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I bought new pajamas! biggrin

I'll only be able to wear them on Tuesdays tho.
On account of my OCD whatever

For those of you who don't know, I've had mild OCD since I was about 16.
It isn't that bad, but it has really taken over my life frown
I don't mean to do it, but I'm slowly pushing it into 3's life as well frown

My problem...
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chuco_:
I never let my laundry go that far.
juliothefoolio:
I understand that its the ocd but that's actually kinda dope and quarky. I'd want to kick it with you on a Wednesday. I love purple biggrinbiggrinbiggrin
PS you look hot!
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3 more days, guys & dolls!

I'm ready.
BRING IT.

I'm still anxious.
I'm still nervous.
I just wanna see what happens.
I wanna know how well I did.
tc_nikon:
I am sure you are going to do well... there is just something wonderful about you.
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skull SCARY STORY TIME! skull

I forgot to mention in a past blog that more than a week ago, I actually caught & listened to my first paranormal EVP... thing confused I know that it's always hard to prove that these recordings are authentic & that there weren't any staged noises or whatever whatever but I know what really happened with this & I know that what the noises...
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letranger:
do NOT see The Conjuring if you believe in that kind of stuff. I'm not really into the paranormal but that movie scared the daylights out of me. skull
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5 more days, guys & dolls eeek

I'm so nervous.
I can't eat or sleep.
I can barely believe that the date is so near!

I'm scared shitless puke
I'm also very excited & proud of myself blush

It's all I think about.
Besides 3, of course smile

What if I'm not good enough? frown
I'm constantly comparing myself to the hopefuls that turn into SG's.
I don't think I'm...
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gdsv:
Try not to worry so much. smile. You are going to be Pink!
hypatia:
Thank you for the support hermana! You're gorgeous and you know I got your back cus I fucking love Chuco town girl!!! Hit me up when your set goes up!! kiss
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Online chatrooms. robot
They're a fucking joke. whatever
But they're so fun, right? biggrin
Talking to ppl you don't know from all over the world. ARRR!!!
Not having to feel awkward about yourself because all you have to do is type things out & hit 'send' & wait for a response. wink
It's totally easy & you can just hide behind your keyboard & screen. bok
Use a screen name. biggrin
Be...
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chibbi:
THank you lovely. I'm hoping so. XX
juliothefoolio:
*snaps* i feels you
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aba:
wow aint u just sexy love
juliothefoolio:
chica you are fine. the bandana look is made for you lovelove
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So, guys & dolls... smile
Some of you liked my ghost story & wanted to hear more of my paranormal experiences surreal
I'm really glad you enjoyed my last blog biggrin
I'm gonna write these ghost stories at night for the effect... eeek skull

Ok, we'll start with one from when I was pregnant. I was living with 3's father "B" in his parents' house with his little sister. So...
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aelin:
the lemon pie with oreo crust wasn't that bad actually, but it got a little burned xD so it's wasn't THAT good.
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bakuto:
Actually, I myself am a skeptic. So I couldn't tell you what that was all about. I know, it probably doesn't make sense to be a skeptic as I've actually seen things with my own eyes.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Case in point, the house I live in now is the second haunted one for me. The first one in Seattle was just minor things, flipping mail, reigniting candles while I slept, apparitions in the corners of my eyes that I convinced myself were figments of my imagination. Although, the house I currently live in is a different thing altogether. Animals started dying one right after the other, things of mine came up missing (Like my Cartier Roadster watch and other random things)... then, once when I came home from the bar, I woke up to use the bathroom. So, it was all dark except for a nightlight in the bathroom, so there was some light there that cascaded into the hallway. I finished up and went to step out into the hallway and a little girl walked past in front of me. Out of conditioned response, I stopped abruptly and said "Oh, excuse me." Then after she'd passed, I realized that there are no girls that live in my house, but when I looked down the hall towards my room, she was gone. I can seriously pick this girl out of a photo line up... she wasn't translucent or anything, it's as though an actual girl walked in front of me. Then, I was in the bathroom washing my hands when even though the bathroom is the hottest room in the house and it was 90 degrees outside, I noticed my hand felt tight and when I looked down at it, I also saw that the hairs on my arm were raised. Of course, I said "What the fuck?" and when I did, I could see my breath. It was freezing in there... even when I looked up at the mirror, seriously, it was so cold that there was frost in the corners. I left and went downstairs, thinking I'd gone mad, but came right back upstairs and everything was normal... although there were droplets in the corners of the mirror. Then, I was watching TV in the living room one night, which connects to the dining room and I saw in the reflection of the window in front of me, out of the corner of my eyes, the light from the dining room was flipping in and out, like some kind of Morse Code or something, but it wasn't affecting the light in the room, just it's reflection in the window. So, I moved my eyes, but not my head toward the window to see what it was and was shocked by what I saw. The same little girl was running laps or something around the dining room table. Over and over as I sat and watched her for what seemed like a while in the reflection... I didn't even bother turning my head because I knew she wouldn't be there. So, add this to the giggles, things knocked over, pets staring for hours at nothing in the wall and this thing with the ceiling fan in the living room in which the fan is always on but on random occasions, the pull switch will pendulum back and forth hitting a light each direction, even though nothing in the house will change for it to do that.

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Hola, guys & dolls kiss
Que tranza? EL SUICIDO LOCO

So, do you believe in ghosts? Spirits? Demons? Entities. skull
Well, I've always been a bit of a skeptic whatever I've always tried to find a rational explanation for noises that I heard or things that I saw. I always blamed the wind or my overactive mind confused Which seems rational, right? "I'M scaring MYSELF". Why would I want to scare myself...
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mutantbaby1:
Yeah. there's a youtube video about the real case too.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=8y8CKlE7ntY&t=1[/YOUTUBE]
mutantbaby1:
LOL biggrin
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So sad lately.
Like, knot-in-the-throat sad.
Pressure-in-the-chest sad.

Sad, sad Chuco skull
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bwbarcus:
:/
tendaloin:
i saw you were sad so i brought you a *big hug*
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Hello, guys & dolls kiss

I how you're all doing well.
I am. Kinda.

This is gonna be a quick blog because my anxiety might rush up on me skull

So first off, I wanna update you all on my set (Lower Villain). Apparently, my set has been pushed back a bit. It's going live on August 2nd at 3am. Only about 2 more weeks. Mark your...
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gujsel:
so wonderfulkisskisskisskisskiss
bwbarcus:
Love the new pics. Your hair looks a lot longer for some reason smile
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Hello, guys & dolls! biggrin

I hope you're doing well. kiss
As for me, I can't complain. Yay!

I was supposed to write a very long, very well thought-out blog the other day whatever & just as I was getting ready to save it to work on it the next morning, I hit the wrong keys & POOF! eeek it was gone. So so so... I'm here to write...
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padre:
Interesting blog, I hope you're feeling better. It's true every girl should feel good about herself.
mockinbird:
Very very beautiful woman. Hope you never find yourself feeling not appreciated or pretty