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I hate everything. I wish that when I went to sleep tonight, it would be the last time.
And I'm FUCKING fat, and my eating disorder just doesn't even happen anymore. In my head, nothing has changed, but my body refuses to let me restrict like I used to be able to. So FUCK my body. I FUCKING HATE YOU BODY I HATE...
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Hey my dear friend !

Ugh, I'm sorry you've been feeling like this. It kind of sounds like things have not been going all that well in a general sense. When that happens, we can get frustrated at ourselves for sure.

And then we turn it all back on ourselves. blackeyed

Know that I'm thinking of you, OK ?
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Hung out with my sister and 2 of her friends the other day. We had a great time, and I realized, "this is what it's like having friends". But I don't have friends in real life (besides my boyfriend, who is my best friend, but that's different from having girl friends). And that's depressing. I don't even know how I...
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Fucking shit, its like everybody Ive ever known is as fucked up as I am, or worse. And the past wont let me go. Or I wont let it go, or something. Is it me? I mean, it must be partially me at least, because 2/3 of the people Ive been in love with have tried to kill themselves. Thats pretty fucked up. But...
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Hug hug : If it is you, it's because you key in on sensitive or emotionally complex people. And that's probably not a bad thing, and helpful to them, even if certain parts of their problems are, pretty much by definition, beyond our powers to fix.
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littlejohn22:
wow, ripper
tonni003z:
thats going to take months to grow out - omg