'. every night i have dreamt its been the same story reworded on a different page.
hanke:

love your profile pic!

necianavine:

But how does it feel...
Good dream or bad dream ?

Monday May 20, 2013

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i deactivated my fb account last night. its only temp, but its still difficult. so fucking addicted.

Friday May 17, 2013

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its a nasty little pattern. my vices, the booze, the smoke, the games, the movies, the tv shows and of course the girls. its my way of escaping. but what im i escaping from? thats the question. thats the truth i need to find.
thegloomyowl:

Very deep <3

Monday May 06, 2013

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house mate has blocked my access to SG. so im not gonna be on as often as i have been. pain in the ass i reckon. say hi to chat for me.
pentaclefilms:

that sucks. what was the motive behind it? kids in the house? didnt pay your bill?

elizadoolittle:

miss ya <3

Tuesday Apr 30, 2013

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today marks the one year anniversary of my best friends death. i miss him so fucking much. im just glad i got to tell him he was my best mate just hours before he died. he died aged 26, electicuted at a train station in an alcohol induced accident. i know it wanst my fault but i was supposed to go back to his house...
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elizadoolittle:

I've lost loved one so I know there are no words that will ease your guilt or find acceptance sooner in his death. It WAS an accident though. Dont forget that.

When I lost my brother and sis-in-law in 2009 I could barely function. Im still feel trememdous guiilt about things said and unsaid. We love each other very much and very nearly killed me.
One day someone (I think my dad) said - 'one day instead of waking up with a gaping wound every morning which hurts like hell, you will wake up in a scar. It will ache often but it means you might be healing.

i hope you tkae some comfort from that,

kiss