vivid cryptic dreams assault me all night... best friends who I haven't spoken to in ages appear.............I was in a giant school, w/ a pool, a big pool, a really really big pool, so much happens, bank and forth bank and forth.......oh and Chris Cornell was there (why, I don't know, he's not my favorite artist, he's great an all, but I wouldn't normally pick...
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asilanne:
I love this. dreams are best related in a poetic rhythm. Ive been having crazy dreams too, I dreamed this guy I was dating was teaching a class that I was in and he kept walking over and pealing off bits of my skin (it didn't hurt) and turning them inside out (like an inside out Lisa arm glove), and then pointing out all the inner scars to the class, and even though I really wanted him to stop I couldn't interrupt a teacher cause that would be rude. weird huh?
I received my first xmas card today... it was amazing b/c frist off, I didn't expect it, and second, it from a person I didn't expect would send me one.... so all in all, a fantastic xmas surprise
now, lets work on that list...
beards.... I can't remember what I wanted to say about this.... I did grow a beard b/c I've been working every...
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now, lets work on that list...
beards.... I can't remember what I wanted to say about this.... I did grow a beard b/c I've been working every...
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Lots of madness in the past 20min..
My Adventure: Buying Stamps and Train Tickets
I have just taken money out of my bank, a total of $380... this will cover my rent, food, and travel bills... so tonight I had to go purchase stamps (for 2 letters) and some train tickets... I take my money, leave $280 behind and head out w/ crisp new $20...
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My Adventure: Buying Stamps and Train Tickets
I have just taken money out of my bank, a total of $380... this will cover my rent, food, and travel bills... so tonight I had to go purchase stamps (for 2 letters) and some train tickets... I take my money, leave $280 behind and head out w/ crisp new $20...
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angeluca:
Thank you!
And that sounds like a hellacious day! I really hate people sometimes.
And that sounds like a hellacious day! I really hate people sometimes.
asilanne:
i know, and i love stir-fry too. I think my final went really well, grant woods, Mary Cassatt, Diego, Winslow Homer.....in the bag baby. Two more on friday and i am done for a month!!! yeah me.
Did you get your tickets? are you ready to go celebrate the holidays
Did you get your tickets? are you ready to go celebrate the holidays
so much to say... so little time (as my roommate is making everyone supper/dinner/late-meal-time)
I just got home from work.... I'm really enjoying it...mostly.... I've been working everyday for a couple weeks now. I'm exhausted w/ the working and hanging out w/ co-workers/friends (who I can, and prob. will write a story about)....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I have allot to say but.... ok, point form and I'll...
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I just got home from work.... I'm really enjoying it...mostly.... I've been working everyday for a couple weeks now. I'm exhausted w/ the working and hanging out w/ co-workers/friends (who I can, and prob. will write a story about)....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I have allot to say but.... ok, point form and I'll...
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asilanne:
i might post a few things, but the piece im really siked about has to be seen at night in the woods and im having problems photographing it. oh well I put up some images this week. Im glad your enjoying your work even if it is wearing you out, i did three all nighters at the studio last week so im worn out but so satisfied....does that make sense.
you list s very intriguing to say the least. I must know more.
And I agree that the new set up is...lacking but oh well.
you list s very intriguing to say the least. I must know more.
And I agree that the new set up is...lacking but oh well.
I'm back... kinda.... still crazy tired... sleep is calling.... a much longer post and emails to come.... thanks everyone
rin:
what colour ds did you get??
asilanne:
hope your hanging in there, i thought about you as I played with some play-doe the other day. You know where to find me if you ever need to vent
"I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had" is the lyric thats playing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and...
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asilanne:
lol well...at least your getting into the rhythm of things. huh get it.....rythm......cause you just repeating......yeah ok Im done. Sorry things are making you feel so stuck lately. I thought about you during my critique today in advanced painting, someone told me they always feel like my work is overloading them with information but in a calm way, reminded me of something you once said. Let me know if you need to vent.
angeluca:
Thank you for the bday wishes!
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Well its official... my parents are divorced.... the papers were signed today... which is a little crazy if you ask me, since this thing w/ the lawyers has been going on for a year.... I remember back in high school how there was only two us whose parents were together, just two.... I'm not sure on the stats, but I'm thinking that its no longer...
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asilanne:
i think it was when dean martin died. (that Holidays got so hectic) The hub and I were always great about keeping it slow, we never got into the whole gifts thing we just enjoyed all the activities. I dont remember what he gave me all those years but i remember what we did. I think thats better.
I hope your excited to see all your friends, I bet they are siked about having you down, or up , or over or whatever it is.
Im sorry to hear about your parents. Divorce sucks even if we know deep down its better for us it still hurts. I do believe you can spend your whole life with one person and be incredibly happy but only if you can grew together, and its so hard to find someone who grows at the same pace you do.....ok this comment was way more serious than I intended.
