chrisalis

it has been raining for two weeks. my cell/room is dark and wet. Somebody kill me please.

i think i might work for planned parenthood aka " the baby killers " this winter. i think i have enough hippy rightous rage to see me through the dark winter being protested every day.

Next week is Krishna Das week. YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can pretty much guarantee no entries or extremely bizarre ones. It is like nothing else I've ever been around when that man is on campus. It's like you're huffing nitrous.

So I think I am really moving to South Philly in November. I have the room already waiting for me. Who will come visit??

23 days left....
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I dreamt about my hair last night. Six months studying meditation, spirituality and magic and I dream about buying a hair extension machine in the store. Well that's just the way it goes I guess. It was a pretty sweet machine. Maybe I should invent it.

This past weekend was intense.

We had a V-Day conference. My boss cut me from work to go watch...
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Well... to recap, things here at the big "O" have been progressing nicely. When i am not deep throating Deepak or straddling hari krishnas, i try to devotee some time and space to freaking krishna das in ecstatic union. We spend lots o time here moaning and chanting and spreading love.....mostly in the form of the clapp....but hey, love is love, no matter the shape,...
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met a girl from philly today. she's looking for a roomate for the winter. hmmmm.

everyone wants attention. everyone wants to be a fucking star. i walked by deppak chopra carrying a bright blue present and he looked into my eyes. he thought the present was for him....douche. anyone who has any notoriety or fame may have some charisma but they definantely have a hunger for attention.

i am tired of feeling like a warped mirror.

this entry will most...
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maybe i should live in philly over the winter. i'd be close enought to see people but not so close that....well.....you know. plus, i could make some serious cash. good idea?

update: the moon is so bright tonight you can't even look straight at it. the coyotes are howling. it sounds like there are a lot of them out tonight.

fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire fire burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn burn.

hmmm, this could...
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whoo hoo I threw a pahty!!





Fire!

Drumming!

Snakes!


pic's to follow. too tired now

you know what my fantasy is?........

you and me in a hotel. i want to watch t.v. and complain about the too cold a.c. and order pizza. maybe i would even spring for movies! but maybe not cause i'm poor. I want to sit cross legged on a bed and tell you about everything that is happening and tell stupid jokes and laugh like an...
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the past and present are thought forms. you have never touched the past or the future. only the now is real. but everyone is lost in thought. past and future are thought forms. it's all mad. the present moment is all there is.

but i guess you already knew that didn't you.

so as many of you know i went home last week.

Yeah for Delaware love!!!!!

It was so cool to see all of you. Once I get this astral projection thing down maybe i'll come visit more.

I went to my first shamanism workshop this week, it was really interesting. The guy talking is Hank Wesselman. He is a anthropologist who "worshiped at the altar...
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