today my boss asked me why i colored my hair black, he asked if i was entering a 'dark period.'
i get so tired of people assuming that i do things like color my hair dark and paint my nails black because i'm dark and trying to be shocking.
a wonderfully brilliant and utterly beautfiul woman said to me that her wish was for people...
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i get so tired of people assuming that i do things like color my hair dark and paint my nails black because i'm dark and trying to be shocking.
a wonderfully brilliant and utterly beautfiul woman said to me that her wish was for people...
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neodrunk:
i made fun of rainbow brite... i didn't make fun of your hair, silly!!! 
porcelainheart:
i dunno. possibly this summer. ♥
i'm horribly bored with the internet. i think i've seen everything there is to see.
pfft.
today i plan on eating junk food because i finally went out and bought myself some twinkees. i need to wash some undies because i'm going commando and i miss my frilly things.. oh and maybe some socks too as i'm wearing my halloween pair out of sheer lack...
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pfft.
today i plan on eating junk food because i finally went out and bought myself some twinkees. i need to wash some undies because i'm going commando and i miss my frilly things.. oh and maybe some socks too as i'm wearing my halloween pair out of sheer lack...
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judas:
you're right. i will now commence to harbor utter hatred for you because you have eye boogers.
trebo:
WOW! and DOUBLE WOW!! 
...Enough said!?
...Enough said!?my head still hurts.
food for thought:
the road to hell is paved with good intensions. the question is, what is the road back paved with?
i'm 'off' lately and i don't know why. something is wrong but i don't know what it is. why am i not happy?
someone needs to save me from my own insanity.
please make my head stop. please.
food for thought:
the road to hell is paved with good intensions. the question is, what is the road back paved with?
i'm 'off' lately and i don't know why. something is wrong but i don't know what it is. why am i not happy?
someone needs to save me from my own insanity.
please make my head stop. please.
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yuriel:
*hugs you tight*
eh madness is overrated. id know
eh madness is overrated. id know
trebo:
It's paved with sorrow regrets and pain...Remember the saying you can't go back and change things?
You're off....You only have to look deep inside you to find that answer
A part of a poem that I wrote..one of the lines is Insanity is sanity...where we cross that line...where reality and fantasy casts a fog over our perceptions...I can help
As for the headache have your husband massage your face..especially concentrating on your temples forehead and jaw...
You're off....You only have to look deep inside you to find that answer
A part of a poem that I wrote..one of the lines is Insanity is sanity...where we cross that line...where reality and fantasy casts a fog over our perceptions...I can help
As for the headache have your husband massage your face..especially concentrating on your temples forehead and jaw...
thank you to all that showed concern for my son and his scary situation earlier this week. although things didn't end up the way i would have liked them to, everything is ok now. kiddo is going to school everyday and just ignoring the little asshole. so.. maybe i'll teach him to box. don't know.
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anyway.. i'm feeling pretty 'anti social' today as far...
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anyway.. i'm feeling pretty 'anti social' today as far...
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dr_zoidberg:
My dad sells Twinkies. He works for Hostess. We get all we can eat.
Seriously though, Hope you can get something.
Seriously though, Hope you can get something.
yuriel:
i hope hes better
i could REALLY use some BOOZE
and chocolate hehe
[Edited on Feb 05, 2005 10:22PM]
i could REALLY use some BOOZE
and chocolate hehe
[Edited on Feb 05, 2005 10:22PM]
today an eight year old child threatened to slit my seven year old sons throat with a pocket knife. after my son told a teacher; said boy was searched and no knife was found. no matter though, the threat was there and my son was scared.
i don't want him to go to school tomorrow.
tell me, my sweet dears, how does this mommy make...
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i don't want him to go to school tomorrow.
tell me, my sweet dears, how does this mommy make...
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quasi_sean:
oh, fret not sweetie....
mystangel:
Charitee...what ended up happening, now that a few days have gone by...? Did you keep your son home? I don't know what I would have done.
five things to accomplish that are just for me before July:
1. small nostril screw on left side. pink jewel.
2. newest tattoo. on left ankle and top of left foot.
3. exerSIZE. hate that word, it's evil, but must be done.
4. hair, darker; perhaps black, longer.. pigtails are needed.
5. new clothing.. stuff that fits right in some other color besides black.
time...
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1. small nostril screw on left side. pink jewel.
2. newest tattoo. on left ankle and top of left foot.
3. exerSIZE. hate that word, it's evil, but must be done.
4. hair, darker; perhaps black, longer.. pigtails are needed.
5. new clothing.. stuff that fits right in some other color besides black.
time...
