It's been a sad time for me recently so therefore sad blogs is what i write. However, I am grateful for the wonderful people i continue to meet on SG. They help to alleviate the pain i feel.
Someone could get the impression that im just a sad person at heart. The truth is I may as well be. See back when I was like...
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Someone could get the impression that im just a sad person at heart. The truth is I may as well be. See back when I was like...
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deennie:
i totally understand. its such a sucky feeling. 
i sorry.
i sorry.-What I Am-
I am closed walls that crack,
to let the virus in...
Breaking down and crumbling,
only to build again
A constant repetition,
I struggle to control...
While deep inside this nightmare,
tears another hole...
I am a never ending torrent,
A running stream of hate.
Fueled by an ocean of pain,
that I cannot sedate
A constant flow of red,
I struggle...
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I am closed walls that crack,
to let the virus in...
Breaking down and crumbling,
only to build again
A constant repetition,
I struggle to control...
While deep inside this nightmare,
tears another hole...
I am a never ending torrent,
A running stream of hate.
Fueled by an ocean of pain,
that I cannot sedate
A constant flow of red,
I struggle...
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mattilda:
you are very kind in saying that. thanks. you're also really beautiful
The Tuskegee Syphilis Experiment - Book Titled "Bad Blood" by James H. Jones
READ IT-----It's Horrifying!!!!!!!
A simple, quick broken down synopsis of the chapters...
Chapter 1---
In the early 1900 on through until around 1960 an experiment was being conducted among ALL black persons within a particular area of the United States. According to researchers and medIcal specialists...these people "volunteered" for the experiment KNOWING...
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READ IT-----It's Horrifying!!!!!!!
A simple, quick broken down synopsis of the chapters...
Chapter 1---
In the early 1900 on through until around 1960 an experiment was being conducted among ALL black persons within a particular area of the United States. According to researchers and medIcal specialists...these people "volunteered" for the experiment KNOWING...
Read More
sanguine:
well you better get your strength up....
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!! And to all who dont celebrate...Hi!
niobe:
Hi. 
happy thanksgiving everyone!!! and to all who dont celebrate....ummm..Hi!
So another holiday is upon us. Another year where I get to realize just how dysfunctional my family is...how lonely it is without someone around to share it with. You will find me in my dorm room for the rest of the weekend playing WoW or on SG.
Im 30 years old...
By now what I SHOULD HAVE is a completed education, a stable good...
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Im 30 years old...
By now what I SHOULD HAVE is a completed education, a stable good...
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spacelola:
Who says you should be married and done with school? We all move along to our own schedule and it's cool... Don't worry about it...
I have figured out what my life means....wanna hear? I am THAT guy that gets shit on by women. Not intentionally mind you...but because I place myself in the direct line of projectory shit.
So this is my theory. I meet women who HAVE HAD or ARE currently in horrible relationships. They meet me and find a genuinely nice guy who knows how to open...
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So this is my theory. I meet women who HAVE HAD or ARE currently in horrible relationships. They meet me and find a genuinely nice guy who knows how to open...
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sanguine:
i think you need to move to a new state 
So my shoulder is freakin killing me. This is why you follow instructions when working out. But not me...and I ended up tearing my rotator cusp. And let me tell you it sucks!
College life is great though, I am a senior and dishin out my last year. Other than that...i still havent found a woman worthy of staying with for any real length of...
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College life is great though, I am a senior and dishin out my last year. Other than that...i still havent found a woman worthy of staying with for any real length of...
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OK....my first official post since i signed back up.
Mood :Tiiiiirrrred
Listening to :The sounds of silence
So first things first...I gained like 30 pounds seriously!!! Im 230 now!!! Im a fat tubn of lard!!! And it was all over the summer that this took place. But its all cool..i can still suck in my gut and see my dick so im still all good!...
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Mood :Tiiiiirrrred
Listening to :The sounds of silence
So first things first...I gained like 30 pounds seriously!!! Im 230 now!!! Im a fat tubn of lard!!! And it was all over the summer that this took place. But its all cool..i can still suck in my gut and see my dick so im still all good!...
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mattilda:
you are perfect
you are perfect
Woooooahhhh....Since Feb of 2008 eh....well lets see that means its been 7 months. Not bad not bad....So I broke the SG addiction for 7 months. Ah but hell...im back again. I missed you all.
-A pain filled leap into the new year-
I could have told you it would end up this way. Alone again, back to where it all began. When i was left cold and aching for love...
January leaves me freezing and empty. If things would have gone as perfect as a sunset over the ocean on a starfilled night, i would have her in my...
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I could have told you it would end up this way. Alone again, back to where it all began. When i was left cold and aching for love...
January leaves me freezing and empty. If things would have gone as perfect as a sunset over the ocean on a starfilled night, i would have her in my...
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ataxia:
so we dream on, inventing our lives
a little lost sister, a saintly mother, a hero father
but our dreams escape us, no matter how vividly we imagine them
and there's only one thing you can do
keep passing the open windows
"what does 'keep passing the open windows' mean?" egg asked
"well," i said "i guess it means when you see an open window....don't jump out"
keep passing the open windows
a little lost sister, a saintly mother, a hero father
but our dreams escape us, no matter how vividly we imagine them
and there's only one thing you can do
keep passing the open windows
"what does 'keep passing the open windows' mean?" egg asked
"well," i said "i guess it means when you see an open window....don't jump out"
keep passing the open windows
-Never Ending Conflicts-
There is a hatred that burns within me
Stripping away my humanity
as my rage grows ever deeper
as i spiral into the red hot depths of despair
With each passing day my mask becomes harder to wear
The contempt i hold becomes more unwieldy
I yearn to destroy...to unleash this inner strength
fueled by all the hate that has built up...
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There is a hatred that burns within me
Stripping away my humanity
as my rage grows ever deeper
as i spiral into the red hot depths of despair
With each passing day my mask becomes harder to wear
The contempt i hold becomes more unwieldy
I yearn to destroy...to unleash this inner strength
fueled by all the hate that has built up...
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rys:
That was so hard to read with the theme to never ending story in my head. Sorry. It made a mockery of it. Damn musical brain!