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hey,

haven't posted since october... kind of strange...

nothing going on. work, school, home life sucks. relationship is alright, working on moving out to chicago to be with her, going to spend march 10th-21st with her for my spring break... other than that nothing going on.
clio:
you're too kind smile
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so yesterday. school till 1 pm, then picked up the girl. went and saw where the wild things are. was amazing loved it. then we went looking for a fascinations to go to lol, found one but didn't want to stop we were close to a local legend called the Castle Boutique which is a sex store shaped like a giant castle. we went...
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so, just got home from dropping off the girl at her house. ugh just an amazing day. couple of downer moments but i'll get to those later sleep now.
grapecrush:
sleep well!!! text me if you wanna talk.. Im free til about 330 my time
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ugh can you say mother fucking excited!?

i can... my fucking girlfriend flies into town this afternoon and we're going to spend all day and night together tomorrow! ugh! fucking excited! this is the only time long distance relationships are a good thing
annastasia:
Yay! So happy for you! smile At least with a long distance relationship, you'll get a chance to rest up after you wear yourself out while she's there. wink
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hey all.

how you guys been?

i'm doing alright. the girlfriend is coming to spend the weekend with her family on thusday-monday and we're going to spend firday together.

got my ears pierced at a 14G on the 25th of september, and i stretched them to 8G sunday night and they are all swollen and sore. but totally worth it lol. other than...
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constentine:
yaaayyyyy more cool people added to the world! am shrunk down to a 00! take a pic u prob look hot
grapecrush:
well looky who decided to update! Miss you kiddo!
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so yea.... frown she lost the baby... miscarriage started on sunday and she went to the doctor today on tuesday and they confirmed it. gave her some anti-biotics and told her to talk to a shrink if she needed it. we're both pretty crushed. sunday was the hardiest and we've been doing better every day... but... you know... still... we we're so excited...
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embla:
Im sorry to hear about the miscarriage, I understand that this is a hard time for both of you.
It is always hard to handle miscarriages, but one day you will be standing there with a baby in your arms being the proudest dad in the hole world. Im sure of it, so hang in there and take care of your ladie.
You are gonna get through this !
grapecrush:
how come you haven't called me...???
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rawr, i've got the flu. so as if being as busy as i have been hasn't kept me away from you beautiful people i've been bed ridden for the past few days.

how've you all been?
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hexxus:
ahahhah we should make a club. im sick too and i think i would prefer the flu. ive jsut got s nasty headcold that wont go away!.. grr
so i can do things, i just feel like shit doing them.
annastasia:
Hope your flu is gone by now!
kiss
Annastasia
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lol it's been awhile since i posted a new blog O.o

like the better part of a week.

lol that's how boring life is right now, school, work, sleep. that's all i've got time for.

nothing really exciting to report, you guys up to anything?
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grapecrush:
tongue I'mma smack your butt
grapecrush:
I use their hairspray... idk... i have thick hair frown

I wasn't talking about you.. I know you are busy, and I know why.
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so monday my car went up in flames, found one i liked online and went to bed, tuesday i sold my old one for 150 and got out savings bonds and borrowed some money from my rents and bought the one i found online. so yay for that. all kinds of good news goes along with it but i'm way too tired.

working 30...
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grapecrush:
I hope things start settling down for you, Great news about the car, I'm super excited for you.
grapecrush:
miss youuuu
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so... yesterday... i was happy... very happy. classes went amazingly well, got to hang out with the best friend, saw some people at school i haven't seen since grade school, and just had an awesome day. me and michael the aforementioned best firend went and saw inglorious bastards. during which my car decided to flip out and catch fire... yes it caught mother fucking...
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embla:
Actually its gonna be both, first of all im taking a set for SG but if we get some time over im gonna do a time for print session aswell. So you are definetly gonna get to see my sg set if review think its good enough for frontpage or mr. wink

Feel free to check it out smile Its my best set so far so I am sort of proud of it, tho there is three more sets on the way (hopefully), one multi with anunnaki, one with deison as photographer and one that im gonna take next week. smile

Yeah I really hope that he gets in, he would be great as the thing that he wants to become smile And honestly I think I could really be in need of some change of environment even if it meens that im gonna be far away from my dearest friends. <3
ciggeretta:
roflmao @ your car catching fire. THAT IS ALL TYPES OF GHETTO! Ah not making fun I've just had my share of shitty cars.

Inglorious basters ftw. "I did not travel 5,000 miles and jump 27 kilometers out of air-ro-plane landing on the outskirts of France to teach NAWTZEES about humanity" =P I loved that freaky guy who was the bear. He reminded me of the black guy in Zoolander (the one WIll Ferrrel through coffee on).

Ahh just Focus on something good Mr. Clayton. I know these long nights, I'm not too sure how to deal with it but what works for me is focusing & immersing myself in something good.
Just let go, is all I can say about the things that have happened. If you need answers, progress and find them and let them go. Holding baggage gets tiresome. The memory files are enough, sometimes you have to stamp out things "case closed" or leave them unfinished until you come up with a new lead. *Hug*. You'll make it through. The journey is blah, but you'll make it through.

Summation response to your comment:
I agree with most things you said. Actually almost everything of what you said. Not sure though as it's just a certain glimpse into your perspective so I don't want to say I completely agree because I haven't seen it all yet, NAHHHH MEAN?

"i've cried from reading certain things but i don't think i've just read till i cried not sure whatcha mean"= The latter. I've cried from reading certain things as well. I mean just reading a book that is so horrible and so dull you just start crying because you keep pushing yourself to read it. Much like jogging or running for too long.

"lol shush i don't expect people to talk like that. i thought i was the only one who said things like the pancake house of inter nationalities. "= Maybe it's just an ihop thing


tongue

Think well Mr. Clayton. Focus on positive things. Our thoughts are things, they're little tiny nerons. Function in al electrical like way and only things with the same/complementary charge respond. If you think negatively most likely negative things respond with you, think positively. It's hard as you have to change the way you think, because you evoke the bad thoughts. Causes mental blah blah, but it can be done. I know I sound insane, research enough you'll see I make sense tongue

Wish you the best.
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*yawn* god i'm so fucking tired. lol

was up till 4 am just being awake, i guess i passed out cuzz one second i was laying in bed thinking about my ex the next thing i know i'm jumping awake startled because my alarm clock is belting out one of the songs on my ipod. lol, so got up got all ready for...
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my first class will be over 12 hours from now... kind of crazy to think about it.

all kinds of emotions going on... :-/ bleh...

cheers to living in the now, planning for tomorrow, and learning from the past.
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kas:
those are my pet chickens wink good luck in school tomorrow, i start up again tomorrow 2 shocked
kas:
hahaha thanks biggrin wink