Sunday Jul 08, 2007

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I saw Transformers on wednesday of all days, it was packed. that movie was so fucking awesome. i cannot wait for it to come out on dvd. i am soooo gonna buy it. i was noe of those tomboys that played with barbie and GI joe and TMNT and transformers. i loved mud, bugs, catching weird shit in jars. so, seeing this movie made me...
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lottey:

thank you for your comment on my set hun smile

annisa:

Wednesday Jun 20, 2007

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I was talking to someone, a friend, about my view of sex and love. which i talk about a lot. Everyone knows that i like pussy, and i like titties. I am finding that i do not think i would be pissed if todd was sexually attracted to someone else. as long as our bond/relationship does not change because of it. i am sure...
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cherbearr:

thanks hun. appreciate the concern. you are so cool. :-)

luscious:

No, unfortunatly not, I was only there for a Tattoo convention. I'm from Ontario.

Monday Mar 05, 2007

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what the hell was i thinking?

so we went to see Dope for my bday on saturday. it was a kick ass time. there were 13 local bands, 1 international (New Revolution) and then Dope. they went back in forth between the 2 stages with all of the different bands. only a hand full of them were any good. too many Cradle of Filth wannabees...
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charlemagne:

Hot Damn! I remember the good old days at Harpos in the pit! Head banging to Motorhead, et al.! I'm too old for that anymore, but 'twas fun indeed. Crack a few heads for me, won't you? Toughen up first, though! smile kiss

nemesis:

thank you so much for commenting on the warriors set! so happy you liked it! kiss

Thursday Feb 22, 2007

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I got this from one of my ex-boyfriend's Aaron on myspace, interesting. I believe mine (Pisces). ;-)

TAURUS: The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most...
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charlemagne:

My ex-wife was a pisces. Pisces and libra aren't a good mix--at least, that was my experience. It was like we were in two different worlds. Oh, well! smile

beauty wears me down i sleep
in the name of you i keep

said melodies, friendly toboggan runs
and whatever crosses this path

Tuesday Feb 13, 2007

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Oookkkk. (thought i as gonna do 3 k's huh?) I am one of those stupid girls. we all know this. the last 3 weeks have been so relaxing and enlightening for me. i am having fun again and planning shit for myself.

We knew it would only be a matter of time before he came running back to me. I estimated a month to...
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texax7:

You've got a lot going on emotionally. Hope it works out for you.

cherbearr:

i know i am weird. and i do have issues. i am just going to see where this takes me and then decide. ya know. thanks both of u. i like hearing what other people think. it helps. ;-)

Thursday Feb 08, 2007

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I feel weird for what i am about to say. Am i crazy? (or crazier than i think i am)

I was in a relationship with a guy for 3.5yrs. I unknowingly took the role of submissive (service-oriented submissive), I would do anything he asked or anything i knew he needed or wanted. He hardly had to ask for anything. I enjoyed it. He...
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charlemagne:

I could be cruel and say that you're the girl every brute would wish for, but let's not be cruel today. I know there are nice guys out there who would be more than happy to treat you the same way you treated your ex, but I don't think you gravitate towards them. You're going to have to ask yourself, "Do I like to be treated like a piece of dirt?" Girl, you are better than that! You are going to have to change tactics if you want a relationship that works the way you want it to. Look at the guys your date and ask, "Who is worthy of me?" There are limits to submissiveness--maybe you over did it. You're doing your soul searching. I hope you come up with the right solution. smile

cherbearr:

thanks sweety, i am working on that. ;-)

Thursday Feb 01, 2007

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I got my tongue pierced on monday. yay me! it is so cool. i cannot really eat right now, but it is so worth it. once the swelling goes down i can chew food. right now, i am only drinking and sipping things/fluids. i am getting my tragus pierced either later today or tomorrow. i have not decided yet. but i will post a...
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mneylu:

hey hey!
just wanted to (although very belatedly) stop by and say thanks for a fellow green lover for her photolovins! thanks beautiful! biggrin

charlemagne:

There's always something sexy about tongue piercings. I bet your ex will be sorry, now! smile

Sunday Jan 28, 2007

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My boyfriend and I broke up last tuesday. I know it has only been 6 days and i need to be patient, but i cant stand this anymore. I wish i could go to a hypnotist and have them remove or repress my memories so it does not hurt so much. I dont want to think about it, I dont want to feel it. Hell...
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genghiskhan:

I was once with a girl for about 4 years and it took the better part of another two years to get over her. It doesn't always happen right away.

The best advice I can offer you is to sever contact. The more you draw it out, the harder it's going to be. Even if you still want to be friends with the guy - stay away from him for a while. PERIOD. phone. email. everything. You'll be thankful later.

cherbearr:

Thanks everyone. I will take your advice GenghisKhan, i am doing pretty good so far. thanks. ;-)

Sunday Jan 21, 2007

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- Within -

Fear, Anger
A crippling, wilting, decaying demon
Drowning in despair
Slowly losing identification
It isn't a place I want to go
I have been here before now
I thought I had escaped the grip of El Diablo
I thought this dastard had dissipated
Evil Surfacing
My skin burning with it
Seemingly unfamiliar, but we are intimate
An aspect of me entombed
Deep within...
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Saturday Jan 20, 2007

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should i be concerned that my boyfriend chats on singles sites? He has been for a long time. my mind says hell yes i should be furious! but when i talk to him about it, he makes it seem innocent. that he only talks and flirts (mostly guys) and has no intentions of meeting the people he talks to. i believe this, but i dont...
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ll1:

I have mega trust issues so my first instict would be dont trust, but its not me, its you and all I can say is follow your intuition, thats what will tell you. Be careful and stay safe ok. I think of you when i see your pic and always hope youre doing well.
ARRR!!!

cherbearr:

thanks hun. i appreciate that.

i used to be such a trusting person, naive even. but ever since the cheating situation, i have been suspicous and paranoid. my mind plays tricks on me all the time, so i dont know if i can trust it. i am patient, so i will ride it out and see where it goes. what i really want to do is start over. move somewhere i have never been and start anew, as a new person. i dont know what is holding me to him really.