christmasjones

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Forest of my childhood looks the same
Will I ever get back the moments?
To relive the ignorance of youth
a lonely dreaming boy

My memories resurface
like a murdered face bobs in the lake
It will never be the same
The truth has come under light

Murderous teenage drug rampage
left this adult head in ruins
I won't give up or give in
Not...
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Sitting here
I'm thinking
What's this I'm drinking?
What's this I'm smoking?
And it never ceases to amaze me
when those people tell me I'm crazy
I'm a flavor you've never tasted
I'm savored while you're tasteless

Old man why don't you die?
The things I've seen with these eyes...

To no god
I'll never bow
Momma says it's up too loud
Never thought I'd...
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Yes I know it's been done before.
No substance, stale stagnant
What a bore

Won't buy into any of your shit
nothing means more to you than my wallet

Record company gonna help me develop my career
copywrite my face play my music everywhere
first we gotta write, write a hit song
here's some cash let's move now right along

Hey kids we need some...
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Motivation

and life keeps on moving
and nothing is improving
and everywhere I look,
looks look dissaproving

I bite my nails whenever I can
take me away from TV land

I am so hungry
I've lost my mind
cannot unwind
nor rewind

The world keeps spinnin
spinnin round round
laziness will knock me to the ground
the underground forges a sound

to get back up...
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