Wednesday Nov 14, 2012

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Truth?

Why does it bother me when a find out that a friend of mine is lying about something that doesn't impact me at all? How important is the truth, really? Do we think we are god, that we can distort someone else's reality by telling a lie? Does a lie, however small, always hurt someone or something? Are all lies wrong? How...
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jackrabbit_:

The truth is always the most important thing....even when it hurts. Nothing more disappointing than a liar. After all, what do you have with someone if you can't trust what they say?

Tuesday Nov 13, 2012

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jackrabbit_:

Awesome words love I couldn't agree with you more smile

Monday Nov 12, 2012

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Saturday Nov 10, 2012

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sabatier:

Wonderfully said, my dear. I am honored that I could provide some measure of insight to one that is already so well in-tune with themselves. You're right - effort is always required. But you seem like one that understands that its not upon completion of a dream or urge that we grow - its the path that we take to fulfill our new reality that nourishes us - the end is only a reward to spur us on to another level. I would really love to see your progress recorded here in your own hand - to be allowed by you to look upon your path, told with the words you create - for even that act brings forth new life within us. Opposing in harmony the primal forces that act on everything within physics' laws to push them toward chaos' event horizon can be exhilarating, if only because the knowledge that the forces we oppose are going to eventually win gives us that stolen-time-cheating death-and-design rush - how alive that can make you feel! Up the ante dear! tongue

Friday Nov 09, 2012

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Belonging

I once felt like I belonged somewhere.

It was that sort of feeling you get from being in a job you love, or from being part of a thriving community. Not the belonging you get from family or friends. I have family, and I know I belong there, and friends aren't incredibly important to me. I have a couple close ones, and that...
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comedian:

Thanks for your thoughtful response. I think you're probably right. It's time to learn something new.

I read constantly, and do my best to make time for thought and reflection, however, I've still felt stagnant. I'm in a great job, have good friends, and a lot of things going for me, but I think that security has maybe caused me to stop trying to learn new things, new skills, or to seek new experiences.

I'm going to start teaching myself a new skill soon. Maybe a language, maybe cooking, or maybe sewing. My family owns a fabric store in SF, so that would make sense. Also, maybe I'll venture off my usual type of reading and pick up something totally new and off my radar. I dunno. I know that I can't just sit here.

Maybe I'll post what I'm learning on this blog in the future, as well as updates to my feelings of lost/found-ness.

In any case, I really appreciate your advice smile. If and when I find that happiness and belonging again, I'll remember you and make sure to give you a digital hug or something smile.

sabatier:

That would be great. I would love to hear about your progress and you are definately on the right track and it sounds like you know it. I would be honored if you would post your progress and thank you for your friend request too smile

Saturday Sep 17, 2011

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Today *officially 4 hours ago* is my twenty first birthday. It has taken me entirely too long to type this (my eyes have difficulty focusing). I think I shall go to bed soon. That is all tongue. Good night.
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doll_:

Many happy returns of the day. xx

polygirlaz:

Happy drunkard day.

Sunday Sep 11, 2011

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Ok, so I'm on vacation for my 21st birthday (officially on Saturday the 17th), I'm a bit drunk off Absinthe (The green fairy is officially my new favorite drink), and I'm alone. My bro (best friend) is playing poker, so, not yet being 21, I'm stuck in the room. Why am I always the one who's a little bit behind...
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polygirlaz:

Debate on

comedian:

Bring it smile

Monday Jul 25, 2011

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Damn, SG! Once again, it's been too long. I'm a terrible blogger, I know. Life just has a way of demanding every second of your time (especially when you're in charge of a fledgling online store...more about that later).

So...so much has happened since my last post that it's gonna be hard to write it all down in here...
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Tuesday Jun 28, 2011

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polygirlaz:

No WOW sucks you in and drains the blood from your body. Just my two scents.
Cheri

comedian:

Lol, is that speaking from experience?

Tuesday Feb 15, 2011

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mk47:

i want dat *monster*! wink