chimericalme

Must sleep.

Insomnia eats ass.......

Type A personality: fucking why me.

I wish I could sleep forever.

Serendipity turned misfortune,
Conversation turned to silence.
Envy while a fifth wheel,
Dreamt a dream a ghost could only see

I'm done ranting. Fuck emo. And fuck me.

Holy fuck shit! My internet was out for roughly 5 days. So.....that made things even MORE lonely

I big shout out to all those whom attended Vanusluxs party. Interesting as always




WHY WON'T SHE CALL ME!?!?!?!? ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG


Fuckin' Tourette....

Yes another night alone.

But I'm content.

And happy the way things are

Yes today was rather uneventful. So I cleaned, cooked and did laundry. In the midst of all this I had one of my favorite playlists filling the air. This particular playlist really shines to me because the songs are not only well written but lyrically, masterpieces. Each song I could relate to somehow, especially the Dashboard song "As Lovers Go." This song speaks perfectly of...
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For rainy,mellow days such as this particular day, I recomend the following:

1. Beck - Sea Change
2. A six pack of your favorite alcoholic beverage.
3. A nice comfy couch.

Now if I only had a special someone to share it with....

N-joy the holiday peeps.

We found a bassist! I can't wait to play again...having withdrawals.....hopefully he/she has her priorities in life sussed out.

So, last night ruled, to some extent. A big apology goes out to all the peeps I didn't say bye to last night. I was such a fucking douche-bag.

So I got pretty wasted last night and I kinda made something outta nothing. Typical. Alcohol not...
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IT'S OFFICIAL:

We kicked our bassist out.

Which kinda sux cuz that sets us back with recording and playing shows.

Onto more important news:

The women who I am seeing is quite the catch. She is intelligent, beautiful, worldly, interactive and most of all, tha shit. She makes me oh-so-happy

It was never my intention
To blindly feed the boy/girl game
I know romance isn't...
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Heh well, the insomnia is still pretty bad.. Actually, it's horrifically bad. So bad that on Mon. I really fucked up at work and I mean REALLY. I'm usually pretty aloof, alert and my brain is on its "on" position but this particular morning I dunno what the fuck happened. Anywho, I missed a very important detail to a study and fucked up. My co-workers...
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Now maybe I can sleep better at night........

I'm really pissed at my bassist right now. The fucker switches jobs like I do toothbrushes and never has a "real" schedule. So basically we play whenever we can as long as it meets his requirements. Fucking douche bag. Get a real job and fucking keep it you floater (Someone who switches jobs every other month). Only reason this is bothering me is that we...
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Whoops