On sillier news, I couldn't sleep last night so I made eight batches of rice crispy treats. lol I think I should make a fort out of them all.
I hope your excited to see all your friends, I bet they are siked about having you down, or up , or over or whatever it is.
Im sorry to hear about your parents. Divorce sucks even if we know deep down its better for us it still hurts. I do believe you can spend your whole life with one person and be incredibly happy but only if you can grew together, and its so hard to find someone who grows at the same pace you do.....ok this comment was way more serious than I intended.
On sillier news, I couldn't sleep last night so I made eight batches of rice crispy treats. lol I think I should make a fort out of them all.
dollparts:
...don't know about "people are realising that committing to one person goes against our biological makeup... " thing, because if you're talking about divorce, those are couples who were once married and believed/went through the whole "I do till the end" stuff already. This is more or less figuring out that they hate eachother and finishing it over that, not rationally critiquing the concept of marriage...
2 things I've learned
1. I can use chopsticks really well...
this is strange b/c I hardly ever (couple times a year) eat asian food and therefore never use chopsticks, but last night my buddy took me to this Tai place and I had this beef soup dealie, and rocked out w/ chopsticks... I was pro w/ them... its crazy.... I boggle my own mind...
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1. I can use chopsticks really well...
this is strange b/c I hardly ever (couple times a year) eat asian food and therefore never use chopsticks, but last night my buddy took me to this Tai place and I had this beef soup dealie, and rocked out w/ chopsticks... I was pro w/ them... its crazy.... I boggle my own mind...
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asilanne:
It was pretty good!!! kinda made me miss how much fun I had with all the British exchange students at unt.
asilanne:
ok you know what? that last comment I left came out all weird and I didnt mean it in a weird way......I meant that I used to know several guys who were exchange students from Britain and being in a punk band they were pretty fun. Trouble but fun. Cant wait to hear your report.
Hows work going? We got snow today, made me think of your yellow bellied co-workers
Hows work going? We got snow today, made me think of your yellow bellied co-workers
BC'ites (aka people from BC) are.... how can I put this..... SISSY'S....
it snowed yesterday (which is unusual here), and this morning AFTER I get to work, AFTER I start working by myself (b/c the train I take arrives 15min before everyone else), I get a phone call..... and you can all figure out what was said.....
and if you can't, I'll sum it up...
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it snowed yesterday (which is unusual here), and this morning AFTER I get to work, AFTER I start working by myself (b/c the train I take arrives 15min before everyone else), I get a phone call..... and you can all figure out what was said.....
and if you can't, I'll sum it up...
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asilanne:
due to popular demand
dollparts:
How the---
How did you do that!!?
(PS. No seriously, tell me. That and spoilers. because I don't understand).
(PPS.I feel really stupid now...)
How did you do that!!?
(PS. No seriously, tell me. That and spoilers. because I don't understand).
(PPS.I feel really stupid now...)
this is by far one of the best stories I've read in a long time...
With bloody hands, I say good-bye.
~~Frank Miller
this is a 6 word story (aka, a micro story), its a style designed by Hemingway... he wrote one and then claimed it was his best work...
I really enjoy this... its allows your imagination to run rampant.... and it interesting how...
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With bloody hands, I say good-bye.
~~Frank Miller
this is a 6 word story (aka, a micro story), its a style designed by Hemingway... he wrote one and then claimed it was his best work...
I really enjoy this... its allows your imagination to run rampant.... and it interesting how...
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asilanne:
yes ive been told i have a way with words
asilanne:
lol, I didnt mean to get on mushy with the words and stuff.........
And actually I did try and capture the memories with photos last night, hopefully they will stand up against time.
So did you work out your christmas travel plans? Its getting pretty close
And actually I did try and capture the memories with photos last night, hopefully they will stand up against time.
So did you work out your christmas travel plans? Its getting pretty close
I wake up to a storm.... and to the fact that its 1:30 IN THE AFTERNOON....the only explanation I can think of is that I love storms, I'm more comfortable in storms and so when this stupid province FINALLY gets a storm, I sleep.... now their are those of you out there saying "its BC, we have lots of rain" and yes, it does rain...
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asilanne:
i love storms, they make me want to curl up and waist the day away, something about knowing that nothing will get in or out is oddly calm and exciting at the same time.
the pic of your lil bud is way too cute, why are children's eyelashes so perfect? Is that a weird ting to say?
and always go with extreme emotions, Im mellow all day long but its the moments full pf passion (even if it is painful) that I hold close to my heart. Those are the ones that reassure me Im alive.
the pic of your lil bud is way too cute, why are children's eyelashes so perfect? Is that a weird ting to say?
and always go with extreme emotions, Im mellow all day long but its the moments full pf passion (even if it is painful) that I hold close to my heart. Those are the ones that reassure me Im alive.
rin:
dude, let me tell you--if you see me skateboarding, you won't have to force the cower, oh no. it will be automatic. i am just _that_ frightening.