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I'm going to enter a singer contest! I'm so excited. I've been in every talent show in high school and being a singer has always been my dream. If I upload a preview soon of me singing so you guys can hear (after I quit smoking for a little =] ) will you guys help me out and vote for me?

I've been pretty sad lately =[ not sure why.
I'm sure you all have got to the point where everything is falling apart,
or you just don't even have the time or energy to do something for yourself.
Well, I am there. ugh =[

Just arrived back from a nice well deserved vacation =]

Chemistry is murdering me =/
how come even when I study my ass off I still don't get it.
=[ ugh...Anatomy, and Biology is what I am good at not this conversion crazy brainy smurf stuff.

Boyfriend left again.
WORK EVERY FUCKING DAY.
Can I just get one fucking break? ONE full day off.... pweaze =[

On a happier note, my boyfriend is home =]
Hooray!

Ugh, I am completely exhausted.
I'm starting school next week, along with 40 hours at one job, and a full day at the other job once a week.
Worst part is, I can't spend time with my boyfriend who I havent seen for almost two weeks =[
This sucks, and I know I've been complaining alot but I suppose I am a complainer....it's worse when...
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Has anyone else had trouble sleeping?
It's so weird...haven't been going to bed till about 4 am every night for the past week its horrible.
=/ ugh I wish I never had to sleep in the first place.
Anyone know any vampires? haha
Fml.

People say absence makes the heart grow fonder?
Ugh, its just not fair though. I miss my boyfriend soooo much.
He's out in Cali working, and I just want him back NOW.
Funny how your life completely changes when the love of your life is away,
Makes everything alot worse... =/
I hate coming home from work and not having him there to cuddle with....
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Ah, working 44 hours a week and I'm starting summer courses in less than two weeks!
My body is literally falling apart from standing 5 days a week for eight hours straight.
Everything is falling apart ugh, my room and bathroom are disastrous, and I need a hair dye again sooo bad.
and maybe fit in some sleep....
and! my boyfriend has been gone for...
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Mass Pike wrecks lives.... wasting my whole summer there. Sweet.