it's amazing how tainted things can become. there are few things in my life that aren't tainted right now and it's time to change that.

I've spent the last week taking steps and making the decision to rid my life of all of the poison in it and although it went un-noticed by most of the people in my life, these changes have been and...
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i'm back... sort of.. but i don't know for how long.

it may be time for some changes. big ones. little ones. just changes.

this may be one of them. i don't know yet.

finding my smile is harder than i thought it would be. thought i had it for a while but i was mistaken.

it's around here somewhere.. bet it's in the last...
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i'm going to let SG take a back seat for a while so I can point my life in the right direction again.

i love you guys and i'll be back eventually... until then you can email me at chartieecase@hotmail.com.

be good, take care of each other.

peace.

it's tuesday and i still have nothing to say.

yah, i know. this is unlike me.

pfft.

it's monday and i have nothing to say. maybe more later, but nothing now.

happy easter.

now go step on baby chickens.... the easter bunny wants you to.

Last night I had the strangest dream. Let me preface this with: I went to bed last night at 9:45pm. Yes, that early. I've been over tired lately and I decided it was time to catch up. Normally I'm an insomniac and don't allow myself vivid dreams as I don't have long stretches of REM sleep.

Ok.. so the dream...

I was younger, 21 or...
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I don't want to go to work tomorrow.

Wanna play hooky?


Well... do ya?

*********UPDATE***********

Irony. Don't you love it. I had NO actual intention to stay home today, just wishful thinking on my part. But alas, I'm home anyway. The transmission on my van went out.... nothing past 1st gear and that telling burnt smell of a bad transmission that can't go over 20...
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Hey....




psst......




yah, you.






Guess what?








wanna know?








Yah, I love you guys.





Oh, and you know what else?















It's snowing.

Rock onm yeah for me, this girl is CANCER FREE!!!!!!! I've got some physical issues, all to be dealt with, all to be helped out and all NON life threatening. Physical therapy is needed, medicine is needed and surgery later on... but fuck it, I'm ok so I'll live.. badum dum.. pun intended! LOL!!!!!

So.. rock the fuck on people.. this girl is gonna live...
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Ok. For those of you that love me, here are the doctors findings and yesterdays doctor fun:

Yesterday I went to the MD to find out what's wrong with me. The Osteosclerosis is confirmed, my legs are a mess, that's a given. I'll be seeing a specialist I guess to go over a game plan for slowing down the progression and discussing therapy to attempt...
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I'm sorry I haven't replied to everyone that left comments. You're all so very sweet for caring and I love you with all of my soul. Please forgive my lack of comment, it's not out of lack of appreciation.. just out of exhaustion.

I'm ok. I'm sore. I'm tired. I'm keeping a positive outlook but am still a little scared.

I see another doctor tomorrow...
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