Sunday Oct 31, 2010

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Story thus far: I have to move everything out of my apartment and clean it by Nov. 1

Yesterday: Got screwed; I was not able to get a 10' moving truck to empty out my apartment of all bulky things going to storage. Only got about half of everything over there. (Note: I will say, it's a good half to have over there. Couch...
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Wednesday Oct 20, 2010

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OK, holy shit.

I have one week... no.... strike that, I have FOUR DAYS to get my place clean enough to show to prospective tenants. I have one week after that to... move everything out of my apartment.

OK. I can do this. it's just a complete shuffling/unloading/removal of all of my fucking tangible items. (really wish I had less of it...
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heartbaker:

Hahaha deep breaths

rickroyal:

I've always been in favor of tactical nuclear strikes for cleaning. But that's me.

Monday Oct 04, 2010

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I only have a short amount of time before I have to get to work. But let's see, where am I, a year and a half later?

- It's getting harder to keep this day-job going. right when I want to leave the job, I get a inner ear ailment that needs me to keep it so I can use the health insurance.
- It...
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Sunday Apr 26, 2009

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Watched the news, followed by a Hunter S Thompson documentary. AFter that, had to get out of the room for a while, got a taco... came home head brewing and bubbling with various things on my mind. This is just the random steam I had to let out.

--- I think about super heroes.

I think about how America holds comics as stomping grounds for super...
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aspen:

Thank you. That's exactly what I was trying to do. I am not trying to sell his book or anything. I just like having those kinds of conversations. Thanks for getting that. I will try to do more.

Saturday Feb 07, 2009

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It's weird being back.

I originally left various subscription based websites and vowed to spend less time on the internet... for many reasons, but the primary among them is because I had to spend more time more wisely.

Fighting social anxiety & depresion without the drugs is interesting, but it requires a lot of discipline. Video games, pizza, and non-necessity websites (among a great many other things) all contribute to a softening that makes me stay put, butt planted on couch or chair (or bed)

I'm at a point in my life where I need to make the best use of my time as I can, and yet when a "you got 3 months of Suicidegirls.com as a gift. for free!" email I was originally going to avoid it.

I mean, I SHOULD avoid it. I've learned a lot of things the years since I left.

(Keep in mind this is stuff that is true for me. it starts me down a slippery slope, which results in lots of eating and sitting around on my ass alone. It might be different and not apply to you.)

- Getting out and relating to people face to face > staying inside and clicking page after page.
- The reality of speaking to women face to face > the habit of staying on a computer...
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frigginboobs:

I randomly just got 3 free months of this also after swearing it off. I battle social anxiety without meds also which means I hide behind video games and anything internet related. Lucky for me I have a gf who can deal with it and gets me in the real world every now and again but I still find myself sitting at a computer all day sometimes without realizing it.

lucifer69133:

Yup, I can totally relate. Unfortunately, I seemed to be at the "hooked up on the virtual bwebs" stage blackeyed . Congratulations on finally breaking the vicious cycle.

Wednesday Nov 15, 2006

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Kaaf KAAFFFF KOFF KOFF!!!

Uhh, hey. I'm sort of back, and stuff.

Been gone, working on changing stuff. most of the stuff, for the better.

more later. Right now i gotta get to work.

iTunes tune: Break my body. Pixies.
skank_zero:

Yes indeed, I'm named after Ms. Hopeless-Savage! I'm actually a big fan of several Oni Press titles.

Sunday Mar 19, 2006

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Re-read The Amazing Adventuers of Kavalier and Clay

When I finished it, I turned back to page one and started again. What a fucking good book. It totally stoked the fire in me for a while, maybe a second reading, finding all the hidden nuggets and secret seashells will help feed the creative fire even more.

I have to get a grant or something. Find...
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zombievoodoo:

i miss you dude!

cereal_killer:

ok, not enough people active in the UpstateSGNY Group for my liking so i'm going around letting people know that there are new members to the group who would feel more welcome if they actually got a few "welcomes."

also, i'm trying to get a darien lake event around for end of aug/beginning of sept possibly. check out the thread in the group for more info and let me know what you think.

C_K
your new (slightly pushier, but well intended) group owner biggrin

ps: where the fuck have you been man? frown

Wednesday Jan 25, 2006

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Seems everytime that I'm at the dawn of a self-instigated change in my life... I jinx myself if I mention any details about it.

So all I'll say is that I'm planning a change. When it happens, and doens't fall through, I'll mention it! Wish me luck.

BTW, check out this interview with Javier Grillo Marxauch. Javier is the writer...
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Friday Dec 16, 2005

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Gotta nervous kind of feeling
Gotta painful yellow headache
Every picture in every magazine's
Come real
Every face looks out
And screams at me too real

Cold sweat on my collar
Dripping to my boots
The waves of nauseous pain
Sets off the pressure pad alarms
Gotta get outta here
Gotta get outta here
Gotta get outta here
Gona get outta here

Gotta painful...
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zombievoodoo:

you as well young stranger

Wednesday Nov 23, 2005

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Went to this small coffee place for Lunch today. I go there every so often to write or sketch during my lunch break. The cute girl was behind the counter, and so I started to chat. Today was her LAST DAY working at the place, and she's goin on a whirlwind "Anywhere but the Snowy NorthEast" trip through Seattle, Oregon, Cali, and other South...
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