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anarqy:
You go girl! Goals are good
judas:
i am glad it's okay that there are pictures of your children on a porn site. i mean, with a daddy like eric and a mommy like you, they're be into porn in no time, right?
i'm tired. i need a day off, a night out, a break. my brain is full. i'd cry out of sheer exhaustion and frustration but that would take up too much energy.
i think i've lost my mind. sadly, there wasn't much left to lose.
i think that perhaps my melancholy of late is caused by a severely jaded temperment. maybe people are right and...
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i think i've lost my mind. sadly, there wasn't much left to lose.
i think that perhaps my melancholy of late is caused by a severely jaded temperment. maybe people are right and...
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kriss:
hope you feel better soon!
kisses
KRISS
kisses
KRISS
trebo:
She tires from it all...She has taken a fall...Demons emerge from deep...Mares of night and of day follow unable to sleep...Emotions lie barren like grains of desert sand...Cold and frozen for man...She looks thru eyes of sadness...at all the madness..Jaded by lies...She has no more cries...A faith tattered and frayed...A faith within diserray...She walks thru ruins of old...A story not yet allowed to be told...She Silences her thoughts...Emotions are fought...Charitee it is time...No longer will you be a mime..Your road awaits...Not of destinies or fates....It is time to confront your past...at long last..
Charitee...I have this feeling...something on the wind...that it is time...to confront the one thing you avoid...It is now when I say this to you...Your birth mother awaits a phone call...It is time to heal yourself...To love yourself...To be yourself again...
Charitee...I have this feeling...something on the wind...that it is time...to confront the one thing you avoid...It is now when I say this to you...Your birth mother awaits a phone call...It is time to heal yourself...To love yourself...To be yourself again...
a letter: to me from my brother. i miss him. a lot.
My dear,
It sounds as though you and I are subject to the same obscure, ethereal dips into melancholy. I have long held that my life is of little real concern to me; that is, my life does not depress me, life depresses me. Life as we know it is social Darwinism in...
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My dear,
It sounds as though you and I are subject to the same obscure, ethereal dips into melancholy. I have long held that my life is of little real concern to me; that is, my life does not depress me, life depresses me. Life as we know it is social Darwinism in...
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trebo:
Your brother walks a dimmed path...He should not dread his own faults..for that is human...Those who choose character over material...Are those who have understanding of life...He is looked upon...by all who know him...not as a sinner but a saint...The road travelled is difficult but he is yet to realize that he is on the path...His path...The right path...As for you my sweet Charitee...I urge you to make his light grow brighter...if only it lasts a few moments...He calls for you...sister...the bond is evident...within those words...A love that has been...unscathed thru trials and tribulations...A love that holds dear under dire circumstances...Send your love unto the wind...then send yourself if you can!
I have come up with a new law.
Anyone that gossips should have their tounge cut out.
And so it is said, and so it shall be.
so there!
Anyone that gossips should have their tounge cut out.
And so it is said, and so it shall be.
so there!
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elcaminobill:
No maybe they shod get there nipples an dicks chopped off! im shore they would not gossip! 
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[Edited on Jan 26, 2005 7:23PM]
dr_zoidberg:
Lotsa people gossip. Its evil.
i have nothing to say, i just didn't want to leave my last entry up.
i'm tired and feeling blah still.
i'm ok though.
nighters loves.
i'm tired and feeling blah still.
i'm ok though.
nighters loves.
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elcaminobill:
So hows the Teeth?.... Maybe you shod watch porn before you go to sleep, but dont have sex, so maybe yull dream of your boy in sted of the Demand Blood Mother! AWWW just a idea
fairygrlz:
Good night...sweet dreams
the world got a little less funny today. Johnny Carson died.
'nough said.
'nough said.
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shicawgo:
I second that emotion..... 
9 inches of fresh snow on the ground. nekkid snowangels will ensue.
hot chocolate. peppermint sticks. sledding. mittens and ear muffs. (eh, muffs. ha)
need a hair cut and some new pictures of said new look.
house is a mess, needs to be cleaned but my motivation only seems to stem to playing video games and watching cartoons.
oh, and in the shower last night...
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hot chocolate. peppermint sticks. sledding. mittens and ear muffs. (eh, muffs. ha)
need a hair cut and some new pictures of said new look.
house is a mess, needs to be cleaned but my motivation only seems to stem to playing video games and watching cartoons.
oh, and in the shower last night...
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elcaminobill:
awww hope it gets better, an the kids get better ........
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urblueygrl:
yeah naked snow angels sounds like fun, cold, but fun... :o) the shower story is kinda funny. one time my husband was tryin to carry me to the bedroom and ran me head first into the wall, but we didnt let that stop us lol... im glad you had fun anyway