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I wonder if I'm still capable of falling in love.

Peche seems to think so, but I just don't know. The last time I had that heartstopping, head-over-heels feeling was over 7 years ago. I just looked at her and every fibre in my being screamed at me, telling me I had to have her, I had to kiss her, hold her and caress her....
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I spent today taking pictures with Peche for her SG application. Contrary to what I believed would happen we actually managed to get about 200 decent pics out of a total 300.

I had a feeling I'd spend all day looking at her beautiful naked form through the camera and then find all 300 images were blurry, badly lighted or unfocused. Go figure.

I also...
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The Netherlands, like any civilized country, has its share of family tragedies. Actually, the word 'civilized' is rather ironic, as there is usually nothing civil about them.

Last week, a divorced man murdered his ex-wife and drove himself and their two children, aged 8 and 10, halfway across the country to kill them and then commit suicide. My heart explodes with a mixture of pain,...
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I'm not dead yet, really I'm not. These last three weeks I've been busy...

Okay, I lie. I haven't been busy at all. Usually I try to write something here at least once a week, but these past few weeks seem to have slipped by.

There is good news though: next Wednesday I go in for the second session of my new tattoo. Robert's going...
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Let's get the 20 facts thing over with first:

1. I once got away with setting fire to someone's backyard. I was quite the arsonist in my younger, brain-damaged days

2. I've got three brothers and I'm the oldest of us four

3. I was baptised, but was never a Christian by any stretch of the imagination

4. I almost died of gangreen when I...
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Alright, so that wasn't a very memorable journal update. As forgettable as most of Uwe Boll's movies really. And that may even be a bit hard on poor old Uwe.

Today was Maarten's third birthday. Unfortunately, his mother got sick yesterday, so I had to do all the groceries for the party by myself, in addition to my own groceries, and I offered to have...
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Gotta love the internet.

On any given day it will give me something to cry about, something to hate, something to love and it'll indulge any and/or all of my fetishes too.

It gives me RPGnet (especially the Tangency forum), Suicide Girls (I hope I don't need to link to that, VGCats, Questionable Content and all the porn I can handle.

Of course, it...
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I met with the artist who'll be doing my - sleeve, Robert Aalbers, last Saturday to discuss the images I'd collected during the last few weeks and brainstorm a bit about the elements I want in there and the style it should be in. We settled on an oldschool approach to Cthulhu Rising (as I've nicknamed the tattoo ), with some piratey elements introduced...
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So I'm getting a new tattoo. Or rather, I am having one expanded into a halfsleeve.

I have a thing for pirates. Yes, I'm fully aware that most pirates were total sociopaths who raped, pillaged and looted their way into today's historybooks. It's the romanticized view of them that I dig.

The jolly roger on my upper left arm is feeling lonely and I figure...
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