Things I will accomplish by the end of today:
1) Buy a copy of the new Clutch cd
2) Buy a copy of the new Soulfly cd
3) Fill out at least one job application
4) Not extract my revenge on my ex cuz shes not worth the effort.
If somebody wants to buy me one of these I promise to be your best friend...
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1) Buy a copy of the new Clutch cd
2) Buy a copy of the new Soulfly cd
3) Fill out at least one job application
4) Not extract my revenge on my ex cuz shes not worth the effort.
If somebody wants to buy me one of these I promise to be your best friend...
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*snarl* WTF?! I get back from taking my mom to therapy today and theres a message on the machine from my ex, whom I have spoken to once since August of last year! She wanted me to give her cell phone a call when she got home from work and that we have matters to discuss So that got me wondering what the hell crawled...
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ninadelamorte:
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe...." I used to have that quote on one of my Yahoo profiles. I love that scene. On the Vangelis version of the Blade Runner soundtrack, he uses that drop in part of a song. I used to play it over and over again. I'm much better now though 
sexygenie:
exes are retarded. i say lets gather them all up and blast them off to mars. i'm building a rocketship in my backyard. wanna help? =)
My personal hero, Max Cavalera, has a new album coming out with his band, Soulfly, they are definitely not for everybody but I think they rock. He has overcome a lot of shit in his life to get were he is today and I admire him for it. Go check this out if you want, it rocks!
Max Interview
Max Interview
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cait:
I always admired his huge dread 
ash:
Meh .. I dont really care for soulfly.
You seem like a very sweet man ... my mom deals with it, but its really hard, since she's a registered nurse and has a very heavy workload. My best friend keeps saying she has it but I dont believe her, lol ... she's the type that likes to make up excuses for her laziness. I was wondering what kind of tests they have to do to find out if someone has it? What procedures and medicine do they give? etc etc. I want to catch her in that lie so badly because she just never seems to want to do anything with her life, which kills me because I love her to death and I want to see her make it. So I want to call her on it so that she has no excuse not to go to college with me when I move back down, lol!!
ThAnks for all your concern, and Ill talk to ya soon!!
You seem like a very sweet man ... my mom deals with it, but its really hard, since she's a registered nurse and has a very heavy workload. My best friend keeps saying she has it but I dont believe her, lol ... she's the type that likes to make up excuses for her laziness. I was wondering what kind of tests they have to do to find out if someone has it? What procedures and medicine do they give? etc etc. I want to catch her in that lie so badly because she just never seems to want to do anything with her life, which kills me because I love her to death and I want to see her make it. So I want to call her on it so that she has no excuse not to go to college with me when I move back down, lol!!
ThAnks for all your concern, and Ill talk to ya soon!!
Blah, blah, blah.same old same old today. I wish that I could say something cool happened like my forces conquered some foreign country or that I grew a prehensile tail but no such luck 
Oh well, maybe tomorrow.
Mom seemed to do better at therapy today; she didnt lay down the instant we got back. Im taking that as a good sign. It must be...
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Oh well, maybe tomorrow.
Mom seemed to do better at therapy today; she didnt lay down the instant we got back. Im taking that as a good sign. It must be...
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britbritbaby:
A new college!
fenway:
i cannot play pool at all...i have tried learning but i am easily frustrated and i need someone with a lot of patience.
you deserve a night out...enjoy sweetie
amethyst
you deserve a night out...enjoy sweetie
amethyst
Not much going on for a monday. Called my friend Tony at UPS to make sure the computers I worked on last week didn't explode or anything. Emailed a few resumes and sat around with my PS2 and tried to beat games most of the day. That's about it on this end, hope everybody elses day was more interesting
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finch:
worst paper cut place = right on the crease of my right pointer finger yep, the one i put in my journal... i just hope it looks okay on me
have a good day!
yep, the one i put in my journal... i just hope it looks okay on me
have a good day!
cait:
Why would you WANT those two out of your head?!! 
I got my car back!!! Woo Hoo! It cost a small fortune to fix but it runs like a champ again and it had better. I have no plans of getting a new car anytime soon.
Went and got a haircut too, I had put it off for way to long. I told the girl to cut it short but when she was all done...
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Went and got a haircut too, I had put it off for way to long. I told the girl to cut it short but when she was all done...
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_sarah_:
Kind of like an ex. 
_sarah_:
Well, I finally realized that attempting a friendship with him is as stressful as attempting a relationship. Now that he has a new girl (as of last night), I feel like this huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. It's like, "Yay. Now SHE can put up with his shit."
Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him for a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?
williamj:
i had to tell you that you have a awesome profile pic. i noticed it on one of your post on the boards. the spooky space kook was one of the best scooby doo villains ever.
jenya:
the "sister storm" hit today...........but i weathered it......the whole family is up in arms...GOOD....it's about time we all got together and acted like a family who cares about their mother.
sorry about the rant.....
thanks for all you kindness
sorry about the rant.....
thanks for all you kindness
I may have gotten a freelance job working for UPS doing network maintenance. I should know by the end of the day. Its going to be a call when needed type of thing and I probably wont get much hours from it but for $25 per hour Im not going to complain. Probably jinxed myself for even bringing it up but I could really use...
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jenya:
i do want to go with you.....move your city right next to mine please
_sarah_:
Yeah, but you sort of have a "fetish".
Grrrrrrrrrrr! I love NY weather this time of year, snow and dismal one day, blindingly sunny the next. I didnt do any celebrating last night but I feel hung over, kinda strange. Maybe my Celtic blood just feels hung over after St. Pattys by default, who knows
Took mom to therapy again. I don't stay in the waiting room anymore so I don't hear her...
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Took mom to therapy again. I don't stay in the waiting room anymore so I don't hear her...
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fenway:
a job may help you to keep your mind away from the hurt, at least for a few hours each day...i doubt your mom feels let down, i am sure she just doesnt want you to see her in pain...
it is possible she feels like she is letting you and your dad down for being sick...
you are doing a good job taking care of her...that is what matters...
amethyst
it is possible she feels like she is letting you and your dad down for being sick...
you are doing a good job taking care of her...that is what matters...
amethyst
Eh, I'm so sick of snow! We got about 9 inches in the last 24 hours and I've been playing with the snowblower all morning. I want spring and I want it now!!!!
I got an invitation to a friends wedding whom I have not seen since before I broke up with my ex back in July of last year. I want to show my...
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I got an invitation to a friends wedding whom I have not seen since before I broke up with my ex back in July of last year. I want to show my...
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cait:
crazy smileys buddy!!!
britbritbaby:
Thank you! and Happy St Patricks day to you my dear!
This is not my life
This is not my home
This is not me
I hate this!
-Static-X
This is not my home
This is not me
I hate this!
-Static-X
fenway:
hang in there, sweetie...try to find the good in the bad
amethyst
amethyst
throatneedle:
oh my god! i gotta give you props on the Starscream love! he's always been my favorite!
I Don't Wanna be
I Don't Wanna be me
I Don't Wanna be me anymore!
-Type O Negative
Something about that just makes perfect sense to me today
I Don't Wanna be me
I Don't Wanna be me anymore!
-Type O Negative
Something about that just makes perfect sense to me today
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cait:
wow- yeah, as you can obviously see that pretty much sums up my thoughts of the moment. Yeah, the old me would totally laugh at and roll her eyes at me now (I was never tough enough to kick ass ) and think I was pretty lame like
) and think I was pretty lame like 
ally:
thanks
I'm delivering pizzas again. Desperate times and all...